A thought just came to my mind that has made me very excited it has got me going online and just looking at stuff(s)

I want to... *drumroll*

Give my mum, and 2 sisters vouchers to manicure!!! Meanwhile I can just accompany my dad shopping... good eh??? I think all of them deserve pampering... hehehe and now I'm just looking online at some manicure places which would be good...

I saw that one that xiaxue went to...

And it looks good... seriously... and am contemplating getting gift vouchers for them in there, and I know my mum and sisters will love it in there... hahaha... plus truly spoil and pamper them for the day... because they deserve it... Strawberry daiquiri... dry martinis... they all look scrumpilicious... hahaha I mean yummy

Man I know my mum probably hasn't had such girly fun in ages... she scrimps and saves for all of us... to send me overseas... and now all I want to do is to pamper her... maybe go shopping together, get her a top which she truly looks good in... heheh

I am soooooo excited by that thought... anyone has any recommendations to any good manicure places please let me know... and... anyone can accompany me on 9/1 because my daddy's got to go for a wedding... and he won't be back in JB by about 5... hehehe any suggestions... or should I go straight home... I have no idea... hmm... seriously contemplating going out before I go home hey... but I don't have any $$ on me at all... hehehe not even to take mrt...

but at least I've got my debit card!!!

hehehe... I want to get them manicure vouchers...

Just pamper them... let me know on any info k???

thanks!

love

My thoughts and reflections of Narnia...

Before I started, I truly thought I wasn't gonna enjoy the movie... simply because it wasn't my kind of movie... and true to my words, I really was going to fall asleep at some parts... some parts where it seemed that the children were just a cut and paste into the world... graphics weren't awesome at parts, but overall I still have to give it a 75/100

Which is pretty good in this case considering I only gave Harry Potter IV 60/100... and that's the best I can go because it was simply so disappointing...

Anyway, back to Narnia... yes was I saying I was about to fall asleep??? And yes, I was about to fall asleep... and then came the exciting part, where the White Witch wanted to claim Edmund's life on the stone table, and Aslan spoke to Her in private... then He came out of the tent, saying that Edmund's life has been spared... I started crying, because I knew he was about to die... and anyway, yes when Susan and Lucy followed Him to the stone table, I had started to tear... One thought came to my mind... Jesus... Jesus... who died at the cross for us... He who had no sin, had to die for us, Sons of Adam and daughters of Eve... to fulfil the prophecy made thousands of years ago... to reconcile us with God, and to wash us of all our sins... and I felt so loved, when I saw Aslan being ridiculed at the stone table... and then he was killed... Jesus was ridiculed and laughed at. and nailed at the cross... but did he give up??? no he didn't. He didn't give in to Satan... the messiah... he ruled heaven and hell even towards the end... because he was resurrected...

Aslan said something. He said something like the white witch missed out on something, she forgot that whoever who had no sin took the place of death of a traitor willingly on the stone table, the stone table will crack. God again said to me... "I took your place on the cross, so that you may have everlasting life... eternity... with me... I took it willingly... and my blood has cleansed your sins" truly, throughout that part of the movie I really felt that God was just telling me that He loved me... truly so much... and I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks...

I am so special... so loved...

My thoughts of Narnia... was just that of love...

I am loved...

hehehe and it's not pink!!!!

ciaoZ...

hehehe anyway did this quiz, said I was

34 % Nerd, 21% Geek, 39% Dork

Wow... that's a relief... :P

at least I know I'm not kidding when I say I'm not a nerd... hehehe

me... using a totally different way of saying...

MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS!!!!

Today I was asking God... why I feel quite far from Him...

Why I feel like I don't feel that close to Him anymore...

And... believe it or not, God spoke to me...

The verse Jeremiah 29:11 has been playing around in my head these few days... and I meant to check the verse in the message bible... BTW I got one for xmas... my secret santa(Daniel) from ReZource bought me... Haven't had the chance to totally thank him... THANKS DAN!!!

anyway... so I checked up Jeremiah 29:11 and then I read on... and guess what it wrote???

11I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out--plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.
12"When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen.
13"When you come looking for me, you'll find me. "Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else,
14I'll make sure you won't be disappointed." GOD's Decree. "I'll turn things around for you. I'll bring you back from all the countries into which I drove you"--GOD's Decree--"bring you home to the place from which I sent you off into exile. You can count on it.

God is telling me that he listens to me, and that when I pray, he does listen... and he will help me to find him... I felt so touched and so... comforted by that verse... He has again reminded me that he'll never leave me or forsake me... even though at times I feel far, I just need to trust him, continue praying and calling on Him...

Just posted this down as a comparison

11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.
13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity. [b] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."

This is the NIV...

I feel very touched by Jeremiah 29:11... For the Lord DECLARES... he doesn't "say" he doesn't "talk about" he DECLARES... He tells the whole world that he will prosper us, not harm us... and give us hope! THank U daddy

Thank U God... love ya

You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace. Your vibe: Kind and gentle Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend

What Color Rose Are You?

hehehe just posting that cuz I love pink roses..!

You Are Cherry Kiss Lip Gloss

You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on.You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals. Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have.No wonder Cherry your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!

What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

Me??? A cherry lip gloss??? maybe...???

Am I obsessed with looks???

You Are Practically Plastic

You're so beautiful that it's almost unrealUnfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal tooEveryone knows you're super hot - no need to remind themYou've got it going on, so stop obsessing!

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

Yeah... I think so... hehehe

What kind of sandals am I???

You are Flat Sandals

Casual yet flirtyYou look great in a simple top and jeansYour look is approchable and cute!

What Kind of Sandal Are You?

I am blessed am blessed am so blessed!!!! hehehe received a msg from a friend today, telling me to take care... after I finished work! So nice to know that he still cares and remembers that I work 12 hours today...

But I am so blessed la... that my colleagues at least like me...

I can't wait to earn lots and lots of $$

then go back and do lots of stuff...

shop for my colleagues, buy them handphone chains...

Rebond my hair...

Highlight and dye my hair...

get coloured contact lenses...

Glasses, change them...

shop for clothes...

bags...

watches...

I think all my money... ye3 bu4 gou4 wo3 hua1...

yaaaaaay just thinking of the money...

makes me smile!!!

Thank God for giving it to me!!!!

www.theinterviewwithgod.com

I am so blessed

went to work today, and I got lots of praise from my colleagues...

thank god for blessing me, so my colleagues don't dislike me at least

anyway, I'm so bored n tired... tata

Work times...

Tuesday 9-5
Wednesday 9-9
Friday 9-5
Saturday 9-9
Sunday 4-9
Monday 9-9

Can't wait to see my bank account soon!

:P

Just finished the five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom...

I give it a 2 thumbs up! It's a good book... seriously... got me thinking a lot...

It's about how this guy called Eddie was killed while trying to save this little girl at the fair... and then after he died, he went to heaven and met 5 people, who taught him things... I wasn't too sure about the first and the last one, what they were trying to teach him...

But 1 thing I'm sure about... the setting for heaven, is very similar to the lovely bones. It's how U depict your heaven, that things happen... U live in your heaven, U see things U want to see...

First person Eddie meets is... this man who was a freak in freak show when he was living...
And he taught Eddie that things are not in your control. Sometimes the good people die young, but it's all for a good cause...

Second person Eddie met was his captain... he taught Eddie about sacrifice

Third person Eddie met was Ruth... She taught him how to forgive

Fourth person Eddie met was Marguerite... I wonder why not make it easier and call her Margaret. She taught him that love never ends...

As said in 1 Cor 13:4-8

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails.

As said in the bible. God's words to us.

Fifth person Eddie met was this little Phillipino girl... who he tried to save when he blew up the enemy camps... and she taught him... why he was born... the meaning of his life...

Surely this book taught me so much...!

I was just doing my quiet time... and this thing suddenly struck me...

It's very easy to bear grudges against people... and we tend to forget to pray for these people... Or rather... we don't want to pray for them. We feel tired... we ask God... why??? why make me pray for him/her??? Why give me that conviction in my heart, and tell me I MUST pray??? I SHOULD pray???

"But God!! I don't want to!!! don't force me!!!" <-- and we whine and whine and whine about how much that person has hurt us. How we feel so sad about it... I admit, I have done that so many times before... How much I hated that person... and I really refused to let go.

But today... these verses sort of woke me up... Sorta my mind's running 2 different thoughts... both focused on God... one is praying for my enemies... the other is about how I should continue to trust God... and believe I've already received... even before it has happened

In Acts it spoke about how Stephen was stoned to death... He continued to trust God... he didn't pull out in times of fear.

Acts 7:55-58

55But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God.
56"Look," he said, "I see heaven open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God."
57At this they covered their ears and, yelling at the top of their voices, they all rushed at him, 58dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. Meanwhile, the witnesses laid their clothes at the feet of a young man named Saul.

This verse I read... really touched my heart a lot a lot a lot... heaps
It's from Luke 23:33-35

33When they came to the place called the Skull, there they crucified him, along with the criminals—one on his right, the other on his left.
34Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.
35The people stood watching, and the rulers even sneered at him. They said, "He saved others; let him save himself if he is the Christ of God, the Chosen One."

Jesus prayed... for the people who crucified him... He's done so many miracles... and yet they killed him... they didn't believe... if I were him, I'd probably be so sad and just say "go away, go to wherever U belong, and just... whatever" but he didn't he said "Father forgive them for they do not know what they are doing." How great is the love our God has for us!!! I was so touched... esp by that sentence... cuz... I'd not have that mentality... maybe not now... so that's what ppl mean by kingdom mentality... I want that too...!

3rd person... is Paul...

People turned against Him, but instead of being angry with those people, he blessed them and prayed for them too...

I feel so lucky to be the daughter of God... never ever felt so lucky before... because... He loves me and I know He truly does.

I was doing something I'd never done in ages...

I went to read my ex's blog... hahaha which was done when we were still together... afterward he stopped blogging...

I don't know why I did that... hahaha maybe at times, a girl just needs to be loved and protected???? I just missed all the sweet nothings he used to say to me... all the TLC he used to give me... OK STOP STOP...

haha... I don't know why I am thinking of him all of a sudden...!

So silly...

What to say... I am one lucky girl :P

Still feeling so blessed...
God has given me so much I can ever ask for... much more than I ever can wish for... He's been so good to me, I feel such a lucky girl...

Thank U!

I passed my exams!!!! Praise the Lord!

"Why was my burden so heavy?" I slammed the office door and leaned against it. Is there no rest from this life? I wondered. I stumbled to my desk and dropped into my chair, pressing my face into my arms to shut out the frustrations of my existence."Oh God," I cried, "let me sleep. Let me sleep forever and never wake up!" With a deep sob I tried to will myself into oblivion, then welcomed the blackness that came over me.

Light surrounded me as I regained consciousness. I focused on its source: The figure of a man standing before a cross. "My child," the person asked, "why did you want to come to me before I am ready to call you?"

"Lord, I'm sorry. It's just that... I can't go on. You see how hard it is for me. Look at this awful burden on my back. I simply can't carry it anymore."

"But haven't I told you to cast all of your burdens upon me, because I care for you? My yoke is easy, and My burden is light."

"I knew you would say that. But why does mine have to be so heavy?"

"My child, everyone in the world has a burden. Perhaps you would like to try a different one?"

"I can do that?"He pointed to several burdens lying at His feet. "You may try any of these."

All of them seemed to be of equal size. But each was labeled with a name."There's Joan's," I said. Joan was married to a wealthy businessman. She lived in a sprawling estate and dressed her three daughters in the prettiest designer clothes. Sometimes she drove me to church in her Cadillac when my car was broken.

"Let me try that one." How difficult could her burden be? I thought.

The Lord removed my burden and placed Joan's on my shoulders. I sank my knees beneath its weight."Take it off!" I said. "What makes it so heavy?"

"Look inside."I untied the straps and opened the top. Inside was a figure of her Mother-in-law, and when I lifted it out, it began to speak. "Joan, you'll never be good enough for my son," it began. "He never should have married you. You're a terrible mother to my grandchildren..."I quickly placed the figure back in the pack and withdrew another. It was Donna, Joan's youngest daughter. Her head was bandaged from the surgery that had failed to resolve her epilepsy. A third figure was Joan's brother. Addicted to drugs, he had been convicted of killing a police officer.

"I see why her burden is so heavy, Lord. But she's always smiling and helping others. I didn't realize...."

"Would you like to try another?" He asked quietly.I tested several. Paula's felt heavy: She was raising four small boys without a father. Debra's did too: A childhood of sexual abuse and a marriage of emotional abuse. When I Came to Ruth's burden, I didn't even try. I knew that inside I would find arthritis, old age, a demanding full-time job, and a beloved husband in a nursing home."They're all too heavy, Lord," I said."Give me back my own."

As I lifted the familiar load once again, It seemed much lighter than the others did."Let's look inside" He said.I turned away, holding it close. "That's not a good idea," I said.

"Why?"

"There's a lot of junk in there."

"Let Me see."His gentle voice compelled me. I opened my burden. He pulled out a brick. "Tell me about this one."

"Lord, You know. It's money. I know we don't suffer like people in some countries or even the homeless here in America. But we have no insurance, and when the kids get sick, we can't always take them to the doctor. They've never been to a dentist. And I'm tired of dressing them in hand-me-downs."

"My child, I will supply all of your needs... and your children's. I've given them healthy bodies. I will teach them that expensive clothing doesn't make a person valuable in my sight." Then he lifted out the figure of a small boy.

"And this?" He asked.

"Andrew..." I hung my head, ashamed to call my son a burden. "But, Lord, he's hyperactive. He's not quiet like the other two. He makes me so tired. He's always getting hurt, and someone is bound to think I abuse him. I yell at him all the time. Someday I may really hurt him...."

"My child," He said, "If you trust Me, I will renew your strength, if you allow Me to fill you with My Spirit, I will give you patience."

Then He took some pebbles from my burden.

"Yes, Lord," I said with a sigh. "Those are small. But they're important. I hate my hair. It's thin, and I can't make it look nice. I can't afford to go to the beauty shop. I'm overweight and can't stay on a diet. I hate all my clothes. I hate the way I look!"

"My child, people look at your outward appearance, but I look at your heart. By My Spirit you can gain self-control to lose weight. But your beauty should not come from outward appearance. Instead, it should come from your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in my sight."

My burden now seemed lighter than before.

"I guess I can handle it now," I said.

"There is more," He said. "Hand Me that last brick."

"Oh, You don't have to take that. I can handle it."

"My child, give it to me." Again His voice compelled me.

He reached out His hand, and for the first time I saw the ugly wound."But, Lord, this brick is so awful, so nasty, so...Lord! What happened to your hands? They're so scarred!"No longer focused on my burden, I looked for the first time into His face. In His brow were ragged scars-as though someone had pressed thorns into His flesh.

"Lord," I whispered. "What happened to you?"

His loving eyes reached into my soul. "My child, you know. Hand me the brick. It belongs to me. I bought it."

"How?"

"With My blood."

"But why, lord?"

"Because I have loved you with an everlasting love. Give the last brick to me."I placed the filthy brick into His wounded palm. It contained the entire dirt and evil of my life: my pride, my selfishness, and the depression that constantly tormented me.He turned to the cross and hurled my brick into the pool of blood at its base. It hardly made a ripple.

"Now, My child, you need to go back. I will be with you always. When you are troubled, call to me and I will help you and show you things you cannot imagine now."

"Yes, Lord, I will call on you." I reached to pick up my burden."You may leave that here if you wish. You see all these burdens? They are the ones that others have left at my feet. Joan's, Paula's, Debra's, Ruth' s... When you leave your burden here, I carry it with you. Remember, My yoke is easy and My burden is light."

As I placed my burden with Him, the light began to fade. Yet I heard Him whisper, "I will never leave you, nor forsake you."

A peace flooded my soul.

From www.xanga.com/adeline_xin

How many times have God spoken to me and said "I will never leave you, nor forsake you." yet I have lost trust in Him all the time... God forgive me when I say I don't care... forgive me when I pretend to not care about your words, about your promises... God cuz deep down inside... U know I love you, and I know you love me too... In jesus's name Amen...

hehehe I was thinking what kind of person I am...

and I came up with a whole list...

I am...

1. A really grouchy person esp. in the mornings... ppl who stay with me know that I BITE esp when you kacau me in the morning when I just get up... Best thing is to leave me alone in the mornings, and after I shower I feel much better

2. A girl with really bad bed hair... hahaha that's why I need to shower in the morning

3. From Malaysia... NOT SINGAPORE... like duh!

4. 19, not 20 like many ppl think

5. A worrywart

6. I tend to nag too much

hehehe... ok I dunno why I lost my trail of thoughts

back to my photos!

At the seal training session... before that I was just sms-ing xuande...



Adie the Australian Sea Lion... it's cute!!!! abt 8yrs of age, and weighs abt 100kg... I think... It was the AQWA's newest acquisition, for about 2 months... and it is really aggressive... it jumps up and tried to bite some stuff from visitors... and it succeeded, inc. video cameras... hehee... and it did a few tricks... not that of throwing balls around and stuff, but it was trained to do things that they usually do...



Sally the New Zealand sea lion(I think) or fur seal... It's super adorable too!!! hahaha... it's about 8 yrs old too... and it has been there for about 2 yrs... It did the same tricks as Adie... oh btw Adie is female... and it's so named because it came from Adelaide... anyway back to Sally... it was super adorable... cuz it wasn't a very focused sea lion... its mind tended to wander around... hahaha it was cute!!!!!!



Lunch at the boardwalk!!! Look at the boats... cheapest ones I know can start ranging from 200,000!!!! That's about the cost of a house! crazy



Our fingers at the map of location at the top of the DNA tower, as requested by Huiyi... Clockwise from top, Daniel, Janice, Me, Huiyi, Jin Chuan...



Me and Huiyi at the top of DNA tower... hahaha when I looked down I felt like vomitting!!! and when I got to the bottom, my legs felt like jelly... 101 steps, 15m high... 202 steps in total!!! ooooo that helped with my weight keeping... cuz U need to walk at least 10,000 steps per day to maintain your weight!!!!!! that's about 1/50??? :P U do the math... I'm lazy

Till then... more photos!

Had a weird dream last night... hahaha I think it was about spiders and stuff... must have been influenced by the creepy crawlies I saw at the zoo that day... Saw this really gigantic tarantula hiding at its burrow hey... it was scary!!!! really creepy... hehehe...Anyway... what did we do yesterday???

WEnt to WA aquarium and King's park... thanks to Daniel n Janice who accompanied us... actually I was really jittery and nervous... cuz my ex was going as well... it has been ages since I last met him... and spent so much time with him... but Huiyi wanted to meet up with him, so it was ok... I was like really nervous n stuff, but it was all good... hehehe and later when I asked Daniel how I presented myself, he said I was gooD! hehehehe that means that I didn't seem too nervous... :P




AQWA... the sign board... ooopsY! prob with resizing... ah well can't be bothered



Me with a sea snail... I think??? hehe it was in a great big shell... and its "flesh???" was yellow, and soft... Yes... I know my hair spoilt the whole scene



Starfish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pretty things, they are...



Moon jellyfish... it's really pretty!!!! Glows in UV light... transparent organisms... Yes... and Janice made a blunder abt its testicles... I mean... tentacles



The lobster was hanging upside down from the rock!!!!!!! was super cool!!!! NEver seen lobsters like that!!!

We took more photos...

Ah well... till then... :P Photos are from Huiyi's camera... :) thanks!

If any of the following statements apply to you, hightlight/bold/italize it.
Then, post it:

i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me.
i am an only child.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.
i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.
i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.
my parents care about my grades
one of my best friends is a girl.
i have way too many wallets.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.
i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.
i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.
i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.
i have (had) braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.
i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's boy/girl.
i love the color pink.
i love to sew.
my eye color changes
i should see a therapist.
i played on a girls sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.
i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.
i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.
i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.
i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone
i love summer.
i love the weekends. (that's when church is!)
i love black eyeliner.
i think I'm a looker.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up. (sometimes)
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.
i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.
no one knows my full story of my life.
i am close to my parents.
i don't have a curfew.


with courtesy of Sheryl... who got it from Kitty :P

First KTV photo! Huiyi, Me, Sheryl... hehehehehehe love it!



Ivan, Me, Sheryl, Ben!!!!!! hehehe 5 of us were singing together... had fun today!!!!



Mou mou!!!! He's been shaved... :P Got this off shen xian... don't u think his eyes are super nice... I love dogs eyes!!!!!! They look so innocent n understanding... :)

oooo going to AQWA on Thursday!!!! yaaaaaay!!!! :) happy

Once again... I'll make myself clear

I hate it when people try to interfere with the way I do things

Point taken?

ciao

Back with more of these quizzes!!!! I guess I just can't get enuff of it can I???

How boyish or girlish am I?

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish

Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

My personality??? Come on! how can it be deduced with 3 qns????

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

My hidden talent???

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!

What's" Your Hidden Talent?

true???? nope dun think so!

My birth order predictor???

You Are Likely A Forth Born

At your darkest moments, you feel angry.At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.When you love someone, you tend to be very giving. In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.

The Birth Order Predictor

Sounds quite like me hey... regret not doing dentistry!!!!! :P

How weird am I?

You Are 80% Weird

You're more than quirky, you're downright strange.But you're also strangely compelling, like a cult leader.

How Weird Are You?

Outrageous names!!!

Your Outrageous Name is:

Jenna Talia

Outrageous Name Generator

How do men see me?

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice themYou take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be pickyYou aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounterIt may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

What John Cusack Movie am I???

Your Life is Like

Serendipity

What John Cusack movie are you?

My ideal marriage proposal

Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is

After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.

What's" Your Ideal Marriage Proposal?

So true!!!!

How girly am I???

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

True too!!!!

What do guys like about me?

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of wayYou just get most guys - even if you're not trying toGuys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secretsNo wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

What scent am I???

Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and softYour personality is fresh and understated

What Scent Are You?

Do I pass 8th grade math?

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

My kissing purity score???

Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test

Man I thought I was quite pure???? skeptical

My power colour???

Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You're Attractive: You passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: "Am I Having Fun?"

What's" Your Power Color?

I don't agree with that!

What are the keys to my heart?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Agreed!

What age do I act???

You Are 20 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Quite ok... similar to my age now...

OK I better stop!!!! u might scream!

Forgot to tell you guys... U know today Huiyi called En Janice???!!! That was hilarious!

love ya

hehe

Sigh...

I totally miss home... Miss home so much... and my close friends... Sheryl, Shen xian... are leaving...!!!! am gonna miss them soooo much!!!!! I'm not the kind of person who will go up to someone and say... "Hi... I'm kaiting... you are???? I think you're cute!" ok... I added that for fun... but then again... I'll prolly have to learn to adapt to getting to know more people... learn how to socialise again... it's just... sigh... no familiar numbers to call when you are bored... no people to kacau already...

and it doesn't help that ppl are asking me to go home quick... It's not like I can help it... if I could, I would!

Today there was this testimony made by this lady, Michelle, who's getting married next week! She's in her late 30s... and anyway she was just saying how God put many ppl in her path, yet she didn't want to settle for someone mediocre. She wanted the best God had for her... and so she met the best... At that point of time, this thought just came to my mind... "God I don't want to settle for someone less than best... I know you have someone perfect in mind for me... and I don't want to jump into a relationship and realise he's less than best!" Michelle said something like "What can be more lucky to have someone pray with you through times of trouble?" which was true... I will not settle for someone less than best, who finds it absolutely pointless to pray... Someone who can lead me, walk with me in our relationship with God... that is absolutely ideal... that's why we have to keep our options open... and just wait for the best God has to offer... cuz I absolutely believe he has the best for us! Because I'm a princess of God... I'm a princess!!!! I never thought of it that way... all my life I've wanted to be a princess... since young... and now I realise that I am... so precious to my daddy, He'd give everything for me... I'm the precious jewel in His palm... and so he's got a precious Jewel for me too... :) The prince... somewhere... near or far... but somewhere... :) Relationships seem like matchmaking... just that the matchmaker is God... :)

Lucky me!

Then we (huiyi, me and mark) went to lunch with Gen, Weiyue, Vips, Bang... and then we hung around and sent Wy to the airport... yet another one gone!!! WE'll miss you weiyue!!!!! :) Come back soon!!!

just woke up from my nap!!! yawn... :) felt really blessed today...

Love you GOD!

Huiyi's safe in Perth already...

Million thanks to Daniel who sorta sacrificed some sleep time to go wait with me @ the airport for her... thank you heaps Dan! U're a bomb! :) Anyway... let's see what happened yesterday

Xuande called me... and he was like telling me Huiyi couldn't fly already cuz there was some problem and they stuffed up her ticket... and I was like... "mhmm..." and I thought she prolly was arriving today or smth... but he said "2 weeks later...?!?!?!?!?!?!" and I Was like... "...!!!!"

Then Huiyi took over the phone and she go "U this ben4 nü3 ren2!!! Don't tell me U believe what that Xuande said???!"

And I was like "Whattttt!!!!! I really believed lo!!!!"

I guess this shows how naive I am... sighz... I'm not going to believe XUande anymore...

Anyway... then... yeah I went to Koorong... n got Shenxian a book for His birthday... but don't let him know.... I even smsed him to check if he's read the book... and I made up some lamer excuse that I haven't read it before wanna know if it's good... hahaha I don't know why I didn't get him a book on leadership or self worth or smth... hahah it was a fiction story book... :) yeahhh.... and I got my sequel to one tuesday morning... yippeee!!!!

Then got home and started reading my book... I guess I was pretty nervous that my friend was coming... don't know why... then Dan came and picked me... and we went to airport... met Kelvin... who was waiting 4 Yuanlong to check in... then we had coffee... and the 2 guys were talking abt some stuff I totally didn't understand... so I was just reading newspaper at the side... then me n Dan went to look at planes at the viewing gallery... and he was telling me abt how planes work... I was quite amazed cuz that guy really knows quite a lot...

Once we saw her plane land n park... we went down and then waited outside the arrival gates... and like I was getting pretty edgy... haha and Dan could tell tho I was singing to try to mask how I felt... he said I seemed tense, which was quite true... he said I seemed edgy... n e atmosphere around me was that of tension... I don't know why I felt that way... I guess I felt nervous... n apprehensive... and excited at the same time...

Then was just looking and looking... and just stood there beside Dan, wasn't saying anything to him... I guess I was just lost in my own world... hahaha and it was kinda weird... cuz I normally talk alot... and then Huiyi came out... hehehe and I sorta like waved and she waved... and yeah... I finally relaxed... a lil :) hehehe

Then she came out... and was pretty suaku... hahaha sorry ah... but it's true... :P taking heaps of photos... n stuff like taht... then yeah... on my way back... she said... why does it look so undeveloped...????? hahahaha so funny man... and I could see Daniel "Arm chio-ing" hahaha... and I was super "arm chio" also... hahaha... cuz she was just sooooo funny laaaaaa... and she was like..."haiyo... is it so dark one??? why does it look so ghostly??? no lights one..." hahaha super funny man that girl... :P

then stuff la... the piggy is sleeping in my room now... grinZ

love ya all!

:)

Where should I start???

Aww... maybe I should just end

ciao

I've been reading this book...

It's called One Tuesday Morning... by Karen Kingsbury...



I know it's been 4 yrs since the sept 11th issue's passed, but this story didn't fail to touch me, to make my heart hurt... truly, my heart went out to all the victims and their families of the Sept 11th bombing... So many lives were affected, so many people were hurt... I really didn't understand how people can do something like that... can harden their hearts so much to hurt so many people... The book was based on the change in the lives of 2 families... indeed, that fateful day, september 11th changed the lives of many many... including the families of those who died and their extended families...

and I thought...

What if... it was me???? What if... my dad died...??? what would I have done??? what if... that person had a tiff with his/her boyfriend in the morning... and didn't have a chance to say... "I'm sorry... but I love you..." I'm sorry... dozens of I'm sorry which should have been said, heaps of "I love you"s which should have been said were lost...

Hopes lost...

Lives lost...

One part in the book really touched me... this firefighter, His name is Jake, was helping out... and the South tower was going to collapse... and many people asked him how... how they can accept Jesus into their lives... and he led them in the Sinner's prayer... Even till his death, he was aiming to do things for God, to live for God... I wish I was like that... This part in the book struck me... the part where he highlighted his bible and said he really wanted to live like JEsus, and change everyday for Him...

I want to do that too...

I want to live like Jesus...

and live for him...

I want to change for Jesus...

I want to declare to the world...

I don't want "what ifs" in my life...

I don't want regrets...

I don't want to cry...

I want to live in victory...

I love you Jesus... deep down in my heart

Me n Sheryl at PLT camp!!! OOPs not quite looking @ camera!!!!



Us again!!!! I like this photo :)

Hehe... went to Melvin Goh's blog... and had a look at his stuff...

There's this place that he went to... it's from someone's blog, called Biblical advice for bloggers...

http://voiceinthedesert.netfirms.com/keith/archives/2005/02/biblical_advice.html

Was pretty cool hey... the points he pointed out... :) Too lazy to summarise and so just copied it off Melvin Goh's blog

7 'COMMANDMENTS' of BLOGGING
1. Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your blog, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs. (Eph 4:29)

2. Blog about others as you would have them blog about you (Lk 6:31)

3. But in your blogs set apart Christ as Lord. Always be prepared to give an answer to everyone who asks you to give the reason for the hope that you have. But do this with gentleness and respect, keeping a clear conscience... (1Pet 3:15,16)

4. Each one should use whatever blog he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms (1Pet 4:10)

5. Let us therefore make every effort to blog what leads to peace and to mutual edification. (Ro 14:19)

6. Accept him whose blog is weak, without passing judgment on disputable matters...Let us stop blogging judgment on one another... whatever you believe about these things keep between yourself and God. Blessed is the man who does not condemn himself by what he approves. (Ro 14 1-22)

7. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - blog about such things. (Phil4:8)

hehehe Lovely! :)

Oh MY GODDDDDD

Exams are finally finally finally over!!!!!

Yesterday after my paper... which so painfully ended at 4:00 pm... well it wasn't all that good so let's not talk about it... I went to Gelaré with Lisa, Andrea, Sophia n Priscilla... n we just hung out... n ate ice cream n talked... then we went to Hana's bbq place... to get Korean bbq... it's all U can eat!!!!!! hahahaha... and there was like squid, mussels, prawns, assorted meat, kimchee, rice n fried stuff, n jelly n stuff... all u can eat for like 31.50 per person!!! hahaha well... I lugi-ed out... cuz I am not the kind who eats a lot...

And well... then went to pick up sister... n came home... showered, Xuande called me to congratulate me on finishing exams... n I just fell asleep after talking on the phone... I like didn't even turn off the lights! That was how tired I was... then I slept all the way till 9am... Felt like I didn't even sleep properly at all the past week... hehehe now I'm typing, I still feel tired...

Then I went SHOPPING!!!!

oooo... went to Koorong first, bought a daily devotional, a fiction story book for myself n a birthday present... hahaha quite ex hey... adding up everything... all my money I saved in the months of not eating in uni has all been spent today... grinZ!!!!

Then went to northbridge, got BBT n bought some chinese movies... haha am going to pick them up tomorrow... :P

Then we went to Garden city!!!!! I bought lotsa bling blings... hehehe :P a pair of really large hoop earrings... n a silver necklace... Silver necklace from Accessorize... and Hoop earrings from Girlfriend...

Silver Necklace was 4.95, Hoop earrings 6.99... :)



Me in the earrings n necklace... looks nice????



Me... Sorry for all the posing!!!!!

and then walked around and bought myself a bag from Victoria Stations... I've never heard of that name before... but anyway, it's really nice... I like the bag!!! Cost me $24.95...

And I feel soooooooo much more relaxed... So much better now... So really, spending money is such a good way to relieve stress... griNZ... ohhhhhhhhhhhh yaaaaaay I wish I was really rich n can spend all my money!!!!! :P

hehehe am so not satisfied...!!!

What to do??? I'm a bimbo!

I had a realyl bad paper today...

Pharmaceutics 200... when I really did heaps of study for it... and tried to memorise + understand concepts... guess what???

Lots of memory stuf came out plus I stuffed up this 12 mark question... calculations... and in calculations, when 1 step is wrong, the whole qn is just gone... gone gone gone... and I was really really upset about it... So I decided to turn off my phone... didn't wanna get contacted... had peace on my way home... so that's good...

and when I got home... I was just throwing tantrum... That's so not good... I tore up all my handwritten notes... and just threw them away... I was asking God why... like why??? I did study... I really pia-ed for this paper... but I didn't know why I couldn't do it... I cried... and then went to sleep... oh... before that I turned on my phone...

So received many smses and phone calls... Shen xian smsed me a picture of woodstock n he told me to read bible n pray... :) thanks shen xian... I was really tired tho... so I slept a lot today... and then I just wasn't happy at all la...

Then I got up... took Shen xian's advice n opened my bible...

Deuteronomy 30:4
If any of you are driven out to the farthest parts under heaven, from there the Lord your God will gather you, and from there He will bring you back...

I felt like God was telling me... no matter how troubled I am, or how far my troubles go out to, He will still bring me home... He will still sustain me...

Deuteronomy 30:9
The Lord your God will make you abound in all the work of your hand, in the fruit of your body, in the increase of your livestock, and in the produce of your land for good...

I felt he was speaking to me... telling me I just have to trust Him and he will just give it all to me...

"Sorry father Lord for me ever doubting in you. Lord father I know you love me... and I just want to ask that you sustain me... continue to keep me... and watch over me... help me to trust you more... and Lord father, I just ask that you will be there for me, especially during this period of time, where I'm really feeling down. Father, I know there is none like you... and I really want to trust you... so I want to cancel all the images that Satan puts in my mind in Jesus name! I want to claim victory from you... for me, and my friends... eg. Sheryl, shen xian, Daniel... these people who've given me hope... and given me love... when I really needed it... because we're your children! Lord father, thanks... In Jesus's name amen..."



Pig!!!



Me... just when I was bored



Us in Singapore... :P ages ago...

Maybe I ain't cut out for pharmacy afterall...

I was pretty upset abt my paper today...

Crapness I spent time studying till 4 am last night and woke up at 7 am this morning... and guess what??? Stuff that I really studied for... didn't come out.

Didn't help that the structures that I drew umpteen times just to help me remember... came up... but I simply didn't remember how to draw it...

I am soooo screwed...

and I didn't even remember what diol was... like hey... I thought I studied??? and when I drew the steroid molecule, I couldn't even draw the diol part... I was like... wtf???

Yes... kt's so smart...

I couldn't stop myself from feeling so discouraged and like sad... it's not like I didn't know how to do... I just conveniently forgot...??? Well... to be fair... I didn't know how to do one part in section A... but then calculations... I am usually quite good at it... BUT WHATever man... I couldn't do it at all... during the exams... what was wrong with me??? I was super disappointed... cuz it wasn't like I didn't study... I DID study... but I couldn't remember... how smart is that???

And after that... I just felt like crying... but I didn't know who I could cry with... That shows for the lack of friends?????!!!!! hahaha... and then later I just went out for lunch and came home and slept... at least I slept... I feel so much better now...

Thank You father Lord for giving me the chance to glorify your name... I know I've done the best I can... even tho it probably isn't good enough. Lord, I just pray for lenient examiners who will mark my paper leniently... I just pray that you will keep your hands upon me and the rest of my examinations... I commit all the papers into your mighty hands... I pray you let me see your plan in me... even if I get a supplementary or fail... I still want to trust in you... and I want to see your plans... I pray you sustain me all the way... In Jesus's name... Amen

Saviour... Hillsongs

A Saviour on a hill dying for my shame
Could this be true?
Defies the world I see
Yet this is all my heart was longing for
To know You my Lord
To know You Lord
You deserve
You deserve
You deserve all the praise
The heavens wept for You
The earth cried out "Could He be the One?"
For You so loved the world
You gave Your only Son to say
I love you so
Oh how I love You so
Hallelujah to the King
Hallelujah we will sing forever
And all humanity
Aches to find this beautiful love You give
We come to You again
To offer up our lives
To worship You alone
To worship You alone

Emmanuel... hillsongs

Holy Holy
I will bow before
My Lord and King
Hallelujah
You have come to us
You make all things new
Emmanuel
Jesus Christ
You'll never let me go
My Shepherd King
You'll never let me go
My Sheperd King
You're watching over me
Emmanuel
So amazing
You have named the stars
Of the deepest night
Still You love me
You have called my name
I will follow You
Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You
Holy Holy
God Almighty
There is none like You

Check out what my frenZ bought me @ www.hui-yi.blogspot.com

hehehe... Thanks Xuande... I didn't know U really meant it... I was just kidding when I said I needed more clothes... then if I say I want perfume U will buy also issit??? hahahaha

:) Thanks guys...

1. Huiyi... Thanks for going around and shopping even during ur exam perioD!!! Thanks for loving me with all your heart and dedicating your time to me... Thanks for your friendship for... 1...2...3...4...5... years... yeah... 5 years already... time flies... and thanks girl... :) It really means heaps to me... it means going to visit Ms Wong, Mr Lee etc. together... it means countless never ending nights where we just talk... it means never ending friendship...

2. Xuande... hou4 mian4 liang3 zhi1 ma3, qian2 mian4 yi4 zhi1 zhu1!!! :P hahahaha now our little piggy slim down liao... become handsome liao worhZ... :) Thanks for ur friendship all these yrs... since I was 14??? hahaha... when I was a nerdy idiot then... thanks for listening me drool over ZW... thanks for always telling me he's gay... hehehe... but thanks for your heart in friendship... thanks for always sustaining it... by calling me... by just letting me know that you care...

Aiyah... I dun wanna type already... becoming so mushy... meanwhile, check out the tops they bought me...!!!!!

It's really pretty... n v neck toO!

my style!!!

plus white n pink... my fave colour combi...

Love ya guys

:)

Verses which have been keeping me going...

"For it is the GOD who commanded light to shine out of darkness who has shone in our hearts to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of GOD in the face of Jesus Christ" 2 Corinthian 4:6

"So God created man in His own image; in the image of God he created him; male and female He created them" gen 1:27

So God created us in his image... WE ARE VICTORIOUS in HIm!!!!! :) He's strong, we should be strong too... we will not be weak... cuz we are his children

"If God is for us, who is against us? He who did not spare his own son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not also freely give us all things? Romans 8:31-32

I have decided to trust God... and by trusting him... I give everything to him...

Studies, relationships...

Love you God!!!!

:)

Sunday's sermon spoke to me... so strongly that I cried...

"But Kaiting you ALWAYS cry at sermons!"

Yes... I sure do...

But this week's sermon was on God bringing you through your Red Seas in your life... When he brought the Israelites out of Egypt in Exodus... He parted the red sea to show his power... Just like the Prince of Egypt. It really spoke to me. These few weeks haven't been easy for me... with exams around the corner, it's just been study, sleep, shower, eat, relax a lil, then study again... for me... and it's just so hard for me to get used to it, because I'm naturally playful... When I sleep, I feel like I've never really slept, cuz I still feel so tired when I wake up... I feel drained... I know God's put me in Perth for a reason, for a purpose... He's brought me so far, I know he won't let me go... He won't drop me... He'll carry me in His arms like a daddy cradling his daughter... Thank you God... :)

In his message, God showed to me that He'll part my red seas for me... My parents salvation, my exams... He'll bring me through them... as long as I believed in Him... The Israelites had to believe in Him... when they saw the red sea parted, they had to take the first step and walk through it before they could get to the other side... I want breakthroughs... I told God... I want to trust in you...

These few days God has been putting verses in my life to tell me I'm not alone... He's constantly there for me... He's been giving people to me, who constantly encourage me... He's been loving me... and being so faithful, even tho I may not have... Thank you God...

Few ppl I really love and thank during this period of time... God has put them in my life... these friends of mine... :P

1. Sheryl...

Has to be you... who talk to me when I'm stressed, call me when I need someone to call me, talk to me in the wee hours of the morning when we both get bored from studying... Girl... thanks... you've been a source of strength and support to me... especially when I need it... the verses from the bible... our laughter, our slowness in the morning... our non-processed brain... :) thanks

2. Daniel...

Thanks... for calling me when I'm really discouraged... thanks for your encouragement when I need it... thanks for making me laugh and laugh when I'm really stressed and discouraged... Thanks for never failing to tell me to pray... Thanks for the red and spotted mushrooms... hahaha yeah... thanks for everything you've done for me... really appreciate you... thanks for being an older brother to me... and always being there for me... tho I hate it when U say I'm 90! or make me sound 20 yrs younger than U!!!

3. Shen Xian...

Thanks for mou mou... really cheered me up when I needed him... hehe he's just so cute... thanks shen xian... :) Your encouraging words... and for teaching me to just put things aside and just get on with stuff... Thanks...

4. Thanks to everyone who wrote me encouraging sms-es... who told me to press on... thanks to those who never gave up on me... thanks for always being there for me...

I know how to Love...

Because...

You first Loved me

We Love, because God first Loved Us...

sian...

sian...

sian...

sian...

I'm so tired today...

and I'm feeling super not welll...

sigh... runny nose n cough... n slight fever...

n mummy keeps making me bitter tea...

boo hoo I SO dun wanna drink it :(

But she says it's good for me

and she says it'll burn off fat... she keeps saying I'm fat

super upset... :(

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Received an sms last night...

--Huiyi--

Hey I've got my ticket already... call me ASAP, need to tell you details...

For the first time... in 2 yrs, my december holidays in OZ won't be so boring anymore...!!!!

Yaaaaayyyyy :) Girl... super happy...

hahaha... I've got friends who can bring us around... I think?

We'll go to King's Park, to the Park at East Perth... To Fremantle for Fish n Chips... But I think Jack's niece will be coming at that same time... so we'll be going out together... N THE HOUSE WILL BE SUPER PACKED... Don't know how to stay also... But U can sleep in my room it's ok... U can sleep on the floor... :P

hehehe... yaaaay... I can't wait!!!! We can go to Hillary Beach... go to places even I've never been before!!! hehehe see how it goes... can't wait... I'm super excited U know???

Meanwhile...
kambate for exams!!!

aza aza fighting!!!

:)

Thank You
by Ray Boltz

I dreamed I went to heaven and you were there with me
We walked upon the streets of gold beside the crystal sea
We heard the angels singing, then someone called your name
You turned and saw this young man and he was smiling as he came
And he said, "Friend you may not know me now"
And then he said, "But wait! You used to teach my Sunday School
When I was only eight and every week you would say a prayer
Before the class would start and one day when you said that prayer
I asked Jesus in my heart!"

Thank you for giving to the Lord
I am a life that was changed
Thank you for giving to the Lord
I am so glad you gave

Then another man stood before you and said, "Remember the time
A missionary came to your church and his pictures made you cry
You didn't have much money but you gave it anyway
Jesus took the gift you gave and that's why I'm here today!"

Thank you for giving to the Lord
I am a life that was changed
Thank you for giving to the Lord
I am so glad you gave

One by one they came, far as the eyes could see
Each life somehow touched by your generosity
Little things that you had done, sacrifices made
Unnoticed on the earth, in heaven now proclaimed
And I know that up in heaven you're not supposed to cry
But I am almost sure there were tears in your eyes
As Jesus took your hand and you stood before the Lord
He said, "My child look around you for great is your reward!"

Thank you for giving to the Lord
I am a life that was changed
Thank you for giving to the Lord
I am so glad you gave
I am so glad you gave

Took this from En's blog. I am blessed as I blog.

THanks En

I had a really exciting night last night...

Thank U Daniel~~!!!!

He brought me, Janice and Yagen to C Restaurant for dinner...

It's called the restaurant in the sky... a revolving restaurant, that can see the whole city of Perth... That's the beauty of it all... We were just sitting up there... and trying to identify the freeways, the causeway, the highways... and lots of laughter...especially when Janice left her bag on the window sill... Lovely night... Sky was nice n clear, and the lights were all so prominent... and before we knew it, we were back at the original place... Pianist playing the piano... the ambience was just soooo nice... I told them I thought of my perfect proposal scenario... and they prolly thought I was crazy... maybe I was a bit tipsy... felt really sleepy... hahaha... but after that when I got home, the effect wore off, and I just studied a little... and just relaxed.

Oh... back to what I had...

I had a Strawberry Daiquiri... Some cocktail that had a martini base... It tasted of strawberries and cream... I loved it super a lot... then I had scallop for entreé... which consisted of 6 pieces of scallops in 3 shells... cut a bit out for them too... and then the decoration was on rock salt... and I looked at the salt... and touched it... then they laughed at me, cuz it looked like ice... and I thought it was ice... :P then I had salmon for the main course... Food was ok... not like totally perfect... but I totally enjoyed myself... Came up to a massive bill, but I really thank the person who paid for all of us... Thanks... U've blessed us all totally... with your time and efforts... :)

Today had church... First time in a long time I actually got to take bus to church for sunday service, which was good actually because I got to spend lots of time with God... The bus was practically empty after Belmont Forum... and I was just reading His word, and just talking to Him... Then the preacher, PS Mary Forsythe... was soooo good... her testimony was sooo touching, I was just crying the whole way through... She prophecised a lot, and through the prophecising, when she was just blessing those ppl she prayed for, I just cried... I just want such good relationship with God, with Him... I yearn that he do more and more things in my life... I really yearn that He will show me truths in my life... I yearn to get baptised, I wish my parents will just allow me to... there are soooo many things in my life I really want to do, yet I dunno how to... and all I can do is pray for God to show me the way..

Lord, U are the way, the truth and the life... I only can trust on you, and I pray you constantly reeal yourself to me... Love you

The Earthquake, rated 7.6 on the Ritcher scale, has been thought to be the worst natural disaster... and those people in Pakistan and India are still left to the harsh conditions of nature, for them to survive... Out in those places, within the rubbles... with not much natural aid...

To make things worst, the rain and hail are slowing down aid to these victims...

And as you thought things couldn't get worse... they just did...

2005 has been a year of disastrous natural calamities...

Earthquakes, Hurricanes... which has led to a series of other social problems... at times like that you really wonder... Where is the love, where is the peace???

Seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all his blessings will be poured unto you. Matt 6:33

At times of adversity... can I continue to trust God???

Will I continue to trust God???

My answer is yes... Or rather... will I be so sure when times are bad, and I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel???

I can only pray that I will be..

Saw this trailer for this movie coming out in US... called Human Trafficking. In fact Human Traficking is becoming more and more prominent??? people are becoming bolder and bolder... Young, innocent females are tricked... being abducted... into prostitution. Sometimes U look at prostitutes and go... " sigh... what a waste" BUT if we did something???? If we could stop them from doing it??? In fact, it really pains me to see things like that... I want to help.. but how??? can I really help??? What can I do???

The sad truth of reality...

Where is the love???

Where is the love people talk about??? the love between brothers and sisters??? The love that we should give, unconditionally to our fellow friends, and the world????

God... please come and take it all away...

Rong Xian kor kor's got a very interesting blog!!! I really love his blogs... :P This reminds me of this korean thingy I love...

http://kurios1978.blogspot.com/2005/09/language-fighting.html

He was talking abt "fighting" or as the koreans pronounce "phaeeting... or... whiting" hehehehe... azaza fighting!!! From full house... I love that show... :)

Anyway... His is one of my favourite blogs... I think his blog is witty and humorous... with a bit of sarcasm here and there??? and... he's one of my favourite cousins... so... I may be a bit too bias????

http://kurios1978.blogspot.com

Much better than http://xiaxue.blogspot.com At least... he doesn't use foul ah lian ah beng words to scold ppl... U know what I mean... but anyway... yep

grinZ... rong xian kor kor... we love u!

My friend's so sweet...

On my msn I put

好想知道﹐你的100分會給怎樣的人

Then he messaged me... and he said... "I give you 100%"

So sweet hey... and then we started chatting... and he left to watch survivor... then before he left... he said... "I give u 100% don't worry... even if other ppl don't give" Sweet... :)

I'm in a very antisocial mood recently... antisocial as in really antisocial... Dun like to do stuff with ppl anymore... and I enjoy being at home, in bed much more than I enjoy doing stuff(s) with other ppl... Come to think of it... My room is getting too messy... like a pig's sty... :(

I feel like study-bible shopping... I want to buy a study-bible... how? hehe thinking thinking thinking...

我真的超愛賀軍翔﹗﹗﹗真的真的超級愛他﹗﹗﹗他的角色真的深處我心。天啊!世界上怎麼會有那麼帥的男人﹖其實話說回來﹐他也不是真的真的很帥啦。只是他在<<惡魔在身邊>>的角色就演出了男人那種又強悍﹐但有帶點可愛的性格。說真的﹐我喜歡像他那種性格。凶而強悍﹐但是又體貼﹐又愛撒嬌。看起來是那種全世界會討厭的人﹐但是就是在我面前才使出他真正的表情。我喜歡這樣的男人﹐高高的﹐有寬厚的肩膀﹔會疼我﹐會愛我﹐時不時向我撒嬌。我知道啦﹐撒嬌時會可愛的男人不多﹐那撒嬌了難看又會令我討厭。那怎麼辦﹖還是找一個帥帥的男朋友吧﹗凱婷加油﹗

I'm the kind of girl... who obviously just goes haiiiiiii when I see someone being very very sweet... I'm a real sucker (if U call it) for sweet stuff... can't give U examples... too many to list... haiiiiii 賀軍翔﹗﹗﹗﹗ OK fine I know it's just a show... can??? hehehehe... nevermind... I still like him...

Nice song alert! Look at the lyrics... they are quite true hey... hehe

理想情人

穿上洋装看着手表
时间快到心碰碰的跳
和你的第一次约会
来临了

金色的阳光洒满人行道
换了新唇膏把头发弄好
要你看到
我的好

喜欢看你走路充满自信
说话时候你的专注眼神
温柔的表情笑容里的天真
我相信
找不到有比你更好的人
你心里理想情人是几分
是否也会有我的份

好想知道
你的100分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你
不要再陌生增加我戏份
我想问亲爱的你
把感情升等朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

听着那
时间滴答的走
对街的你在点头
好像一个梦渐渐走到我前头

好想知道
你的100分会给怎样的人
亲爱的你
不要再陌生增加我戏份
我想问
亲爱的你把感情升等朋友变成情人
可不可以告诉我标准
不要让我一直等

It's like talking about how this girl is like super excited about her first date with this guy... and then later she wonders how his dream girl is like... cuz he's like her dream guy... This reminds me of when I was like in sec 3-4... or rather... times when my 100% guy appeared... and I thought and thought... like... how nice if I was the girl in your heart too... in other words, when I was super like... SILLY... hehehe... :)

Look at the following pictures...

I don't have to emphasize how much I wish I was the girl beside him right??? :P

Sometimes I think I'm just like a little girl...

Naive... Silly... Can't take it when things turn bad...

Especially see this trait when I'm watching series... Sometimes... I realise I'm just so silly... when people are upset... I get very upset too... I cry really easily when I watch shows... and when things become bad... for example, di4 san1 zhe3 chu1 xian4... I'll be like... "oh... man..." and I just stop watching and get sooooo annoyed... griNZ... like a little girl...

I realise that life can never be smooth sailing... It never has been, and never will be... there are just soooo many things in life that make U realise that... Life should never be taken for granted that it will be smooth sailing...

Just watched this show... called the devil in english I guess??? chinese is called e4 mo2 zai4 shen1 bian1... and I just dun feel like watching anymore... cuz the male and female leads are undergoing some problem that may jeopardise their relationship... man... it's making me cry... hehe I'm a cry baby :P ah well... :P

I'm still a silly little girl... sigh...

With relationships with some friends... you just have breakthroughs...

1) A friend of mine... we've already surpassed the "THANK YOU" stage... we're totally comfy with each other, doing stuff for each other not because we have to, but because we want to. Sure, there are digs at each other... with all the "ben4 nv3 ren2" stuff... yeah... to her, it's totally weird saying thank you to me... hahaha... but all the stuff we do for each other... it serves the purpose of being friends... true friends... never hesitant, always there for each other... I love her heaps... and I do mean... HEAPS...

2) Another friend of mine... haha it's a guy... and just for clarification, NOPE, he's not after me... and NOPE... we can never be together... hahaha... Thanks... I just want to thank you for just opening up roads for me... for just showing me the truth, for just showing me how important it is to let God be in control of many things in our life... Thank you for constantly reminding me that prayer works... thank you for being there for me... thank you for being you... thank you for telling me to pray for people, for correcting me whenever I walked the wrong path... Thank you for being my pillar of strength... Thank you for letting me know the importance of parents... thank you for just listening when I almost gave up, and encouraging me to hold on... and thank you for always telling me how important parents are...

3) Another friend of mine... SHE's been there for me... U know who u are... and you never fail to let me know that you believe in me... yes... altho' U didn't keep me updated about your recent trip... griNZ... but I still love you the way you are... because... U have been one of the most loving people I've ever met... never failing to hug me... never failing to call me "pattyyyyy" hahaha... yes NOW U KNOW WHO U ARE... never failing to just LISTEN when I need to talk abt stuff... be it stupid stuff... or intelligent stuff... you've been one of the greatest listeners in my life... I don't want to say thank you... I just want to say... I love you

4) This last friend of mine... Thank you... for just being you... for calling me all the way from Singapore, just to chat... for opening my eyes to things in my life... for always reasoning with me, for always leaving long messages on msn... so that I really understand your point... you've been valuable to me... so much... so valuable... :)

I realised... I've got so many friends to love, who love me too... and the list goes on and on... so how can I start lamenting that nobody loves me??? silly Kt... hahaha... :)

Chung Cheng 1999-2002

Reading through Huiyi's blog at www.hui-yi.blogspot.com

And reading thru the past memories of CCHSM...

Made me think...

KAITING... STOP PITYING YOURSELF...

Cuz I know no matter what... U guys will still be here for me...

Hor huiyi???

U'll have to fly to OZ for my wedding right??? :P

Anyway... She went back to CCHSM... and there's this part abt the banana story... that Mr Lee wrote... "Appreciation of bananas" haha... and anyway, he brought bananas to class... whereby everyone had one banana, and we savoured the delicious banana as Mr Lee read the essay to us, or rather we read together... AND GUESS WHAT??? Mr Lee tried it on another class...

According to Huiyi, who must have heard it from Mr Lee...

The class rep got up and picked up everyone's banana skins after they finished eating the bananas... Get it???? PICKED THEM UP!!!!!! hey man... who ever picks up banana skins... the right way to finish the essay... IS TO THROW THE SKINS AT MR LEE... or the next teacher who comes into class... For us, 3MD is Ms Bernice Low... who sounded super ang moh... I still remember our nickname for her... Miss Liu REn REn... NICE! hahaha... yeah man... what are the kids nowadays becoming... How come their life is becoming so boring ah???



OK first things first... credits to Huiyi... :P Dun kill me for plagiarism... hehe

Mr LEE!!!!!! @_@ Our most cool and funky teacher who adores KFC!!!! hahaha time to get married Mr Lee... when u inviting us to your wedding huh huh??? hahah Huiyi... U missed out the CCHS spirit award (zhong zheng jing shen jiang!!!)... I totally refuse to admit that 4LY got it too... I still refuse to admit that... CUZ 4MD won rightfully man... we won by a few points... they prolly gave it to 4LY as a consolation...

And yes... 4MD is a cool class... with cool stories to tell...

Sure proud to be a 4 ModestiAn... haha if U can call me that???

And even more proud to be a CHUNG CHENG student... hahaha :)

Proud to be me...

ok... no more getting stressed over my friendships... no more getting upset over studies... seriously... I think I was so upset cuz I'm super scared I'll fail my exams... yes mugging time baby!!!!!

hehe... anyway... made a very important decision today... :) Man sure hope I can keep to that important decision I made... :)

And thinking of more important decisions... to come!

Today I was just thinking of the topic of friends...

What would happen to me if one day I just fell??? Just didn't know what to do... who would be there for me???

I don't have very many close friends...

Or rather... I don't have one at all???

Is it just me, or is it reality??? I think it is bit of both...

Somehow I tend to drift apart from friends really quickly... Not keeping in contact with friends??? am I really guilty of that??? I think I am...

Have drifted apart from nila and the rest...

Weird how things happened this way... cuz I really don't know how come...

I guess it really is my own fault... the fact that I really don't hang out that often with them anymore...

What is happening to me???

WTH is happening to me...???

2:12am... and I can't get to sleep...

Am I that lonely???

I need an answer... And I know only God can provide it for me...

Friends...???

I really don't know what I'm thinking about already...

Someone like me, whom people think have LOTSA friends... don't even know whom to ask out when I need to go shopping for stuff... hahaha

Where's that carefree kaiting???

Is that plank in my heart stopping me from viewing everyone as they should be viewed??? I was reading this story... true story... and I realised...

When I become Christian... I become so judgmental... Has that been a great reason why I've been hanging out less with the old friends??? Because I've been so busy hanging out with Christians???

What a hypocrite...

Whatever...

Fed up with myself...

罗大佑:童年
池塘边的榕树上,知了在声声叫着夏天
草丛边的秋千上,只有蝴蝶停在上面
黑板上老师的粉笔还在拼命叽叽喳喳写个不停
等待着下课等待着放学等待游戏的童年

福利社里面什么都有就是口袋里没有半毛钱
诸葛四郎和魔鬼党到底谁抢到那支宝剑
隔壁班的那个女孩怎么还没经过我的窗前
嘴里的历史手里的漫画心里初恋的童年

总是要等到睡觉前才知道功课只做了一点点
总是要等到考试后才知道该念的书都没有念
一寸光阴一寸金老师说过寸金难买寸光阴
一天又一天一年又一年迷迷糊糊的童年

没有人知道为什么太阳总下到山的那一边
没有人能够告诉我山里面有没有住着神仙
多少平日记忆总是一个人面对着天空发呆
就这么好奇就这么幻想这么孤单的童年

阳光下蜻蜓飞过来一片片绿油油的稻田
水彩蜡笔和万花筒画不出天边那一条彩虹
什么时候才能像高年级的同学有张成熟与长大的脸
盼望着假期盼望着明天盼望长大的童年
一天又一天一年又一年盼望长大的童年

I LOVE this song!!! It's like.. really describing childhood... there are parts that like talk about comics n stuff n like going to the canteen and realising that you didn't bring money... you waiting anxiously for your crush to pass by your window... that reminded me of when I had a crush on Zhenwei... hahaha... and like... you can't wait for school to finish... always looking at the clock... falling asleep in class...

looking at myself now...

i am so much more ladylike.

remember i used to say i hated guys and never wanted to get married... and now??? can't wait to!

remember i never used to wear high heels... now???? can't wait to get a few pairs

:P

so many changes now...

including the long hair I used to hate!!!!!

:P

Was just reading through Kailin's blog...

And I read through the part which says...

"It just seems like yesterday that we were 16 again"

Yes... that's right... it seems like yesterday that we were 16... When we used to put up Chinese New Year decorations in class, in the attempt to beat 4LY... when we used to scrub the walls of the classroom... when I used to complain about Albert... not doing his Monitor job... when I used to get so annoyed at him...

It seems like yesterday that we made up that horrible skit about MR Lee eating KFC for teachers day... The teachers who auditioned us weren't amused... But if given a chance, I'd do it again... the same horrible skit...

It seems like yesterday that Mr Lee brought bananas to class and Alan's broke in half... Mr Lee reading the essay to us regarding bananas...

It seems like yesterday that Me, Huiyi, Huiwen used to hang out, for lunch... by the lake...

It seems like yesterday that we had racial harmony and everyone wore ethnic costume to want to beat 4LY... even Jackson wore and he was so reluctant!

It seems like yesterday that Me, Kailin and Val prank called Siling

It seems like yesterday that I still had that horrible mushroom hair...

It seems like yesterday that we got the Chung Cheng Sprit award... It seems like yesterday that we used to hate PE and come up with all sorts of excuses to skip PE...

It seems like yesterday that we hated 4LY...

It seems like yesterday when we were still so young, so young...

Laughter never ceased from our faces... Tears dropped occassionally... but that was all... Happiness was always there... the memories from Chung Cheng High... the place where I grew up

Can't help but wish that yesterday was back... I wish it was right at the doorstep...

But we know we've already missed the turn... and now it's become a memory... Precious Memories... Yesterday can never come back... All we have is now... and the future...

3 years... and I've lost 2 friends...

Val... and now Albert...

All I can say right now is... I have memories of them...

The memories will slowly fade... the memories of me, Val and Kailin... Me, Val and Siling... Val listening to my problems and just helping me scold my auntie when she knew I was upset... She was always there for me... like a big sister... But that is all... The precious memories are fading... I wish I can keep them always, etched firmly into my mind... but all I can do is smile at the thought of the slowly fading memories... When I turn 40, will I still remember you? Will I still remember the memories we had??? Me and Albert walking to the bus stop at times... He just speaking to me in the english and chinese with the thick accent... indo, was it? Me and Albert walking to school... Those memories are fading too... We don't even have photos together... how sad is that? I remember the first time we found out Albert had brain tumour... he had been having recurring headaches and stuff... but did we know? I'd always thought U were getting better... That was what U told me... U always seemed so optimistic...

Sorry I never called...

Sorry I never showed more concern...

Even when U were sick, U asked James to send me greetings... even when U were a little confused... But I never knew... Never once did U allow us to worry for you isn't it? Albert...? I wish it was just a dream, I'll wake up in the morning, and see you outside my window saying "Gotcha! I was kidding you!" But I know this will never happen...

Thanks for the testimonial... on friendster...

You'll still be my friend... forever... even tho we're separate for the time being... I know I'll see U soon... in eternity...

Thanks...

I love you...

I love you Kailin

I love you Val

I love you Huiyi

I love you Adeline

I love you Xuande

I love you Sheryl

I love you Janice

I love you Daniel

I love you Siling

I love you Yee Kai

I love you Vince...

I love you ... whoever...

Love you guys so much... sorry if I never said that before... but... yes I really do treasure our friendship... heaps