My few days...

Got this quiz from KL's blog!!!!

Link is here: http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Do U guys think the above describes me??? To a certain extent, I think it does... But of course not 100%... Me flirtatious???? hahaha Wanying's said that before... I remember me and my sister talking about it... she says... It's only just a line of difference between flirting, and being friendly... So am I just merely friendly, or flirtatious??? What do you think???

I agree that I'm a true romantic... but for me, I can never keep the feeling strong... cuz... I always think I'm in love, when I'm not actually really in love... when can I know when I love someone???? That's when I really have to walk with God... I want someone who can lead me... but can I do the same??? Can I fit into his category??? I really wish...

Thanks Huiyi!!!! That's really sweet, the way U wrote about our friendship on ur blog... truly, I'm sure friendship can survive distance!!!! :) Dun worry... once you're upset, just give me a call, and I'll call you immediately... I promise!!!!! Look at this...

就算你我在热闹喧哗中走散，友情会第一时间赶来。
。。。。
维着你，抱紧你，相信你，我确定！

I love U girl!!! I love all of you!!!!

Sheryl, who FFK me for Batman Begins... hahaha... but it doesn't matter... I was only mad at U for like... hmm... 15 min??? by the time I got into Dymocks, all my anger faded... hahaha... :) Glad to hear that you enjoyed the time together... and quiet time... I really love that night... :)

One thing for sure...

I have made good friends... and it's never going to end... at least at this part here... I give you my promise... I'll keep the friendship no matter what...

Watched Madagascar, it's a cartoon... and War of the Worlds... both weren't that good... like War of the Worlds was overrated I feel... I fell asleep in it!!!! How's that??? hahaha... well... but maybe it was just that I was TOO tired??? dunno...

Wanted to scold Sheryl on my blog... but dun want liao... cannot bring myself to do it... grinZ... I sang Karaoke on Tuesday... was $9 for 3 hours!!!!! hahaha.... sang till I was super happy...

Went to hospital attachment... saw all these old people who were sick... treasure your health when you are young... OK??? cuz it's even worse to see young people in hospital... sigh... ah well... whatever... :)

Hey... am at Sheryl's house right now, after a drinking party at Janice's house ... and it's currently 2:16 am... What can I say about not getting to bed at this time???

I downed about 3/4 cup(250ml) of Vodka which had 47% alcohol... and about 1/4 cup of Baileys which had about 17% alcohol... and so U see... I was pretty high on alcohol the whole night... My face was super red... Sheryl thought I was drunk... but U see, I could still tell from things... and where they were and stuff... and I was still walking straight... Now the alcohol effect is wearing off... and I'm getting more and more sober... ah well... which is quite good, yet I wish I hadn't drank, cuz now I'm feeling all awake and stuff...

AND I HAVE TO GET UP AT 9 tomorrow morning!!!

Ah well... will be gg to the city with Sheryl to do her work permit... Praise the Lord that she's finally getting down to doing it... :)

Had this 30 min talk with Sheryl about friends... 2 people, with the same mindset that friends forever don't exist... I don't know... just felt a bit melancholic (Donno if it's a good way to describe) ... and I just have got no idea... about friendships... will they last??? how is that possible??? And why do friendships come and go??? Do people seriously don't go all out to maintain friendships??? I admit, I've had my fair share in failed friendships... BUT... I'm pretty determined to maintain my friendships now... and those to come... Friends are always more worth-it than guys... which is a fact...

I love you guys!!!!

*hugZ*

love love... :)

I had this stupidest dream of my whole life... I dunno why I dreamt of Daniel in Dreadlocks... hahaha and his hair looked absolutely afro... hahaha and then he was in this chef costume... with a big slit at the back... and he was wearing jeans... absolutely hilarious... I think Ray was involved in my dream too, but I don't remember why Ray was there... maybe because I think both of them look alike... hahahahhaa.... :) it was simply hilarious... maybe I should go do smth to my hair... I find it looks boring already...

Streak it pinK????

or even Green???

Blue???

What do U think?

Just finished showerin... and now, smelling fresh, with the faint smell of DKNY's be delicious sitting at the computer... Seriously I dunno how that smell can still linger on me... given that I've showered and used my shokubutsu. The smell must have somehow transferred itself into my hair... and it's refusing to leave its owner... aka me...

During shower, I just felt like talking about people who've impacted me... actually... frenz...

Those who have always been by my side... when I need them...

Singapore
-KaiLin... my confidanté, punchbag... whatever U name it, she is it :P... hahaha... always ready to listen to my complaints... we've had our fair share of "bu shuangS" of each other, I'm sure there were times U super wanted to slap me right??? hehehe... dun deny... :P cuz I Was just so... I dunno... me... Really funny... the times we spent together... hung out with different cliques, but so weird... we seem to still be able to remain close frenZ... I'll always miss talking to you... cuz U always suan me... griNZ

-Huiyi... One of my closest mates too... Never forget those times we used to talk, and spend our time laughing over some cute guy... or Mos burger... Milk tea... Large fries with 4 packets of curry sauce... and 8 packets of chilli sauce... I think the person sure thought we were sauce promoters!!! Never fails to listen to me babble on and on and on about Zhenwei... hahaha somehow wish I was back to the time I could keep talking on and on about Zhenwei... hahha our endless sleepless nights... then suddenly wake up and go... "Shit!!!! late for appointment to meet at cchs... nvm xuande and ttp sure late 1!!!" oh man...

-Xuande... The beginning of "qian mian liang zhi ma, hou mian yi zhi zhu" theory... haha remember that Huiyi??? ah well... U can be a tad too annoying at times... but hey, we're all the same... the same horrendous laughter, the same things that amuse us... even the same troubles... the same... i dunno...

-Sabbie... my sister in DHS hostel... the girl who's always sleeping... and I have to keep waking her up... I think her pigginess has finally rubbed onto me, I'm sleeping more already... oh man... I really miss the times we talked up till I dunno... 3/4 at night... and then end up sleeping on each others beds... our messy tables... hey I even have photo to prove it ok??? :) I remember everytime half of the room wakes up first, and all of us have to wake the other 2 up... oh man... thoese were the days...

-Phon... sawadee... my pet... cum lover... cum bathroom singer... hahaha... my other sister... chan rak te!!!! yai ber... hahaha I remember myself singing china dolls in thai... man that was funny... and I still remember how to sing it... :) I love U my yai ber... u are na rak mak mak... muakZ!!!

OZ
-Sheryl... U've got to be the first name I mention... cuz U've been more than a friend... a sister to me... a spiritual partner, one who knows all my deepest, darkest secrets... I can never hide anything from you... change in tone... and U know it... girl... I love you for who you are... no matter what others say... U are perfect... the one for me *wink* we are so gonna set up salt and pepper... and sell puppies!!! griNZ... hahaa I love you so much... all the things U've done for me... including just being a listening ear when I need to cry... when I miss home... when I feel stressed... *hugZ*... and yes ur bridesmaids gown will be PINK... wahhahaa

-Priscilla... My sister in pharmacy... never fail to encourage me... when I am down, when I need encouragement, when I'm stressed... U're always there... girl I really thank god for you... he's always been looking out for me... by giving u to me... putting u in my life... hahaha and yes... ur gown will be pink too!!!

-Janice... Just got to know U better... and I really want to say... U've been so encouraging... and putting so much joy into my life... hahaha really enjoy talking to u, and looking forward to getting to know U better... oo and U cook really well man... not kidding... :) really love all ur encouragements... and let's work together on our public prayer!!!

-Daniel... MY PUNCHBAG!!! hahaha... yes please... during the times of exams when I was super stressed and needed someone to complain to... all I needed to was message you, and you'll message back with something like "don't be upset... pray" or... all the lame jokes I can ever think of... haha like... "what do U call a man in a hole with a spade... Doug" ok... that WAS lame... but too bad I know more lame jokes than U do... yeah... everything U do is so encouraging... thank U for being... U!

Malaysia
-Adeline... U're the ONLY one fitting into this category... U're the LONGEST I've ever known in this group of people... yeah... for like 18 years coming??? and U're still the piggiest.... to me... still the piggiest... We've had our fair share of troubles... cried together... whenever I need to talk, I'll just call U and U'll be there... remember all our huan zhu ge ge... and micky... bubbles... remember them??? and what else??? our first earhole piercing... "apommalek kachang putih" and... our cup cake dolls... barbie dolls... ken... our doll house... our polly pockets... remember??? haha how we used to try to beat ah wei in street fighter, call him sleeping ugly... the poor boy... griNZ... ah well... us and our chun li... :) Girl... I miss U heaps... when are U coming over to join me??? Don't worry... ur gown will be pink too... and I HATE U CUZ U ARE TALLER THAN ME... hehe...

Hallelujah, praise the lord

Someone told me...

"I don't like you... so don't bhb... and think that I like you"

And my comment to that is...

Thank God U Don't like me... and may I remind you, that it wasn't me who thought U liked me... but it was U who told me... "I think I am falling in love with you" what a joke!!! whahaha... and now U think I'm bhb??? please can I remind U how bhb U are in the first place???

How U think she likes you when she in fact doesn't?

How U think she's ALWAYS and FOREVER looking at you???

Yes U think I'm pissing you off... and U want me to get lost

Too bad it's my life... and I'll live it the way I want to...

And yes, just as I'm pissing you off... U are pissing me off too... BIG TIME... Richard Head... and yeah... don't come crying to me with some sob story about how girl 1 and girl 2 don't like you, because I have already constantly advised you NOT to... NOT to think too much... and stop telling me(all the time) U wanna go home, and don't wanna stay in Perth... if U really want to, please go home. No one will miss you OK? and don't keep telling me U don't want a girl from Church... I have heard that coming form you 15000 times... OK?

And thanks for telling me that U don't like me... because I'm currently thanking god, and counting my lucky stars that you don't...

Ah well... too bad for you... lucky for me!!!!

hehe life's good... because U don't like me!!!

HALLELUJAH! Praise the Lord

Anyone who knows me knows how much I love Chung Cheng High School(Main) and how proud I am of it... Indeed, I am super proud of CCHS(M) and I really love the school... in fact so much... There have been so many fond memories of the school, memories I am proud of...

In fact, which school can be as beautiful as this?



Copied this photo off my senior, weili's blog... please don't blame me for plagiarising!!! haha... I love my school... So many fond memories... in fact, Huiyi reminded me of them again... in the card she wrote me...

"Kuay chap... laksa..." What does that remind you of??? Yes... the stalls in the school canteen...

How about... "Chung Cheng Lake's water supply is only enough for the tortoises in the school..."-- Mr Zeng Yuan Cheng

"Fishball... boing boing boing"<-- Yes classic... Mr Lee Fishball... oops did I say that again??? hehehe I think I did it again!!! It's Mr Lee Er Ker... I beg your pardon... :P

"Ni men ming tian yao bu yao bu xi??? LY jiang ta men yao bu xi"<-- Fond memories of Miss WOng Penguin... I mean Peng Kwee

"I always say FG is like the logarithmic curve.... a lot of imput, but very little output..."<-- Mdm Lee...

and we always say we are the exponential curve!!!!!! Let me show you how the exponential vs log. curve looks like

It looks like ... tada!!!



exponential curve= MD, logarithmic curve= LY

Reminds me of a song...

called xi shui chang liu... was very famous when I was like 12????

I love that song so much...

Most importantly... I miss U guys soooo much...

Somehow, secondary sch life has made most impact in my life... not my college, not primary, not Uni... but secondary school life...

Friends I will never forget...

I love you guys so much...

Aww man... It's such a cold day in the house that I feel like wrapping myself up in my blanket and drink a cup of hot chocolate topped with a marshmallow... and feel sorry for myself... Guess what??? I sure caught up on lost sleep... slept at 1+ woke up at 2+... 13 hours of sleep can... this is the 1st... I repeat 1st time I have done smth like that... aww man... what's happening?

Yeah what am I doing a thursday afternoon after exams all alone and bored???

And I mean really bored... ah well...

hahahaha... at least I get to work tomorrow... and saturday too!!! I am sooo looking forward to work... at least it takes away some of my boredom... and of course... *grinZ* I get the cash... Seriously thinking of saving up for my air ticket... Sometimes I just wonder... *geh kiang la... building fund put so much... now no $$ to use liao... blame who???* U know... the occassional rambles... and I realised how little I am... like... I always thought I was a very willing person... one who was willing to give to god... but when circumstances face me... am I still willing to sacrifice??? And it isn't anything important, it's just money...

God please take away my heart of selfishness, and give me a ready heart to be able to give... give to you, acknowledge what U have done for me... and I pray I'll be ready for you. God U've been so great in my life... thank you... and I really sincerely pray you'll help me to keep promises to you... and not be tempted to give up. In jesus's name, amen...

LAst night I went for YA cell... and it was on BGR aka Boy-Girl Relationship... and I learnt a lot... then I realised... I've always wanted a guy who can lead me in a relationship... be it spiritually or just in daily life... but am I able to meet up to HIS expectations??? What if God moulds this guy for me... and this guy expects his future wife to be able to make her own decisions too??? I realised I've been allowing guys to make ALL the decisions when we go out together... Be it... I dunno who... who ever I've been out with... I mean... I got to learn to make decisions on my own... Sheryl says I'm too soft... and I think so too... also, I really pray that God will make me more and more worthy of the guy on the list... Personally, I don't think I'm really worthy of any good guy... but I pray that God will make me worthy of that guy... hahaha...

God please change me, change my mindset and change my heart... God I know there's someone out there for me... But I pray that you will use this time to change me... so that I can be worthy of him... GOd I pray that I will not ask TOO much out of this relationship, more than I can give... because I know that that is the key failure of relationships, asking too much!!! God I pray you mould me... and help me improve my relationship with you, with friends around me before I think about guys... God I just pray for a good relationship with you first, and that I can put u first in everything I do... in jesus's name... amen

En's dog... Justin is soooooooo cute!!! Like super cute... I love him man... he's so friendly too EN I WANT YOUR DOG!!!!!! En's goin back to Singapore for holiday... super happening!!!! griNZ... anyway back to his dog... Justin's the only dog I know who loves playing with balloons... hehehehe super adorable can... sigh... I want him too!!!!!!!!!

Guys!!!! exasperation... whatever

*FumEZ*

Guys are driving me crazy...

What's with people looking at your photo online and go... "Can we be friends??? You have msn??? You are really pretty"

Yeah right

*rolls eyes*

As if photos tell everything...

Please... I reckon guys are stupid... and I still think so...

Stupid people... who judge people on the basis of how they look... and want to know girls as friends on the basis of how they look... I bet all they're thinking of are how to get into their pants after meeting them...

Guys...

The species with the lack of brain cells...

And all gers say...AMEN!!!

Oh man... why does AMEN have A- MEN in it...

I've received countless messages on friendster... and my friend has been bombarded by desperate guys with questions like... "I want to know your friend!!! She's very pretty!!!"

Please... U guys don't even know me... OK???

And I hate it when guys tell me... It's not looks they go for... *rolls eyes*

U think U'd want to get to know me if I were 100 kg with severe acne??? get a life...

OK... I just am pissed with guys who come online and want to know me... and even resort to my friends... PHOTOS... don't tell the truth. I am very photogenic, and I admit the fact... so... I don't look as good as I do in real life...

This guy who thinks he's smart... asked me for my msn... and he said... "I dunno U but ni hen piao liang" ok... means... I dunno U but U are very pretty... and he told me he's Drew with the glass shoe... OK... that is such a lame ass pick up line can... Like I will go... *swoon* awwwww... u gonna help me wear the glass shoe???

Guys are lame... and stupid...

OK don't mind me... I just am pissed off

Hey!!!!!

I forgot to show U guys 1 gift I received.... :P But I didn't take a photo...

It's a red mug with a matching saucer!!! really pretty... :) It's red... with a handle... big big mug, with a red saucer too... Country Road, our cooking expert (Janice) tells me it's ming2 pai2!!! hahaha I think so too... cuz I dunno that brand... Only know cross roads la... hehehe

Well well...

Super colD!!! Heater is at my feet... thank god...

Tried to study today, but ended up sleeping most of my day... argh...

Sigh...

Getting stressed... ah well...

Love U guys

Hey...

anyway...

To my friends whom I left out...

Thank you for making 18/06/2005 really special for me...

Will never regret it...

U guys are just so dear to me...

Thank U...

Hey Hey... I had one of the best birthdays in my whole life yesterday... Guess what happened???

I woke up to a message ring tone... From Daddy... And then I checked, and realised I had 2 messages, one from Pris, one from Daddy... The night before, Sheryl talked to me on the phone till like 12+ just to wish me happy birthday on the Dot... haha and plus I was online, so Hui Yi, Shen Xian, Daniel, Adeline all wished me happy birthday... Guess what?????? Once I woke up, I saw 5 planet shakers cd beside my bed!!! Thanks Jack Kor Kor!!!! :)

Check out my planet shakers CD!!!



The next day, we were gonna go out for dinner, and En and Janice and Daniel were going to come over to my house to gather first... so I had to clean up the house... Mummy called me at 9+; I was vacuuming the house and we talked a bit... Love you mummy... I miss U so much U know??? :)

Then I received 5 sms from Huiyi, TTP, Chun, Xuande and Huiwen!!! They were having a gathering, so I called Hui Yi... then we talked a bit...felt really happy after the call... oh man... I really miss U guys... then I left the house... and checked the mail... and found 3 cards... ALL FOR ME... oh man... but they were allllll wet... tho no ink smudged... Feels really happy... Huiyi wrote in 1, 1 for Huiwen and TTP and 1 Xiaobo wrote... oh man... I really miss Xiaobo... there's not much chance for us to meet up anymore... cuz we're so far... so I really treasure the card... Girl, just want to tell U, thanks for taking the effort to make my birthday special... I love you for who U are... :)

Went to UNI to meet Sheryl... n she did a super ANNNNSUUUUUU thing, made me have to walk to Janice's house to meet her... then after we walked to her house... and my Pharmacy friends came to her house to pick me up for lunch... haha it was meant to be a secret, but they didn't know my address, and anyway I wasn't at home... :) We went to Tea Café at Northbridge... and it served the worst food ever... but that's not the point... the point is the fellowship rite??? And a few of us started talking about Ghost Stories... and then... Michelle made up an excuse to go to the toilet... and out she came with a present!!!!

Check this out!!!


Be Delicious, DKNY... from my Pharmacy Mates; Jastina, Eric, Priscilla, Ivy, Nila, Leesa, Michelle!!! Love you guys!!! It sure smelt gooD!!!!

Then... went home, watched a bit of my All about Eve... I love that movie... Then En and Janice came over... And guess what??? My darling Mortal, April gave me a present!!!! See See!!!



2 pairs of earrings, a really beautiful bracelet and a card... which says happy birthday... she calls me a special princess!!!

At 8:30, my sister came home... then she told me that the restaurant we were going to... yip chee closes at 9:30 and what should we do??? I thought... nvm then let's just go to Northbridge... and then... yeah was a bit disappointed, but it was OK... Daniel came in after my sister and Jack did... so fed the dog, my sister changed and we left!!!

Guess what my sister got me????



Revlon lip gloss and a card... hahaha don't think she scrimp on me because... look below

I went in Daniel's car... and guess what??? I got a present I really wanted... Just mentioned it to Daniel briefly before... but looK!!!!



That is... ECHO by davidoff... the one in the middle is the perfume... it's 50mL!!!!! then those at the side, one is a body cream and one is a body gel... I was like... when I opened the wrapping, I saw the words Davidoff... and then... I was like... OMG OMG OMG OMG... don't tell me... OMG!!!!!!! then IT WAS ECHO!!!!! That's the scent I really really wanted... hahaha THANK U DANIEL!!!!!!!

We went to this restaurant called Diamond, beside RMAX... had fish and oyster and stuff... was really good!!! Thanks da jie jie... then my friends, Janice and Daniel went to withdraw money... and came back with a cake!!!! An ice cream cake even!!!! awwww man... SOOOOO HAPPY... so blessed cuz yesterday was the 2nd time I had ice cream cake... it was snickers and baci flavour... taste sooooo good... heaven!!!!! hahaha.... then it had the 19 candle on it... hahaha... thanks guys... I feel so loved and so blessED!!!! Too bad no photos... cuz I forgot to bring the camera!!!! an su!

Went for karaoke there after and sang for 3 hours!!!! 148 dollars... omg... + dinner which was probably about 200??? All paid by my sister... Thank U da jie jie... I really love U so mucH!!! Sang so many songs and I know sheryl had fun!!! thank U gurl...

Oh ya I have to show U what Sheryl got me... on the way to karaoke..



U treat me like a rose... U give me room to grow... aww girl... Love U!!!!

Then we reached home at like what... 4... washed up... and I took a shower... and guess what??? Sheryl did the greatest thing for me...

She did...

This





A pair of personalised SOCKS!!!! Thanks girl... I love U so much... U sacrificed 15 min sleep for this!!! thank U!

Then... the night before my ex turned up at my workplace at 9 to give me...



This is... a scarf... in the box that he gave me... white scarf he knitted himself... ah well... I mean I like it... but I am not exactly really really touched to the point that we can still get back together... he's nice... but just not meant to be...

Todays talk is on BGR

Then my whole beloved cell... bought me a cake!!! yum yum from cheesecake shop... was chocolate!!! YUMMY U guys know how much I love choc ya??? hehehe thank u!!!!!

Love u guys!!!

I sure enjoy enjoy this birthday...

I am 19... sure looking forward to graduation... oh man...

:)

happy

hehehe....

I have got this massive pimple on my face...

MASSIVE k...

really big...

AWWWWW I sooooo am gonna put concealer on it before I go out tomorrow... itchy hands... went to squeeze it... aww man...

Massive pimple... shoO!!!!!!

OK... tomorrow's my big day...

Let me make a preparation speech... for my big day...

All ears???

"Ahem... I feel really happy to have been able to marry him on my birthday, thanks dad and mum for bringing him to this world"

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"An su!!!!"

hahaha... well... I feel really glad to be turning 19... This year, I've met with ups and downs... I've got into a better relationship with God and I've learnt to appreciate my parents much more... Learnt to appreciate God... as well as my parents and friends. This past year, I really thank God that he has given me my parents... and he has given me friends whom I can talk about everything under the sun with... Thank you guys... Just making a thank U speech... hahaha... Love U guys

Aww man I feel so happy today...

It was raining cats and dogs...

There was this old lady who was running for shelter... at London Court... and I offered to walk her to the bus stop... she was sooo old and frail... and was so wary of me....
so I tried to let her know that I wasn't a bad person... and then walked her to the bus stop... SHE WAS SO GRATEFUL... THANK GOD... THANK GOD I got to do something like that... Feel so happy now... :)

Tired...

Hahaha... but happy

Turning 19!!!!

:)

ah well...

超人(Chinese... please change font to unicode for blogspot)
词:阿信曲:冠佑+阿信

世界如果被残酷攻击只要给我一个电话亭
把内裤当外衣如果你能够开心
展开披风带你飞行

谁赐予我这一身无助的能力
神也不能阻挡你想离开的心
为什黱拯救地球是那黱容易
为什黱束手无策啊我和你的爱情
为什黱我能飞天也能够遁地
为什黱我却没办法长驱直入你的心

曾经你赞美我手臂逛街多能提日日夜夜贴身保护你
最凶狠的怪兽也不能与我为敌
那为何害怕你的泪滴我给了我这一幕难堪的结局

谁要这样超人连自己也救不起
为什黱拯救地球是那黱容易
为什黱束手无策啊我和你的爱情
为什黱拯救地球终於完美结局
为什黱 我只能够眼看著爱燃烧成灰烬世界

如果被残酷攻击谁来接手我的超能力

Was listening to this song just now, and a sudden thought came to my poetic mind... :P

怎么我全世界都能够拥有，就是不能拥有你？
你就象灿烂星星
在我面前
我却无法拥抱你。

Sweet... but sad... sad truth of reality.

The one whom U love will never be with you.

That's why I think... don't harbour any hope... Move on... and decide to name your children after him/her...

That's why my son is gonna be called Zhenwei...

hehehe... *griNZ*

Aww man... I super love mayday...

WTH am I doing here still blogging???
study!!!!!

Love U guys

I LOVE GOD!!!

I am happy...

But worried

Paper's on Friday...

Super scared cuz I know nothing... Spent too much time on 231...

Oh man... super scared...

God please help me... I put all my trust in you...

My sister was on her way to exams today... And she prayed... and claimed promises from God... and guess what... she was at the bottom of the slope and as she drove up to the top of the slope, she saw a rainbow... God's promise... GOD IS SOOOO COOL...

I love GOD!!!!

:)

GOD IS SOOOO GOOD
:)

Today I had pharm bio 231 exams... and I prayed that whatever I didn't study will not come out... except for DNA which I knew I was done for... And... guess what??? Digestion and Calcium metabolism didn't come out!!!! then before exams I told God "God, I'm not gonna get stressed now... I just give everything to you." and guess what??? Stuff that I didn't know what it was... came to my mind!!!!!

Like HGPRT
Hypoxanthine-Guanine PR Transferase... I was like WHAT THE **** IS PR?!!!!!! And I was thinking and thinking... and the word 5- Phosphoribosyl-1-pyrophosphate came to mind... PRPP and I was like... OOHHHHHHH PR must stand for Phosphoribosyl... and I was right!!!! And one of the enzymes that catalysed the reaction between Phenylalanine and Tyrosine... I didn't know how to do... and then Phenylalanine Hydroxylase came to mind...

AND IT WAS RIGHT!!!!!

Praise God...

FOR HE IS SOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!

Aww man...

God sure loves us!!!! Thank God...!!!! :) Thank you for giving me qn I knew how to do, thanks for whispering the answers to me... THANK U GOD!!!!!!!

blur me!!!

I am super blur

Amazed by how blur I am leh...

I actually gave Terence the envelope for building fund... then forgot to put the money in the envelope... created so much confusion

SORRY GUYS!!!!

:P

Hey... I am so stressed right now I simply need to rant...

I absolutely need to...

Because I am stressed

I want my mummy...

I want to go home...

I want home...

Don't want OZ

Only want home...

I hate it here...

I want to go home...

9/06/05

Before I start, I just want to say a BIG THANKIEWS to all of those who have been by me when I needed you. Been my punch bag, whom I could complain to... whom I have been messaging like crazy... who have been smothering me with bible verses... U know who you are... and I want to say I love you for that... Love you because you are... U
I LOVE YOU!
Am super duper happy now, great contrast to my mood just now... No wonder I'm a Gemini... I change sides so quickly... I mean I don't believe in horoscopes at all... but what it says about Gemini really describes me...!!! Mood swings quickly... hahaha isn't that like so true????
Why am I so happy???
Because... my sister accepted Christ!!! She did her sinners confession prayer hey... U know it's been ages since I've been super happy??? hahhaha well ages means... um... 1 day??? hahahaha... but I am super happy now... like really really really happy... the amount of happiness I have in my heart can't be dampened... cuz I really am super happy... ok I know I've been repeating that word like 3 times in a row... hahaha... but oh well.... Boring me... :P
Study!!! my books are calling me...

8/06/05
Feel like taking some time off to pen down some thoughts about my mum... though Mothers' day is over already... grinZ...
There's never a time too late to thank your mother isn't it?
I was just thinking about my mum... and I realised that she's the first person I'd really think of whenever I needed someone to talk to, or needed someone to cry to. Last thursday, when I really needed to cry, I called her, and that started my tears rolling... Today, I felt like crying too... and I called her... but I didn't cry...
What's it about mothers that make us trust them so much???
1) They've been your pillar of support even before you were born.
You depended on your mother for nutrients when you were in her womb. Don't come up to me saying that's not true, cuz U know better. Even before you were born, she understood you. Both of you formed a mutual understanding even before you were born.
2) They held you right after you were born.
Of course, the doctors and the nurses were first. But how many of you were born without dad at your side? I was... and mum had to call the neighbour to send her to hospital when I was about to be born. Thank God, because I almost died... haha heard that the umbilical cord coiled twice around my neck. well well... I was naughty even before I was born... jumping rope in the womb??? :P
3) They carried you more often when you were a baby.
Dads don't breastfeed do they? Mothers have to carry you when they are breastfeeding, and I think it really is second nature to women to know how to hold a child, because guys are just so crap at holding children
4) They were the ones whom you held on to when U learnt how to walk.
Mum taught me how to talk, to read, to walk. Not that Dad didn't play his role, but he was constantly outstation. They are the proudest when their children learn new things, that's why you constantly hear mums boasting about their childrens' achievements, not Dads.
5) When you fell down, they were there to pick you up and dry your tears.
6) They are strong when you need them to be.
When I was a little kid, I had thrombocytopenia(Lack platelets). Had to stay in hospital, and mum had to stay in hospital with me, though I know she had her fair share of tears...
7) They put you first in their lives.
I remember mummy's cancer relapse... I know she was hurting inside... BUT everytime I called home, she'd say "Don't worry, I'm fine... is it cold over in Australia??? Remember to wear warmer clothing, don't fall sick..." She still does that... in Winter... in Summer she says... "even though it's warm don't fall sick" She constantly asks about what's going on in my life, though I've shut her out of some chapters cuz it's hard to reveal right now...
I Miss home...
So much... mummy, I miss you... I Love you... so much...

I love zioN!

Hey guys... miss me??? hehehe I haven't got internet connection at home, so I decided to type out thoughts for the previous days, and then post it up when I had the chance... here goes...

7/06/05
I was watching the SEARCH FOR A STAR 2004 dvd... and a sudden thought came to my mind...
Zion Praise Harvest is the Most HAPPENING CHURCH around... amen???
Well not that I've been to many churches, in fact not many at all...
But it IS a fact that ZPH is the most happening church I've been to!!!
I've joined ZPH for around 8 months, and I've never regretted being in here... Because it has been like a second family to me!!!!
I love ZION...
Simply LOVE ZION
It has brought me to greater heights in my relationship with GOD... and I've even found an accountability partner in my life... Of course, all the glory goes to GOD... hahaha
Sudden surge of emotions...
Really LOVE GOD so much... so much!!! Can I have an AMEN from everyone???? AMEN!!!! God has been so great in my life...
Indeed, I can't list all of the points, but I shall list a few
I am not afraid to admit...
That...
1) I was feeling emotional, wanted to commit suicide... that was last year... but God pulled me back in the nick of time, he spoke to me, calmed down my heart.
2) I found a friend who encouraged me... When deep down in my heart there were secrets I couldn't tell anyone, she listened to me, and she encouraged me. I'm indeed not proud of those secrets, but then God gave me someone who listened to me, and spoke to me when I needed to tell. He gave me someone who ASKED me outright... and I didn't have to tell her myself... Thank God for her... Thanks girl, love ya... of course U know who U are right??? :)
3) Same friend keeps giving me bible verses... the last few she gave me...
Psalm 55:22Cast your burdens on the Lord; and he shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteousness to be moved.
Psalm 56:3-4Whenever I am afraid, I will trust in youIn God (I shall praise his word),In God I have put my trustI WILL NOT FEARWhat can flesh do to me?
If U didn't know who I was talking about in (2), now U know, because you're the only one who gave me these verses when I was feeling down, when I felt like I couldn't do it. You accompanied me, studying till the wee hours of the morning... Love you heaps... Thanks girl... my dear bridesmaid #1 hahaha... :P Man I do hope I get married before you... dun wanna waste time looking for another bridesmaid... hehehe... of course that must depend on whether God allows... :P
4) He gave me another person in my life, who has helped me through, encouraged me when I needed it... That person... is bridesmaid #2 hahaha... well we've said it already... she wants to be my bridesmaid... hahaha never met her before term started, cuz she used to go to the Joondalup Campus, but grew closer in our pharmacy life... always encouraged me, talked to me whenever I needed someone to talk to... Always helped me up when I fell... One of the people who always sees my needs and prays for me... :) Love you girl...
5) He's given me great cell leaders and cell members... :) hahaha... people who really take time off to talk to you, and understand you
6) He's given me great parents... Great family, who always stand by me, when I am stressed, they always tell me... "You can do it"... we always support you...
Whoever said that God wasn't good??? I urge you to rethink...
Because he has put sooooo many good things in my life...
So blessed, I can't contain itSo much I gotta give it away...
YES I love you!!!!
:)
God bless, everyone...
Have a blessed week... :)

May and Joel... Check out his pink tie, that was meant to be a forfeit from cell... thank God he accepted it graciously.. OH Joel's my cell leader with the scooter... super cool right??? Thanks Joel!!! He truly is a man of his word... oh and the tie was only $10!!!! maybe should get down to buying him a soft yellow shirt to go with his tie... I reckon it will look nice with soft yellow... blue and pink...???? NAH!!!!



U guys know I love taking photos of myself... when I am stressed!!! hahaha I like this photo!!! :)

I guess I've really grown in these past few months...

I've learnt to see past the flaws of other people, and befriend their good points... I mean... not boasting that I'm a saint... but then thank God, I'm not... yet again, thank God that he put me in this position, and this cell... to learn how to adapt to different people, and look past their flaws...

Don't judge a person because the world judges him/her...

I was just sms-ing Ann that day, and she said something that was really really encouraging to me... and I decided... yeah that's true, I shouldn't judge anymore, and continue to just be a good friend... No reason why I can be good friends with so many people, yet be a super bad friend with someone... u know what I mean??? Just because the world judges him/her, don't judge... and do your best as you would in every friendship.

I feel really blessed right now...

Last night I read Psalm 22...

It was a really powerful psalm, I felt it really spoke to me... like... "oh wow"...

Helped out in the bookshop today... feeling good... cuz I actually have another ministry to serve in... and I felt like I could serve God... what I really require now is to have the skills to promote... and to understand what I was trying to promote... Was really awed by how Janice did it so well... I really have got lots to learn when I'm at the bookshop... thank God for putting me in this ministry...

Really happy happy day... fell asleep right after I came home from Church and Lunch... Followed YA to Taurus... with my sis and Jack... hehehe someone pays for me at least... well I ate sooooo much!!!! crazy... sigh... not even hungry now cuz I snacked too much...

NEED TO GO ON A DIET

I AM FAT

hahahahha

:) Crazy

thoughts...

Just went to look at my ex's blog...

Surprisingly it was still there... dated 22/7/2004... This shows that he probably hasn't updated since 22/7/2004... duh!!!

Don't ask me why I went to look at it... I just felt like doing so...

And was looking through 2 entries...

Felt like vomitting...

How can 2 ppl be so in love then... and not anymore now??

Feeling fades fast...

Maybe it's just me...

Afterall, girls tend to be more hard hearted than guys right???

I think so...

Ah well... I certainly think it's just me... I'm just mean mean mean...

well well... not a day worth talking about... cuz it's just super boring...

ciao

Kaiting, Kaiting

oh well... :)

Not gonna come online till I finish my exams, that's 22nd June...

Don't miss me too much ok???

I'll be praying for you...

God works miracles... I'll be asking a very close friend of mine, Yen to Church... please pray that he comes... BECAUSE... I don't want him to perish, and I know you don't too.

I feel born again...

Because God is so good... yes he is... amen!

Gonna change my blogskin... a bit bored of it already... :P

Afterall, I'm just Kaiting... you know... :)

Take care guys, I love you!

Building fund pledge!!! can't wait!

Received this really touching story from Ann... Must read!!! YOu will be super duper blessed!

The Father GAVE his Son

THIS WILL GIVE YOU CHILLS
AFTER A FEW OF THE USUAL SUNDAY EVENING HYMNS, THE CHURCH'S PASTOR SLOWLY STOOD UP, WALKED OVER TO THE PULPIT AND, BEFORE HE GAVE HIS SERMON FOR THE EVENING, BRIEFLY INTRODUCED A GUEST MINISTER WHO WAS IN THE SERVICE THAT EVENING. IN THE INTRODUCTION, THE PASTOR TOLD THE CONGREGATION THAT THE GUEST MINISTER WAS ONE OF HIS DEAREST CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AND THAT HE WANTED HIM TOHAVE A FEW MOMENTS TO GREET THE CHURCH AND SHARE WHATEVER HE FELT WOULD BE APPROPRIATE FOR THE SERVICE.

WITH THAT, AN ELDERLY MAN STEPPED UP TO THE PULPIT AND BEGAN TO SPEAK. "A FATHER, HIS SON, AND A FRIEND OF HISSON WERE SAILING OFF THE PACIFIC COAST." HE BEGAN.

"WHEN A FAST APPROACHING STORM BLOCKED ANY ATTEMPT TO GET BACK TO THE SHORE. THE WAVES WERE SO HIGH, THAT EVEN THOUGH THE FATHER WAS AN EXPERIENCED SAILOR, HE COULD NOT KEEP THE BOAT UPRIGHT AND THE THREE WERE SWEPT INTO THE OCEAN AS THE BOATCAPSIZED." THE OLD MAN HESITATED FOR A MOMENT, MAKING EYE CONTACT WITH TWO TEENAGERS WHO WERE, FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE THE SERVICE BEGAN, LOOKING SOMEWHAT INTERESTED IN HIS STORY.

THE AGED MINISTER CONTINUED WITH HIS STORY, "GRABBING A RESCUE LINE, THE FATHER HAD TO MAKE THE MOST EXCRUCIATING DECISION OF HIS LIFE: TO WHICH BOY WOULD HE THROW THE OTHER END OF THE LIFE LINE. HE ONLY HAD SECONDS TO MAKE THE DECISION. THE FATHER KNEW THAT HIS SON WAS A CHRISTIAN AND HE, ALSO, KNEW THAT HIS SON'S FRIEND WAS NOT. THE AGONY OF HIS DECISION COULD NOT BE MATCHED BY THE TORRENT OF WAVES. AS THE FATHER YELLED OUT, 'I LOVE YOU,SON!', HE THREW OUT THE LIFE LINE TO HIS SON'S FRIEND. BY THE TIME THE FATHER HAD PULLED THE FRIEND BACK TO THE CAPSIZED BOAT, HIS SON HAD DISAPPEARED BENEATH THE RAGING SWELLS INTO THE BLACK OF NIGHT.

HIS BODY WAS NEVER RECOVERED.

BY THIS TIME, THE TWO TEENAGERS WERE SITTING UP STRAIGHT IN THE PEW, ANXIOUSLY WAITING FOR THE NEXT WORDS TO COME OUT OF THE OLD MINISTER'S MOUTH.

"THE FATHER," HE CONTINUED, "KNEW HIS SON WOULD STEP INTO ETERNITY WITH JESUS AND HE COULD NOT BEAR THE THOUGHT OF HIS SON'S FRIEND STEPPING INTO AN ETERNITY WITHOUT JESUS.. THEREFORE, HE SACRIFICED HIS SON TO SAVE THE SON'S FRIEND. " HOW GREAT IS THE LOVE OF GOD THAT HE SHOULD DO THE SAME FOR US. OUR HEAVENLY FATHER SACRIFICED HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON THAT WE COULD BE SAVED. I URGE YOU TO ACCEPT HIS OFFER TO RESCUE YOU AND TAKE A HOLD OF THE LIFE LINE HE IS THROWING OUT TO YOU IN THIS SERVICE." WITH THAT, THE OLD MAN TURNED AND SAT BACK DOWN IN HIS CHAIR AS SILENCE FILLED THE ROOM.

THE PASTOR AGAIN WALKED SLOWLY TO THE PULPIT AND DELIVERED A BRIEF SERMON WITH AN INVITATION AT THE END. HOWEVER, NO ONE RESPONDED TO THE APPEAL.

WITHIN MINUTES AFTER THE SERVICE ENDED, THE TWO TEENAGERS WERE AT THE OLD MAN'S SIDE. "THAT WAS A NICE STORY," POLITELY STATE DONE OF THEM, "BUT I DON'T THINK IT WAS VERY REALISTIC FOR A FATHER TO GIVE UP HIS ONLY SON'S LIFE IN HOPES THAT THE OTHER BOY WOULD BECOME A CHRISTIAN."

"WELL, YOU'VE GOT A POINT THERE," THE OLD MAN REPLIED GLANCING DOWN AT HIS WORN BIBLE. A BIG SMILE BROADENED HIS NARROW FACE. HE ONCE AGAIN LOOKED UP AT THE BOYS AND SAID, "IT SURE ISN'T VERY REALISTIC,IS IT? BUT I'M STANDING HERE TODAY TO TELL YOU THAT STORY GIVES ME A GLIMPSE OF WHAT IT MUST HAVE BEEN LIKE FOR GOD TO GIVE UP HIS SON FOR ME. YOU SEE... I WAS THAT FATHER AND YOUR PASTOR IS MY SON'S FRIEND."

Long blog!

I'm so gonna miss cell so much!!! Even though we've had our ups and downs, had our share of getting annoyed at people, had our share of pissing people off, but ultimately, we're one big family... at Church that is... But at cell, we're one small, close knit family. It's at cell where you can see peoples potential. It's at cell where you get to know people better... it's amazing how I could know Ann for 3 years, yet get to know her better at cell... It truly is amazing...

Last night was cell evaluation. Before cell, we played "Blow Wind Blow" in the hope of saboing Joel to wear a pink tie... Guess what??? We got it... we saboed him... hahaha... yeah so he's wearing a pink tie soon... Provided we get a pink tie for him... and boy am I NOT givin up the chance...

Jian Zhou commented that I like the name Bimbo... Which is quite true... Although I always make fun of myself, I'm really happy that I got that nickname... this proves that all of them love me enough to call me a bimbo... so ya... pretty much... thank god... and I'm really glad that I make people laugh because I am stupid...

I've been really peckish these few days, been eating so much... that's why I've been rapidly putting on weight... argh... yesterday Sophia commented my face's rounder already.... sob sob sob... so sad can.... how I wish I can eat and eat and never get fat!!!!

Last night I was laughing so much... I realised it's really God who keeps me going on... Yesterday after my exams, I started crying... because I think I really felt bad... but I think God was sort of calming me down too... so when I finished crying, I cheered up... Then when I went to cell and saw all the people I loved so dearly, I couldn't help but cheer up... and smile... I was really noisy last night... I dunno why... tho I'm usually a noisy person... bah who cares...???

Made this thing called "I love you because..." We passed around papers and wrote what we loved about each other... I got mine back... everyone commented that they loved my smiles and joy and laughter I bring to everyone... that got me thinking... what if... what if... one day, Leong Kaiting aka patty aka bimbo aka katie stops smiling??? What if one day she became more reserved??? Would anyone ask??? Seems like I've gotten into this stereotype of being the "happy fruit, aka kai xin guo" So... yeah... if one day I stopped smiling, people would definitely ask... I really hope I can bring laugter to peoples lives tho...

Um... and just letting u know, Jianzhou, I didn't evaluate ur form... someone else did... I evaluated Madaliso's... So don't feel touched cuz I didn't write that... haha! And oh... I'm not your angel...

Ooh we didn't reveal angels yet... oh man... but I think Daniel and I got the same angel... hahaha same ribbon... same day we got cookies... same pattern bookmarks... our angels are super loving can... I love my angel!!! hahaha juz hope it wasn't a guy...

Joel's scaring Dee by dropping her notes everyday... hahaha super funny can... she was dying to know who her angel was... yet all of us found out, juz not her... :P

aww man... I love cell...

God has been so great today... he spoke to me thru Joel last night... and guess what? Today, I prayed before the exams with so much strength... I said "God, I know I've got the authority to make the exam paper bow down before me... and I know you will make it happen, because I am your child... and I want to claim good results from you."

God is great

I think I majorly passed that exam...

It's a sure pass thing...

Hallelujah, praise you Lord...

:)

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