Sigh...

I totally miss home... Miss home so much... and my close friends... Sheryl, Shen xian... are leaving...!!!! am gonna miss them soooo much!!!!! I'm not the kind of person who will go up to someone and say... "Hi... I'm kaiting... you are???? I think you're cute!" ok... I added that for fun... but then again... I'll prolly have to learn to adapt to getting to know more people... learn how to socialise again... it's just... sigh... no familiar numbers to call when you are bored... no people to kacau already...

and it doesn't help that ppl are asking me to go home quick... It's not like I can help it... if I could, I would!

Today there was this testimony made by this lady, Michelle, who's getting married next week! She's in her late 30s... and anyway she was just saying how God put many ppl in her path, yet she didn't want to settle for someone mediocre. She wanted the best God had for her... and so she met the best... At that point of time, this thought just came to my mind... "God I don't want to settle for someone less than best... I know you have someone perfect in mind for me... and I don't want to jump into a relationship and realise he's less than best!" Michelle said something like "What can be more lucky to have someone pray with you through times of trouble?" which was true... I will not settle for someone less than best, who finds it absolutely pointless to pray... Someone who can lead me, walk with me in our relationship with God... that is absolutely ideal... that's why we have to keep our options open... and just wait for the best God has to offer... cuz I absolutely believe he has the best for us! Because I'm a princess of God... I'm a princess!!!! I never thought of it that way... all my life I've wanted to be a princess... since young... and now I realise that I am... so precious to my daddy, He'd give everything for me... I'm the precious jewel in His palm... and so he's got a precious Jewel for me too... :) The prince... somewhere... near or far... but somewhere... :) Relationships seem like matchmaking... just that the matchmaker is God... :)

Lucky me!

Then we (huiyi, me and mark) went to lunch with Gen, Weiyue, Vips, Bang... and then we hung around and sent Wy to the airport... yet another one gone!!! WE'll miss you weiyue!!!!! :) Come back soon!!!

just woke up from my nap!!! yawn... :) felt really blessed today...

Love you GOD!