Thursday, December 29, 2005

A thought just came to my mind that has made me very excited it has got me going online and just looking at stuff(s)

I want to... *drumroll*

Give my mum, and 2 sisters vouchers to manicure!!! Meanwhile I can just accompany my dad shopping... good eh??? I think all of them deserve pampering... hehehe and now I'm just looking online at some manicure places which would be good...

I saw that one that xiaxue went to...

And it looks good... seriously... and am contemplating getting gift vouchers for them in there, and I know my mum and sisters will love it in there... hahaha... plus truly spoil and pamper them for the day... because they deserve it... Strawberry daiquiri... dry martinis... they all look scrumpilicious... hahaha I mean yummy

Man I know my mum probably hasn't had such girly fun in ages... she scrimps and saves for all of us... to send me overseas... and now all I want to do is to pamper her... maybe go shopping together, get her a top which she truly looks good in... heheh

I am soooooo excited by that thought... anyone has any recommendations to any good manicure places please let me know... and... anyone can accompany me on 9/1 because my daddy's got to go for a wedding... and he won't be back in JB by about 5... hehehe any suggestions... or should I go straight home... I have no idea... hmm... seriously contemplating going out before I go home hey... but I don't have any $$ on me at all... hehehe not even to take mrt...

but at least I've got my debit card!!!

hehehe... I want to get them manicure vouchers...

Just pamper them... let me know on any info k???

thanks!

love

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

My thoughts and reflections of Narnia...

Before I started, I truly thought I wasn't gonna enjoy the movie... simply because it wasn't my kind of movie... and true to my words, I really was going to fall asleep at some parts... some parts where it seemed that the children were just a cut and paste into the world... graphics weren't awesome at parts, but overall I still have to give it a 75/100

Which is pretty good in this case considering I only gave Harry Potter IV 60/100... and that's the best I can go because it was simply so disappointing...

Anyway, back to Narnia... yes was I saying I was about to fall asleep??? And yes, I was about to fall asleep... and then came the exciting part, where the White Witch wanted to claim Edmund's life on the stone table, and Aslan spoke to Her in private... then He came out of the tent, saying that Edmund's life has been spared... I started crying, because I knew he was about to die... and anyway, yes when Susan and Lucy followed Him to the stone table, I had started to tear... One thought came to my mind... Jesus... Jesus... who died at the cross for us... He who had no sin, had to die for us, Sons of Adam and daughters of Eve... to fulfil the prophecy made thousands of years ago... to reconcile us with God, and to wash us of all our sins... and I felt so loved, when I saw Aslan being ridiculed at the stone table... and then he was killed... Jesus was ridiculed and laughed at. and nailed at the cross... but did he give up??? no he didn't. He didn't give in to Satan... the messiah... he ruled heaven and hell even towards the end... because he was resurrected...

Aslan said something. He said something like the white witch missed out on something, she forgot that whoever who had no sin took the place of death of a traitor willingly on the stone table, the stone table will crack. God again said to me... "I took your place on the cross, so that you may have everlasting life... eternity... with me... I took it willingly... and my blood has cleansed your sins" truly, throughout that part of the movie I really felt that God was just telling me that He loved me... truly so much... and I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my cheeks...

I am so special... so loved...

My thoughts of Narnia... was just that of love...

I am loved...

Saturday, December 24, 2005

hehehe and it's not pink!!!!

ciaoZ...

hehehe anyway did this quiz, said I was

34 % Nerd, 21% Geek, 39% Dork

Wow... that's a relief... :P

at least I know I'm not kidding when I say I'm not a nerd... hehehe
me... using a totally different way of saying...

MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS!!!!


Thursday, December 22, 2005

Today I was asking God... why I feel quite far from Him...

Why I feel like I don't feel that close to Him anymore...

And... believe it or not, God spoke to me...

The verse Jeremiah 29:11 has been playing around in my head these few days... and I meant to check the verse in the message bible... BTW I got one for xmas... my secret santa(Daniel) from ReZource bought me... Haven't had the chance to totally thank him... THANKS DAN!!!

anyway... so I checked up Jeremiah 29:11 and then I read on... and guess what it wrote???

11I know what I'm doing. I have it all planned out--plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.
12"When you call on me, when you come and pray to me, I'll listen.
13"When you come looking for me, you'll find me. "Yes, when you get serious about finding me and want it more than anything else,
14I'll make sure you won't be disappointed." GOD's Decree. "I'll turn things around for you. I'll bring you back from all the countries into which I drove you"--GOD's Decree--"bring you home to the place from which I sent you off into exile. You can count on it.

God is telling me that he listens to me, and that when I pray, he does listen... and he will help me to find him... I felt so touched and so... comforted by that verse... He has again reminded me that he'll never leave me or forsake me... even though at times I feel far, I just need to trust him, continue praying and calling on Him...

Just posted this down as a comparison

11 For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
12 Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you.
13 You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.
14 I will be found by you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back from captivity. [b] I will gather you from all the nations and places where I have banished you," declares the LORD, "and will bring you back to the place from which I carried you into exile."

This is the NIV...

I feel very touched by Jeremiah 29:11... For the Lord DECLARES... he doesn't "say" he doesn't "talk about" he DECLARES... He tells the whole world that he will prosper us, not harm us... and give us hope! THank U daddy

Thank U God... love ya

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

You Are a Light Pink Rose
You represent sweetness and grace.
Your vibe: Kind and gentle
Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend
What Color Rose Are You?


hehehe just posting that cuz I love pink roses..!

You Are Cherry Kiss Lip Gloss
You're a total girly girl who's every guy is sweet on.You take pleasure in the simple things in life, from cute t-shirts to stuffed animals.
Any guy needs to match your romantic idealism to win your heart, which is why few have.No wonder Cherry your signature flavor. It's delicious, sugary, and fun - like you!
What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?


Me??? A cherry lip gloss??? maybe...???

Am I obsessed with looks???

You Are Practically Plastic
You're so beautiful that it's almost unrealUnfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal tooEveryone knows you're super hot - no need to remind themYou've got it going on, so stop obsessing!
Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?


Yeah... I think so... hehehe

What kind of sandals am I???

You are Flat Sandals
Casual yet flirtyYou look great in a simple top and jeansYour look is approchable and cute!
What Kind of Sandal Are You?
I am blessed am blessed am so blessed!!!! hehehe received a msg from a friend today, telling me to take care... after I finished work! So nice to know that he still cares and remembers that I work 12 hours today...

But I am so blessed la... that my colleagues at least like me...

I can't wait to earn lots and lots of $$

then go back and do lots of stuff...

shop for my colleagues, buy them handphone chains...

Rebond my hair...

Highlight and dye my hair...

get coloured contact lenses...

Glasses, change them...

shop for clothes...

bags...

watches...

I think all my money... ye3 bu4 gou4 wo3 hua1...

yaaaaaay just thinking of the money...

makes me smile!!!

Thank God for giving it to me!!!!

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

www.theinterviewwithgod.com

I am so blessed

went to work today, and I got lots of praise from my colleagues...

thank god for blessing me, so my colleagues don't dislike me at least

anyway, I'm so bored n tired... tata

Monday, December 19, 2005

Work times...

Tuesday 9-5
Wednesday 9-9
Friday 9-5
Saturday 9-9
Sunday 4-9
Monday 9-9

Can't wait to see my bank account soon!

:P
Just finished the five people you meet in heaven by Mitch Albom...

I give it a 2 thumbs up! It's a good book... seriously... got me thinking a lot...

It's about how this guy called Eddie was killed while trying to save this little girl at the fair... and then after he died, he went to heaven and met 5 people, who taught him things... I wasn't too sure about the first and the last one, what they were trying to teach him...

But 1 thing I'm sure about... the setting for heaven, is very similar to the lovely bones. It's how U depict your heaven, that things happen... U live in your heaven, U see things U want to see...

First person Eddie meets is... this man who was a freak in freak show when he was living...
And he taught Eddie that things are not in your control. Sometimes the good people die young, but it's all for a good cause...

Second person Eddie met was his captain... he taught Eddie about sacrifice

Third person Eddie met was Ruth... She taught him how to forgive

Fourth person Eddie met was Marguerite... I wonder why not make it easier and call her Margaret. She taught him that love never ends...

As said in 1 Cor 13:4-8

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
8Love never fails.

As said in the bible. God's words to us.

Fifth person Eddie met was this little Phillipino girl... who he tried to save when he blew up the enemy camps... and she taught him... why he was born... the meaning of his life...

Surely this book taught me so much...!

Sunday, December 18, 2005

I was just doing my quiet time... and this thing suddenly struck me...

It's very easy to bear grudges against people... and we tend to forget to pray for these people... Or rather... we don't want to pray for them. We feel tired... we ask God... why??? why make me pray for him/her??? Why give me that conviction in my heart, and tell me I MUST pray??? I SHOULD pray???

"But God!! I don't want to!!! don't force me!!!" <-- and we whine and whine and whine about how much that person has hurt us. How we feel so sad about it... I admit, I have done that so many times before... How much I hated that person... and I really refused to let go.

But today... these verses sort of woke me up... Sorta my mind's running 2 different thoughts... both focused on God... one is praying for my enemies... the other is about how I should continue to trust God... and believe I've already received... even before it has happened

In Acts it spoke about how Stephen was stoned to death... He continued to trust God... he didn't pull out in times of fear.

Acts 7:55-58

55But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God.
56"Look," he said, "I see heaven open and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God."
57At this they covered their ears and, yelling at the top of their voices, they all rushed at him, 58dragged him out of the city and began to stone him. Meanwhile, the witnesses laid their clothes at the feet of a young man named Saul.

This verse I read... really touched my heart a lot a lot a lot... heaps
It's from Luke 23:33-35

33When they came to the place called the Skull, there they crucified him, along with the criminals—one on his right, the other on his left.
34Jesus said, "Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they are doing." And they divided up his clothes by casting lots.
35The people stood watching, and the rulers even sneered at him. They said, "He saved others; let him save himself if he is the Christ of God, the Chosen One."

Jesus prayed... for the people who crucified him... He's done so many miracles... and yet they killed him... they didn't believe... if I were him, I'd probably be so sad and just say "go away, go to wherever U belong, and just... whatever" but he didn't he said "Father forgive them for they do not know what they are doing." How great is the love our God has for us!!! I was so touched... esp by that sentence... cuz... I'd not have that mentality... maybe not now... so that's what ppl mean by kingdom mentality... I want that too...!

3rd person... is Paul...

People turned against Him, but instead of being angry with those people, he blessed them and prayed for them too...

I feel so lucky to be the daughter of God... never ever felt so lucky before... because... He loves me and I know He truly does.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

I was doing something I'd never done in ages...

I went to read my ex's blog... hahaha which was done when we were still together... afterward he stopped blogging...

I don't know why I did that... hahaha maybe at times, a girl just needs to be loved and protected???? I just missed all the sweet nothings he used to say to me... all the TLC he used to give me... OK STOP STOP...

haha... I don't know why I am thinking of him all of a sudden...!

So silly...

Friday, December 16, 2005

What to say... I am one lucky girl :P

Still feeling so blessed...
God has given me so much I can ever ask for... much more than I ever can wish for... He's been so good to me, I feel such a lucky girl...

Thank U!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

I passed my exams!!!! Praise the Lord!

Sunday, December 11, 2005

"Why was my burden so heavy?" I slammed the office door and leaned against it. Is there no rest from this life? I wondered. I stumbled to my desk and dropped into my chair, pressing my face into my arms to shut out the frustrations of my existence."Oh God," I cried, "let me sleep. Let me sleep forever and never wake up!" With a deep sob I tried to will myself into oblivion, then welcomed the blackness that came over me.

Light surrounded me as I regained consciousness. I focused on its source: The figure of a man standing before a cross. "My child," the person asked, "why did you want to come to me before I am ready to call you?"

"Lord, I'm sorry. It's just that... I can't go on. You see how hard it is for me. Look at this awful burden on my back. I simply can't carry it anymore."

"But haven't I told you to cast all of your burdens upon me, because I care for you? My yoke is easy, and My burden is light."

"I knew you would say that. But why does mine have to be so heavy?"

"My child, everyone in the world has a burden. Perhaps you would like to try a different one?"

"I can do that?"He pointed to several burdens lying at His feet. "You may try any of these."

All of them seemed to be of equal size. But each was labeled with a name."There's Joan's," I said. Joan was married to a wealthy businessman. She lived in a sprawling estate and dressed her three daughters in the prettiest designer clothes. Sometimes she drove me to church in her Cadillac when my car was broken.

"Let me try that one." How difficult could her burden be? I thought.

The Lord removed my burden and placed Joan's on my shoulders. I sank my knees beneath its weight."Take it off!" I said. "What makes it so heavy?"

"Look inside."I untied the straps and opened the top. Inside was a figure of her Mother-in-law, and when I lifted it out, it began to speak. "Joan, you'll never be good enough for my son," it began. "He never should have married you. You're a terrible mother to my grandchildren..."I quickly placed the figure back in the pack and withdrew another. It was Donna, Joan's youngest daughter. Her head was bandaged from the surgery that had failed to resolve her epilepsy. A third figure was Joan's brother. Addicted to drugs, he had been convicted of killing a police officer.

"I see why her burden is so heavy, Lord. But she's always smiling and helping others. I didn't realize...."

"Would you like to try another?" He asked quietly.I tested several. Paula's felt heavy: She was raising four small boys without a father. Debra's did too: A childhood of sexual abuse and a marriage of emotional abuse. When I Came to Ruth's burden, I didn't even try. I knew that inside I would find arthritis, old age, a demanding full-time job, and a beloved husband in a nursing home."They're all too heavy, Lord," I said."Give me back my own."

As I lifted the familiar load once again, It seemed much lighter than the others did."Let's look inside" He said.I turned away, holding it close. "That's not a good idea," I said.

"Why?"

"There's a lot of junk in there."

"Let Me see."His gentle voice compelled me. I opened my burden. He pulled out a brick. "Tell me about this one."

"Lord, You know. It's money. I know we don't suffer like people in some countries or even the homeless here in America. But we have no insurance, and when the kids get sick, we can't always take them to the doctor. They've never been to a dentist. And I'm tired of dressing them in hand-me-downs."

"My child, I will supply all of your needs... and your children's. I've given them healthy bodies. I will teach them that expensive clothing doesn't make a person valuable in my sight." Then he lifted out the figure of a small boy.

"And this?" He asked.

"Andrew..." I hung my head, ashamed to call my son a burden. "But, Lord, he's hyperactive. He's not quiet like the other two. He makes me so tired. He's always getting hurt, and someone is bound to think I abuse him. I yell at him all the time. Someday I may really hurt him...."

"My child," He said, "If you trust Me, I will renew your strength, if you allow Me to fill you with My Spirit, I will give you patience."

Then He took some pebbles from my burden.

"Yes, Lord," I said with a sigh. "Those are small. But they're important. I hate my hair. It's thin, and I can't make it look nice. I can't afford to go to the beauty shop. I'm overweight and can't stay on a diet. I hate all my clothes. I hate the way I look!"

"My child, people look at your outward appearance, but I look at your heart. By My Spirit you can gain self-control to lose weight. But your beauty should not come from outward appearance. Instead, it should come from your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in my sight."

My burden now seemed lighter than before.

"I guess I can handle it now," I said.

"There is more," He said. "Hand Me that last brick."

"Oh, You don't have to take that. I can handle it."

"My child, give it to me." Again His voice compelled me.

He reached out His hand, and for the first time I saw the ugly wound."But, Lord, this brick is so awful, so nasty, so...Lord! What happened to your hands? They're so scarred!"No longer focused on my burden, I looked for the first time into His face. In His brow were ragged scars-as though someone had pressed thorns into His flesh.

"Lord," I whispered. "What happened to you?"

His loving eyes reached into my soul. "My child, you know. Hand me the brick. It belongs to me. I bought it."

"How?"

"With My blood."

"But why, lord?"

"Because I have loved you with an everlasting love. Give the last brick to me."I placed the filthy brick into His wounded palm. It contained the entire dirt and evil of my life: my pride, my selfishness, and the depression that constantly tormented me.He turned to the cross and hurled my brick into the pool of blood at its base. It hardly made a ripple.

"Now, My child, you need to go back. I will be with you always. When you are troubled, call to me and I will help you and show you things you cannot imagine now."

"Yes, Lord, I will call on you." I reached to pick up my burden."You may leave that here if you wish. You see all these burdens? They are the ones that others have left at my feet. Joan's, Paula's, Debra's, Ruth' s... When you leave your burden here, I carry it with you. Remember, My yoke is easy and My burden is light."

As I placed my burden with Him, the light began to fade. Yet I heard Him whisper, "I will never leave you, nor forsake you."

A peace flooded my soul.

From www.xanga.com/adeline_xin

How many times have God spoken to me and said "I will never leave you, nor forsake you." yet I have lost trust in Him all the time... God forgive me when I say I don't care... forgive me when I pretend to not care about your words, about your promises... God cuz deep down inside... U know I love you, and I know you love me too... In jesus's name Amen...

Friday, December 09, 2005

hehehe I was thinking what kind of person I am...

and I came up with a whole list...

I am...

1. A really grouchy person esp. in the mornings... ppl who stay with me know that I BITE esp when you kacau me in the morning when I just get up... Best thing is to leave me alone in the mornings, and after I shower I feel much better

2. A girl with really bad bed hair... hahaha that's why I need to shower in the morning

3. From Malaysia... NOT SINGAPORE... like duh!

4. 19, not 20 like many ppl think

5. A worrywart

6. I tend to nag too much

hehehe... ok I dunno why I lost my trail of thoughts

back to my photos!

At the seal training session... before that I was just sms-ing xuande...

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Adie the Australian Sea Lion... it's cute!!!! abt 8yrs of age, and weighs abt 100kg... I think... It was the AQWA's newest acquisition, for about 2 months... and it is really aggressive... it jumps up and tried to bite some stuff from visitors... and it succeeded, inc. video cameras... hehee... and it did a few tricks... not that of throwing balls around and stuff, but it was trained to do things that they usually do...

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Sally the New Zealand sea lion(I think) or fur seal... It's super adorable too!!! hahaha... it's about 8 yrs old too... and it has been there for about 2 yrs... It did the same tricks as Adie... oh btw Adie is female... and it's so named because it came from Adelaide... anyway back to Sally... it was super adorable... cuz it wasn't a very focused sea lion... its mind tended to wander around... hahaha it was cute!!!!!!

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Lunch at the boardwalk!!! Look at the boats... cheapest ones I know can start ranging from 200,000!!!! That's about the cost of a house! crazy

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Our fingers at the map of location at the top of the DNA tower, as requested by Huiyi... Clockwise from top, Daniel, Janice, Me, Huiyi, Jin Chuan...

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Me and Huiyi at the top of DNA tower... hahaha when I looked down I felt like vomitting!!! and when I got to the bottom, my legs felt like jelly... 101 steps, 15m high... 202 steps in total!!! ooooo that helped with my weight keeping... cuz U need to walk at least 10,000 steps per day to maintain your weight!!!!!! that's about 1/50??? :P U do the math... I'm lazy

Till then... more photos!

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Had a weird dream last night... hahaha I think it was about spiders and stuff... must have been influenced by the creepy crawlies I saw at the zoo that day... Saw this really gigantic tarantula hiding at its burrow hey... it was scary!!!! really creepy... hehehe...Anyway... what did we do yesterday???

WEnt to WA aquarium and King's park... thanks to Daniel n Janice who accompanied us... actually I was really jittery and nervous... cuz my ex was going as well... it has been ages since I last met him... and spent so much time with him... but Huiyi wanted to meet up with him, so it was ok... I was like really nervous n stuff, but it was all good... hehehe and later when I asked Daniel how I presented myself, he said I was gooD! hehehehe that means that I didn't seem too nervous... :P

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AQWA... the sign board... ooopsY! prob with resizing... ah well can't be bothered

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Me with a sea snail... I think??? hehe it was in a great big shell... and its "flesh???" was yellow, and soft... Yes... I know my hair spoilt the whole scene

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Starfish!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pretty things, they are...

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Moon jellyfish... it's really pretty!!!! Glows in UV light... transparent organisms... Yes... and Janice made a blunder abt its testicles... I mean... tentacles

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The lobster was hanging upside down from the rock!!!!!!! was super cool!!!! NEver seen lobsters like that!!!

We took more photos...

Ah well... till then... :P Photos are from Huiyi's camera... :) thanks!
If any of the following statements apply to you, hightlight/bold/italize it.
Then, post it:

i have a cell phone.
i have friends that use me.
i am an only child.
i love dangly earrings.
i love cold weather.
i'm obsessed with the computer.

i have shot a gun before.
i can't live without music.
i have no tolerance of ignorant people.
i have ridden on a motorcycle before.
i'll be in this town forever.
i've been to 5 other countries.
i get annoyed easily.
i eventually want kids.

i have neat handwriting.
i have more than a few horrible memories.
i am addicted to chocolate.
i am an atheist.
i love airplane rides.
i love taking pictures.
i hate people who are fake.
i can be mean when i want to.

my parents care about my grades
one of my best friends is a girl.
i have way too many wallets.
i'm obsessed with lip gloss.
i am easy to talk to
i would never eat raw fish.
i cry easily.
i hate when people are late.

i procrastinate.
i love winter.
i have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
i love to sleep.
i wish i were smarter.

i'm afraid of flying.
i hate drama.
i bite my nails.
i have been on an 8 hour drive.

i never fight with my parents.
i love the beach.
i have never had the chicken pox.
i have gone out in public in my pajamas.
i can't control my emotions.
i have a best friend.
i have moved more than once.
i truly love my friends.

i have (had) braces.
i have never broken a bone.
i hate my computer.
i love girls that play the drums.
i state the obvious.
i'm a happy person.
i love to dance.
i love to sing.

i love cleaning my room.
i tend to get jealous very easily.
i love cute underwear.
i love night better than day.
i don't like to study for tests.
i have been on the phone for over 5 hours.
i am too forgiving.
i have horrible sense of direction.
i miss elementary school.
i'm a daddy's boy/girl.
i love the color pink.

i love to sew.
my eye color changes
i should see a therapist.
i played on a girls sports team.
i become stressed easily.
i hate/detest liars.
i love the smell of rain.
i love my family.

i hate needles.
i am a perfectionist.
i always wanted to learn to play the drums.
i hate the feeling of failure.
i have friends in other countries.

i know how to cook.
i can be quite selfish.
at times, i still act like a little kid.

i have food allergies.
i love to read.
i wish i were more motivated for school.

i love getting stuff in the mail.
i have problems with letting go of old feelings.
i hate being alone

i love summer.
i love the weekends. (that's when church is!)
i love black eyeliner.
i think I'm a looker.
i type with one hand.
i live in a one story house.
i wear make-up.
(sometimes)
i have never rode on an underground subway.
i can't swim.
i have bad memories.
i go to church.
i sing in the shower.

i hate cheerleaders.
i usually get what i want.
i have been on stage before.
i love roller coasters.

no one knows my full story of my life.
i am close to my parents.

i don't have a curfew.


with courtesy of Sheryl... who got it from Kitty :P

Monday, December 05, 2005

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First KTV photo! Huiyi, Me, Sheryl... hehehehehehe love it!

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Ivan, Me, Sheryl, Ben!!!!!! hehehe 5 of us were singing together... had fun today!!!!

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Mou mou!!!! He's been shaved... :P Got this off shen xian... don't u think his eyes are super nice... I love dogs eyes!!!!!! They look so innocent n understanding... :)

oooo going to AQWA on Thursday!!!! yaaaaaay!!!! :) happy

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Once again... I'll make myself clear

I hate it when people try to interfere with the way I do things

Point taken?

ciao
Back with more of these quizzes!!!! I guess I just can't get enuff of it can I???

How boyish or girlish am I?

You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?


My personality??? Come on! how can it be deduced with 3 qns????

Your Personality Is
Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.
The Three Question Personality Test


My hidden talent???

Your Hidden Talent
You have the power to persuade and influence others.You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!


true???? nope dun think so!

My birth order predictor???

You Are Likely A Forth Born
At your darkest moments, you feel angry.At work and school, you do best when your analyzing.When you love someone, you tend to be very giving.
In friendship, you don't take the initiative in reaching out.Your ideal jobs are: factory jobs, comedy, and dentistry.You will leave your mark on the world with your own personal philosophy.
The Birth Order Predictor


Sounds quite like me hey... regret not doing dentistry!!!!! :P
How weird am I?


You Are 80% Weird
You're more than quirky, you're downright strange.But you're also strangely compelling, like a cult leader.

How Weird Are You?


Outrageous names!!!


Your Outrageous Name is:
Jenna Talia

Outrageous Name Generator


How do men see me?


Men See You As Choosy
Men notice you light years before you notice themYou take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be pickyYou aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounterIt may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?


What John Cusack Movie am I???


Your Life is Like
Serendipity

What John Cusack movie are you?


My ideal marriage proposal


Your Ideal Marriage Proposal Is
After dinner at your favorite restaurant, at the spot where you first kissed.



So true!!!!

How girly am I???


You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls
You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back.You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?


True too!!!!

What do guys like about me?


Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of wayYou just get most guys - even if you're not trying toGuys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secretsNo wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?


What scent am I???


Your Scent is Rose
Delicate, feminine, and softYour personality is fresh and understated

What Scent Are You?

Do I pass 8th grade math?


You Passed 8th Grade Math
Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?


My kissing purity score???


Your Kissing Purity Score: 74% Pure
For you, kissing isn't a casual thing
Lip to lip action makes your heart sing

Kissing Purity Test


Man I thought I was quite pure???? skeptical

My power colour???


Your Power Color Is Gold
At Your Highest:
You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you.
At Your Lowest:
You seek thrills and neglect what's important in your life.
In Love:
You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude.
How You're Attractive:
You passion for life makes others passionate about you.
Your Eternal Question:
"Am I Having Fun?"



I don't agree with that!

What are the keys to my heart?


The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?


Agreed!

What age do I act???


You Are 20 Years Old
Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.
20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?


Quite ok... similar to my age now...

OK I better stop!!!! u might scream!
Forgot to tell you guys... U know today Huiyi called En Janice???!!! That was hilarious!

love ya

hehe
Sigh...

I totally miss home... Miss home so much... and my close friends... Sheryl, Shen xian... are leaving...!!!! am gonna miss them soooo much!!!!! I'm not the kind of person who will go up to someone and say... "Hi... I'm kaiting... you are???? I think you're cute!" ok... I added that for fun... but then again... I'll prolly have to learn to adapt to getting to know more people... learn how to socialise again... it's just... sigh... no familiar numbers to call when you are bored... no people to kacau already...

and it doesn't help that ppl are asking me to go home quick... It's not like I can help it... if I could, I would!

Today there was this testimony made by this lady, Michelle, who's getting married next week! She's in her late 30s... and anyway she was just saying how God put many ppl in her path, yet she didn't want to settle for someone mediocre. She wanted the best God had for her... and so she met the best... At that point of time, this thought just came to my mind... "God I don't want to settle for someone less than best... I know you have someone perfect in mind for me... and I don't want to jump into a relationship and realise he's less than best!" Michelle said something like "What can be more lucky to have someone pray with you through times of trouble?" which was true... I will not settle for someone less than best, who finds it absolutely pointless to pray... Someone who can lead me, walk with me in our relationship with God... that is absolutely ideal... that's why we have to keep our options open... and just wait for the best God has to offer... cuz I absolutely believe he has the best for us! Because I'm a princess of God... I'm a princess!!!! I never thought of it that way... all my life I've wanted to be a princess... since young... and now I realise that I am... so precious to my daddy, He'd give everything for me... I'm the precious jewel in His palm... and so he's got a precious Jewel for me too... :) The prince... somewhere... near or far... but somewhere... :) Relationships seem like matchmaking... just that the matchmaker is God... :)

Lucky me!

Then we (huiyi, me and mark) went to lunch with Gen, Weiyue, Vips, Bang... and then we hung around and sent Wy to the airport... yet another one gone!!! WE'll miss you weiyue!!!!! :) Come back soon!!!

just woke up from my nap!!! yawn... :) felt really blessed today...

Love you GOD!

Thursday, December 01, 2005

Huiyi's safe in Perth already...

Million thanks to Daniel who sorta sacrificed some sleep time to go wait with me @ the airport for her... thank you heaps Dan! U're a bomb! :) Anyway... let's see what happened yesterday

Xuande called me... and he was like telling me Huiyi couldn't fly already cuz there was some problem and they stuffed up her ticket... and I was like... "mhmm..." and I thought she prolly was arriving today or smth... but he said "2 weeks later...?!?!?!?!?!?!" and I Was like... "...!!!!"

Then Huiyi took over the phone and she go "U this ben4 nĂ¼3 ren2!!! Don't tell me U believe what that Xuande said???!"

And I was like "Whattttt!!!!! I really believed lo!!!!"

I guess this shows how naive I am... sighz... I'm not going to believe XUande anymore...

Anyway... then... yeah I went to Koorong... n got Shenxian a book for His birthday... but don't let him know.... I even smsed him to check if he's read the book... and I made up some lamer excuse that I haven't read it before wanna know if it's good... hahaha I don't know why I didn't get him a book on leadership or self worth or smth... hahah it was a fiction story book... :) yeahhh.... and I got my sequel to one tuesday morning... yippeee!!!!

Then got home and started reading my book... I guess I was pretty nervous that my friend was coming... don't know why... then Dan came and picked me... and we went to airport... met Kelvin... who was waiting 4 Yuanlong to check in... then we had coffee... and the 2 guys were talking abt some stuff I totally didn't understand... so I was just reading newspaper at the side... then me n Dan went to look at planes at the viewing gallery... and he was telling me abt how planes work... I was quite amazed cuz that guy really knows quite a lot...

Once we saw her plane land n park... we went down and then waited outside the arrival gates... and like I was getting pretty edgy... haha and Dan could tell tho I was singing to try to mask how I felt... he said I seemed tense, which was quite true... he said I seemed edgy... n e atmosphere around me was that of tension... I don't know why I felt that way... I guess I felt nervous... n apprehensive... and excited at the same time...

Then was just looking and looking... and just stood there beside Dan, wasn't saying anything to him... I guess I was just lost in my own world... hahaha and it was kinda weird... cuz I normally talk alot... and then Huiyi came out... hehehe and I sorta like waved and she waved... and yeah... I finally relaxed... a lil :) hehehe

Then she came out... and was pretty suaku... hahaha sorry ah... but it's true... :P taking heaps of photos... n stuff like taht... then yeah... on my way back... she said... why does it look so undeveloped...????? hahahaha so funny man... and I could see Daniel "Arm chio-ing" hahaha... and I was super "arm chio" also... hahaha... cuz she was just sooooo funny laaaaaa... and she was like..."haiyo... is it so dark one??? why does it look so ghostly??? no lights one..." hahaha super funny man that girl... :P

then stuff la... the piggy is sleeping in my room now... grinZ

love ya all!

:)
Where should I start???

Aww... maybe I should just end

ciao