Proud sisters and the proud bride (to be)... love you da jie jie... Thanks for always always being there for me regardless... Thanks for loving me~!!!! You are truly a beautiful bride...

Adeline, Cheryl, me, mum, Byron(back)
4th aunt, 2nd aunt, 7th aunt, 7th uncle, yi zhang and ah yi

Not much of a change...

Extended family... cousins~!!!!!

Adeline, Me and er jie jie...

I love you all... haha just like wad adeline said... I wish i could have said that the wedding ended well... but it ended with vinegar, broken porcelain, rivalry and plenty of tears...

After a 35min QT and really swollen and puffy eyes...

I realised one thing...

That everytime I am persecuted by my parents, God is sadder than I am...

Was scolded again for the 999999th time about going to church... This time by both dad and mum...

I shall not input details. Ask me in detail if U want to know.

Needless to say I was hurt. Very very much... to the extent that I started questioning God if I'm doing the right thing. I felt I cannot do it... I was so tempted to give up... really give up and just throw everything that I have got away... That is how weak I am... How timid I am behind that pretense that I give... indeed, it hurts to be misunderstood. But it hurts even more to be persecuted without being able to explain yourself.

BUT God is faithful. He showed me that even though I may be sad, He is even sadder than I am. I'm the child. It's normal for me to be scolded... But everytime I get scolded about Church, He is insulted... and his children (aka my parents) are denying him. And disowning him time and again... And that is just 2 people out of the 7 billion or more people who curse and deny him all the time...

And my heart just hurts for him... So much... that I started crying again... because it just hurt...

So now I am sitting down with an absolutely -(fill in the blank)- mood and swollen eyes...

Press on, whoever is persecuted for his righteousness...

Got this verse in my daily devotional... Felt that God was speaking to me. esp today.

Dec 25

Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth. Ps 46:10

Because of his great love, He gave his only son. Everything was done so you could come. Come to the father, though your gift is small, broken hearts and broken lives, He can take it all...

And now, I feel that I can face any obstacle again... Because of His great love... I am made whole, and strong again...

I love you Daddy, thank you...

To you, who just called me from Perth

U know who you are and I bet you're an ardent fan of my blog... *hehe don't deny*

Thanks for the call~! :) Feel really really blessed hey... Even though my day was already kinda good... and happy cuz the whole family's home, your call made me feel even better, and made me feel more blessed... Thank you so much...

OK I know I haven't blogged about U before...

Here goes about my friend...

It is a He

He is tall
He is strong and caring
He helps his friends whenever he can
He argues like crazy with me
He doesn't open car doors
BUT BUT BUT... he's "taken" me to lunch before... hahahaha~!!!!!

although I can't stand U when U complain bout my supposed hearing problems... BUT... U've been a great person I know and cherish nevertheless...

Using this Christmas to say "THANK YOU" For this is a time of thanksgiving...

The First and the LAST time U'd see me say this... cuz it's just not very my style towards you...

BUT thanks

For the laughter
For the arguments
For the phone calls
and most importantly
For the friendship...

*p.s. he is single*

Mr Lee and I -- Regardless of what happens, I still love you ;)















Chung Cheng babies 1999-2002 (1)















Chung Cheng babies 1999-2002 (2)

Just finished class chalet like not tooooo long ago... haha 25 people rsvpied... and some last min people turned up, and needless to say, some rsvp-ies mia-ed... I must say I was disappointed. Which in a way, happens even with cell group and church... But experience has taught me that in whatever happens, continue to stand strong and face all adversity with a smile...

I still love all of you no matter what... :)

shall blog l8r

Some of my dearies have been asking me what I want for Christmas...

Hehe... and All I want for Christmas Is you... and you and you and you...

Points to God

To everyone in Zion... :)

And of course my dear family...

TO my family... and my extended family in Perth... Obviously U guys are the ones I treasure the most... Only you can make me feel the way I feel... Your moods, your feelings are the reason I smile...

But of course there is one small other thing I want for Christmas...

And that is a Sony Vaio C~!!!! hehehe.... It is awfully cute...

But oh well...

Went CD shopping today... Bought Utada Hikaru and Streams of Praise and Point of Grace Christmas album... hmm... those are presents for people~!!!!! :)

Felt really blessed buying presents~!!!!!

Thanks for making me feel blessed~! Love ya

~Ting~

Thanks girl...

Yeah... all this rivalry in the family... all the "Christian and non-christian" terms... All the pretense that is skin deep is making me so annoyed...

I really want to throw up... and I am serious...

I wish we could turn back time to before I was 10... I think life was much more perfect then... At least siblings didn't hate each other... At least religion was not such a huge problem to anyone then... Sometimes I feel... I hate being born in this family... I wish I wasn't... I know U dun understand... I know Cheryl doesn't understand... Neither do I... Neither does my eldest sister...

Yes I truly hate the pretense... I hate them being all nice and all in front of each other... and backstab their brothers and sisters in front of the others... And U know who I'm talking about... God says Love is patient and kind... I truly wonder how long I can be truly patient and kind till... I love my parents... I really do... BUT sometimes I really don't understand how things can become like that...

Afterall God says honour your parents...

Dear, thank you for your encouragement... I know God will NOT make it harder than I can bear... Things happen which we cannot understand... BUT what we can do is to live a life that's exemplary... even the cousins... to love each other more than the brothers and sisters in the family do...

Thank you for your encouragement... I really treasure it... Muacks...

Psalms 92:12

The Righteous shall flourish like a palm tree, He shall grow like a cedar in Lebanon

Still

Hide me now
Under your wings
Cover me
Beneath your mighty hand

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King above the flood
I will be still, know you are God...

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King above the flood
I will be still, know you are God...

This song calmed me down... A lot of things happened today at home... cried till my eyes were a bit red... It was bad... cried everytime I thought about what happened... and cried while I was listening to the CHC sermon... Problems, problems and problems...

Was very tempted to give up... But God sent angels to encourage me... I felt very good after that...

To you, who called me all the way from Perth... Thank you... Tho we didn't say much due to the line crackling and all... it still meant so much to me... thank you...

To you, who knows what I am thinking about... knowing that the real burden in my heart is family... thank you... girl... thank you for understanding me without me even needing to say anything... you understand... you love me... and I am so blessed that you love me...

I know I have the strength to face anything again...

Thank You father, thank you...

When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storm... :)

I actually miss Zion so much... that I went on to the never changing website to look at it...

And I feel such a wave of nostalgia hitting me...

I miss you... I miss all of you...

I wish I was back home (I mean Perth) right now... I really really do...

Because I miss Zion... I miss everyone there... every single one...

Da jie jie called home today... and I asked her how Zion was on Sunday...

And she said there were sooooo little people... and I went "so I bet Terence had to go... Cherrie... can you sit there?"

"Yeah... we had to..."

Been praying for the passion to re-ignite my heart... For the passion for the lost... Somehow I feel lost myself... sometimes...

I guess I've been scared... I feel like... I've lost a part of me... But I can't point it out myself... Few people who don't really know me have pointed out that I look tired... that even though I'm smiling... There isn't the familiar glint in my eyes anymore...

God I hate this world of pretense...

Sometimes I really hate pretending... pretending to be someone I'm not... Pretending to smile even though I don't want to smile...

I hate pretending in front of my parents... Not telling them how I really feel...

Was looking through AdZ's phone that day... and saw the verses her mum smsed her... to read... and I felt really really touched... I wish I can have a relationship like that with my parents... I wish I can understand how they feel... I wish I can receive verses of encouragement...

But why is it all that I receive is verses of mockery

Of "U're fat..."

Of "U think that U're christian now U don't need your ancestors"

No matter how hard I try... No matter how much I do... I can never ever be good enough can I?

God... it hurts... it really does... I pray you take it away... God take away the hurt I feel at times... Take away the timidity... God U know I hide my fears by appearing strong... God... I pray, oh Lord that you show me the plans you have for me...

I hate pretending... To the extent I find myself fake... I hate smiling yet not meaning it...

BUT through it all... there is only ONE thing to be thankful of...

That God has never ever let me go... That God still loves me through it all...

Despite my sins...

Despite the fact that I am fat...

Despite the fact that I lie to get myself out of trouble...

Despite the fact that I act strong... yet I am really a baby inside...

Despite the fact that when I manja I am seeking for attention...

Despite the fact that I am not lovable most of the time...

Despite the fact that I say hurtful stuff and don't mean it...

Despite the fact that I denied Jesus time and again...

God still loves me...

God I only pray for your presence to be so real in my life... God show me the way... Teach me your ways... God...take away the hurts... Father, speak to me...

I love you...

and I know...

You love me... and You have always always loved me...

U guys know I've been pretty ... not myself these few days... hehe I assure U this will soon past... Because I have decided in my mind to let that person go...

Doesn't matter how much I think about that person...

Doesn't matter how much I feel about that person...

It is time to let go... :)

And be myself...

And soar in the sky... Free as a bird... as an eagle...

Father Lord I pray for you to guide me, for your plans to prevail in my life... In my life your will be done... Thank you father for your guidance... Thank you father for pulling me through... Amen...

Thank you for sharing my burdens with me... Listening to me go on and on... Listening to my uncertainties... Thank you for NOT laughing at me... Thank you for encouraging me on... Girls... I really appreciate you... even though I don't say it, because I find it so hard to say... Adz... thank you for being so frank with me... it really makes me feel so much better... MUacks...

I want to be faithful... really really... But I realised I'm still a coward...... So many things that happen... I can only be subtle... Realised that sometimes families can really teach the wrong things... eg... How can a 12 yr old kid comment that their uncle is a hypocrite????

I am so disappointed in my extended family... Don't get me wrong... I love my family... BUT... when it comes to teaching, the kids model the parents too much... when your dad says "ur uncle really loves you..." the kid says in a mocking manner "yeah jesus loves you"... To mock christianity, to mock the fact that they think that christians are hypocrites...

I am amazed...

And disappointed at the same time...

Come to think about it... I'm really blessed... I'm watching this HK drama called War and Beauty... gosh it is sooooo good I end up watching one episode after another... on and on... hard to press the stop button... because it is sooooo good :) and I realised I am sooooo blessed...

Not to be born in the Qing Dynasty... Imagine, once U are born your life purpose has been set for you... U are destined to marry the king and serve him forever... Once ladies go into the palace... they don't come out... NOR step out at all... That's why they get so bored and resort to backstabbing I reckon... How sad is that???? Very very very... I was calculating with my dad today...

There are 3000+ ladies in the palace... and given that the king/emperor has sex (of course I said sleep with when I was talking to my dad) 1 lady each day... imagine rotating till ur turn 10 yrs later???!!!!! Oh gosh... imagine 10 yrs... um... I think I won't be able to stand it... How on earth were the ladies able to stand it?!?!?!?! And this never happens... The king usually only spends time with the ladies whom he loves... and guess what??? Maybe U only get to sleep with the king once in your entire life...

And this is how their future is set... How it is ruined...

I am a lucky girl to be born in the 20th century...

Thank God...

I was just thinking...

These few days, topics between Me, Er Jie Jie and Adeline seem to be on guys, on marriage...

Maybe it's the marriage blues that Da Jie Jie is getting married soon... grinZ... seem like such a whirl... One of my sisters is getting married... End of next yr it's er jie jie and then it'll be my turn in maybe... 7 yrs???

Haha... yes I know everyone knows I want to get married by the age of 24... But I think that remains a fantasy... Afterall I'm not mature enough, in terms of thought, in terms of fending for myself... Am still a naive little thing in a big world... Sometimes I wonder... why do people think so differently to me? I'll never understand... Becaus God made us all different...

Actually I realised, I tend to really go all out for people I like, people I love... haha Not to gain their favour, but I really feel very blessed by seeing them blessed... I admit sometimes it might seem insignificant, but I really try my best hey... eg when I'm working or having class the next day... I stay up talking to u... that's because I treat U as a really good friend... Or when I wake up just to talk to you... that's because I love U... haha so which means... I am buggable... seriously... feel free to bug me alright???

BUT what makes me upset is when people start to take me for granted... actually I know I shouldn't be complaining; after all stuff happen... hehe... BUT oh well... I believe I haven't been taken for granted yet... or so I think... so oh well...

Remember my trip to Melbourne? I ended up with lots of mossy bites... (Or maybe it was caused by the surprise birthday party where I stood outside the house and waited for it to start) and I started scratching... being me... and guess what????? now my legs are full of scars and marks... so bad I really feel like crying... and I am serious... can't wear skirts for a long time without anyone seeing my scars... sigh... I really regret scratching... Moral of the story???? Don't go to Melbourne... Nor surprise birthday parties...

Ok I am just kidding...

OK back to marriage...

I realised we're all growing up... A sentence I read in a book says it all

"Today I worry about pimples, Tomorrow I worry about wrinkles"

Indeed, we are all growing up... Seems like yesterday (Of course this is just a simile because last night I stayed up talking to Adeline about troubles) we were talking about barbie and ken (by the way do U know that they broke up already?) or... Polly pocket dolls, cupcake dolls and ice cream dolls... Or even Enid blyton story books... Now... we talk about Boys, make up, marriage, weddings, church, relationships... A huge contrast in our topics... A huge contrast in what we've been through in life...

I can't say I'm smarter today than yesterday... Than 10 years before... But I've seriously grown up... learnt much more... seen more...

By the way, I got coloured contact lenses~!!!! Amethyst, Brown and Grey I think... hehe... GrinZ... still thinking of getting those big eyed lenses... those which make u look more innocent I think... hehe big big eyes... doe eyed... hmmm I hope I look good in them

Oh well...

See how it goes...

Went back to Chung Cheng again today... Make it a yearly routine to go back at least once a year when I go back to Singapore...

Brought back heaps of memories...

The time when I was growing up... From 13-16... That was the time where Chung Cheng shaped my life so much... Never ever thought I'd ever love a school so much, miss it so so much... Indeed, Chung Cheng has got its wonders, its beauty...

Arrived at school at 9am... realised Chung Cheng has become much more "cheena" in a way... Because there's actually a security guard house, which is built in the image of the school auditorium building... (Yes where the "Toa Pek Kong" sits)... Or maybe the Technical building... I dunno... Just the authentic Chinese roof thingy... haha... Walked through the entrance of Auditorium, Students were revising on history... They were "caught" to study history because they didn't do very well generally... This really brought back fond memories... Of Huiwen being "caught" every morning to do tian2 xie3 han4 zi4... I don't think students now actually understand how the teachers feel... How the teachers really have the burden in their hearts to help them do well... I never felt it so strongly before, until I stepped into school today... As people, we take everything for granted... Have this strange burden in my heart to want to go speak to them, and guide them on... The students were there physically, but 3/4 of them weren't even studying... walking around, going outside for walks, listening to music etc...

Met Miss Wong... Felt she's lost weight...

Huiyi and Huiwen were talking to miss Wong regarding the school lake... (which at one point they planned to cover up). BUT as much as they'd like to reclaim the land, there's really a maximum you can reclaim it. Because Chung Cheng is famous for its lake... Without the lake, I don't think Chung Cheng can be whole... The School lake brought back fond memories... Mr Zeng going "Zhong1 Zheng4 hu2 zhi3 neng2 yang3 wu1 gui1"... Apparently there were geese, rabbits and ducks... BUT I don't remember them at all...

Fond memories of Chinese Calligraphy

Memories of black dots on white skirt (Retro style~!!!!!)

Bats?!!~!!!

Crows...

The life in Chung Cheng was beautiful... Tho... we were pretty much contented in our 3 classes... of Higher Chinese... Didn't have much interaction with the other students on the 4th floor tho... Thus being known as the "gao1 hua2 san1 ban1"... The "san1 lou2 de ban1"... The Chung Cheng Spirit Award... The class decorations for CNY...

A walk down memory lane brought back many many memories... Miss Wong even made me play the piano~!

Then we had a walk to the old science building which is now used for CCA... It was renovated... So different, so beautiful now as compared to before... The grey, peeling paint has been changed to a beautiful beige-yellow colour. The ugly doors which were falling off was changed to beautiful, polished brown doors... The cracking granite(?) floors were changed to beautiful tiles... It has been changed... So beautiful... As we walked past the LT2... memories flooded back... Yes, the sky is crying... Grin... No... actually, the memories of me peeking at the back of the guy I used to like during HC remedial, memories of us arguing with Miss wong against Chinese Remedial... Boy we were a rowdy bunch! Walked to this room, called the pin3 cha2 shi4... or testing tea room? hehe... it teaches tea sampling to students... Awesome room... beautifully furnished with tea cups, pots, etc... the place for our "younger youth alumni" gathering... haha... then we went over to the next room to have a look... Chinese resource room... Full of Chinese books...

It's amazing to find how U have to leave something before you see how much that thing matters to you. I am serious...

Though I have left Chung Cheng now... A part of me will always remain... A growing up part of me... The part that has followed me for so so long... I love my school... always, always...

I realise a big part of me which really makes me want to stay behind in Singapore is Chung Cheng High School... I always feel the strong sense of coming back to serve my school... in any way after I go back to chung cheng... That intensifies the yi1 yi1 bu4 she3 feeling...

If I had a chance... I would bring my future spouse to visit the school... haha If I had a chance I'd encourage my students to go to Chung Cheng High...

I love you... Thank You...

Hey...

Got my results...

Pharmaceutics 58
Pharm Chem 74
Pharmacotherapy 61
Pharm Prac 64
Pharm Project PASS

Thank God for results... Thank God I passed... hehe but then now I feel a bit disappointed that I didn't do well enough to get into hospital pharmacy...

Weird that I only got 58 for pharmaceutics hey given that I spent 1 whole week focussing on that unit... so I wonder why... maybe I didn't answer straight to the point...

So... I'm a lil disappointed now... But nevertheless... Thank God

I am weak...

Hurting inside... hehe emotional turmoil...

It is a silly reason, But I still feel weak and silly...

Don't ask me why... Don't offer to help...

Cuz this is nothing serious... It's just because of a silly reason.... And sheryl... U know why... hehe

Oh well... maybe 2 ppl know the reason why... But dun ask me why... because...

:)

This song never fails to touch me...

GOD WILL MAKE A WAY... From Jimmy's blog. Yes, indeed, God will make a way... Where there seems to be no way...

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength for each new day
He will make a way
God will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
And rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
He will do something new today.

This is so good.

Friends, just wanna urge you, regardless of what you are going through, regardless of the pain, the sorrows... The hurt...

God will make a way

Press on...

Love

Am very happy these days....

Cuz yours truly has officially finished her exams... And though I don't know how I went, I think I SHOULD be fine... *crosses fingers*

Went for IO volunteers meeting today... Recycling of packs... The poor organisers hey... They had quite a fair few people put down their names for recycling... and in the end like 6 ppl turned up? And Herman wasn't even supposed to be there~! Well we finished it much earlier than expected though, like at about 1? Am so proud of U guys~!

Then went out for lunch with Chin Seng... yes our so-called "date"... haha Dim sum at Mei xin... hehe Today was the first time someone tasted Fried Milk~! Tho' u caN ask me what "Fried milk" means and all I can tell you that it's Milk that is fried~! haha... OK... Am just being lame... Still owe Chin Seng money... :P oops sorry~!

Hmm... Been thinking a lot recently... about some stuff in life... Just wondering how come I never noticed this weak side of me... Never knew I can be so weak, so terrible, so annoying... Praying praying praying... really pray that God strengthens me...

For the time being

I shall just go to sleep first...

Ciao...

Love ya all

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Round Diamond!

A round diamond is classic and timeless, just like your style Your diamond will always look with the times - and goes with everything Of all diamonds, round diamonds show the most sparkle They are often chosen by sweet, dependable women who make marriage their #1 priority.

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

You Are 37% Fake

The real you is something you embrace and don't mind enhancing. You know that a few beauty secrets aren't a big deal, as long as you look good.

How Fake Are You?

Adeline was just commenting on how she loves her study buddies...

I love my study buddies too!~~~~

Love the 2 jie jies... Karen and Yeemei who always let me manja to them... to the point that when I tell yee mei "Yeemei I want to cry already" she says "It's Ok... I know U won't" cuz I keep saying that I want to cry...

haha...

Then I love the shen xian who always studies with me and buys me bbt and green tea~! and never fails to cheer me up~!

Then I love kimberly who brightens the room up with her neverending chatter... and smile... and friendliness...

Won't go in depth with how much I Love them and why I do...

I love U all~!

Oceans will part...

If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand


Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shown
In my life Your will be done


Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand

Daddy... I adore you...~!

Love you so much d~...

:)

Gosh this flash clip never fails to make me cry...

It's like Jesus giving all of us hope... "It must be hard on you..."

Everytime we're down or depressed, Jesus washes our feet and tells us "It's ok... cheer up... U're fine, U've got hope in me"

Dear Father in heaven,

Thank you for loving me... "At the cross I bow my knees, where your blood was shed for me, there's no greater love than this"... as the lyrics say in "At the cross", yes Lord, the more I'm convicted of your love for me... The more I know you love me... and died for me... God I believe your love has never failed even though I fail you... because I know you love me... Lord, help to pull me through and continue to give me hope regardless of how I'm feeling... clear up my misunderstandings... I love you so much...

Your daughter,
Kaiting

At the Cross

Verse 1:
Oh Lord You’ve searched me,
You know my way;
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

Chorus:
At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There’s no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?

Verse 2:
You go before me,
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me;
I know You love me.
And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes,
And You stand before me,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

Bridge:
You tore the veil, You made a way
When You said that it is done.

凯婷大公主我最近真的心很烦。。。

明知道不该烦的东西，我却非常的不听话。。。

毕竟，心不听脑说的，非常非常不听话。。。

因为。。。

其实我心知肚明就好了。。。 为什么要跟全世界说呢？

哎。。。 本来满肚子的话要说，现在。。。 算了

回去读书~！

爱你们哦~！！！！

凯婷公主
(或神仙说的“梁家大公主”）

I'm a Sanguine/Phlegmatic as given by

Melancholy Strength:2 Weakness:7 23%
Phlegmatic Strength:5 Weakness:4 23%
Sanguine Strength:10 Weakness:4 35%
Choleric Strength:3 Weakness:5 20%

http://oneishy.com/personality

Weird, cuz I always thought I'm a sanguine/melancholic.

Sanguine (Strengths)

The Extrovert | The Talker | The Optimist
The Sanguine's Emotions

* Appealing personality
* Talkative, Storyteller
* Life of the Party
* Good sense of humor
* Memory for color
* Physically holds on to listener
* Emotional and demonstrative
* Enthusiastic and expressive
* Cheerful and bubbling over
* Curious
* Good on stage
* Wide-eyed and innocent
* Lives in the present
* Changeable disposition
* Sincere at heart
* Always a child

The Sanguine As A Parent

* Makes Home Fun
* Is liked by children's friends
* Turns disaster into humor
* Is the circus master

The Sanguine At Work

* Volunteers for Jobs
* thinks up new activities
* Looks great on the Surface
* Creative and colorful
* Has energy and enthusiasm
* Starts in a flashy way
* Inspires others to join
* charms others to work

The Sanguine As a Friend

* Makes friends easily
* Loves People
* Thrives on compliments
* Seems exciting
* envied by others
* Doesn't hold grudges
* apologizes quickly
* Prevents dull moments
* Likes spontaneous activities

Sanguine (Weakness)

The Extrovert | The Talker | The Optimist
The Sanguine's Emotions

* Compulsive talker
* Exaggerates and elaborates
* Dwells on trivia
* Can't remember names
* Scares others off
* Too happy for some
* Has restless energy
* Egotistical
* Blusters and complains
* Naive, gets taken in
* Has loud voice and laugh
* Controlled by circumstances
* Gets angry easily
* Seems phony to some
* Never Grows Up

The Sanguine As A Parent

* Keeps home in a frenzy
* Forgets children's appointments
* disorganized
* Doesn't listen to the whole story

The Sanguine At Work

* Would rather talk
* forgets obligations
* Doesn't follow through
* Confidence fades fast
* Undisciplined
* Priorities out of order
* Decides by feelings
* Easily distracted
* Wastes time talking

The Sanguine As a Friend

* Hates to be alone
* Needs to be center stage
* Wants to be popular
* Looks for credit
* dominates conversations
* Interrupts and doesn't listen
* answers for others
* Fickle and forgetful
* Makes excuses
* Repeats stories

Gosh... Just go do the test and tell me what U think of the definitions... Am I a sanguine to U????

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有些男人真的是笨到我没话说。他们的脑袋瓜到底长在什么地方？ 是不是长错地方了呢？

嘿，男人呀。。。

你怎么能够奢望伤了女生的心之后，还希望她能够笑笑地对你说：“嘿我祝你幸福。。。”

你要明白，我们女生并不像你们那么样绝情。。。

弄了一个女生哭，弄她心痛，弄她悲伤，让她不开心之后说：“嘿我希望你祝我幸福”

三个字

你就想~！

保护朋友隐私，梁大小姐就不说是谁了。。。

但是啊，girl。。。 要坚强哦~！

我绝对相信你

I get so annoyed by people...

OK so I just dun understand their thinking... Kimberly just told me that this guy (dancer of a kr band) just got poisoned, cuz apparently this girl who didn't like his method of dancing put super glue in a drink and gave it to him...

I mean... If U don't like someone's method of dancing... THEN TOO BAD~! Live with it~! What's the point of poisoning someone, endangering someone's life just because U don't like his/her dancing? Hello? Deep behind he might be a really nice person U never know~!

Once again, I'm just so disgusted by silly people...

U know? Mr Men and Lil Miss got new books~! haha... I was soooo happy when I went to the shopping centre... cuz I could read all of them... sigh... they are just so cute la... and they make me happy :P

oh well...

Another song~!!!!

Sheryl... then Karen introduced it to me



"When god made you, He must have been thinking about me"

sigh.... hahaha

So sweet

The Christmas Shoes

This song made me cry bucketloads...

Have a look at the lyrics, then have a think about it...

Then listen to the song...

As Christmas is drawing near, we tend to forget the true meaning of Christmas... The night Jesus was born some 2000+ years ago... The night He was born was the night our freedom was sealed, cuz God sent Him to Die on the Cross so He could wash our sins away... Indeed, Christmas is a time for giving, a season for giving... Because John 3:16 says "For God so loved the world that He sent his only son, that who believes in Him will not perish but have everlasting life"... It has become so commercialised, with Santa and Gifts... that we tend to forget the true meaning... Guys... Just take a think before christmas (I know I'm a bit too early), and... remember the true meaning of Christmas...

Jesus Loves you... and So do I

The Christmas Shoes

It was almost Christmas time, there I stood in another line
Tryin' to buy that last gift or two, not really in the Christmas mood
Standing right in front of me was a little boy waiting anxiously
Pacing 'round like little boys do
And in his hands he held a pair of shoes

His clothes were worn and old, he was dirty from head to toe
And when it came his time to pay
I couldn't believe what I heard him say

Chorus:
Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, please
It's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time
You see she's been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight

He counted pennies for what seemed like years
Then the cashier said, "Son, there's not enough here"
He searched his pockets frantically
Then he turned and he looked at me
He said Mama made Christmas good at our house
Though most years she just did without
Tell me Sir, what am I going to do,
Somehow I've got to buy her these Christmas shoes

So I laid the money down, I just had to help him out
I'll never forget the look on his face when he said
Mama's gonna look so great

Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, please
It's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time
You see she's been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight

Bridge:
I knew I'd caught a glimpse of heaven's love
As he thanked me and ran out
I knew that God had sent that little boy
To remind me just what Christmas is all about

Repeat Chorus

Thank God for His grace upon me...

Seriously...

Given the amount of time I studied on my Pharmacotherapy... I'm soooo thankful that I even passed... NOT just passed...

I got...

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.
63
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~!!!!!

I know it's not fantastic... but if U know how much time I really spent on my preparation... like 2 days??? and that's it... Thank God for his grace... :) I am a very blessed girl...

I just hope that my dispensing can glorify Him... but I know it's hard... cuz I was careless...

I killed Little Angela... who's 1 yr Old and 8kg... haha oh well... too bad...

there goes 25% but I pray I'll be fine...

There's this song that's been playing on my mind...

It's called QUIZZICAL

I don't even comb my hair
When I wake up in the morning
I've always been like that
My clothes are on the floor
And I just don't have the time to put them back

La-di-da-da-da
La-di-da-da-da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start

So why do you still love me, ooh o-oh
So why do you still love me, ooh o-oh

I'm so useless in the kitchen
And my cuisine is lousy
It makes you want to curl
My toes are awfully huge
And I am not just the stuff that makes a girl

La-di-da-da-da
La-di-da-da-da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start

So why do you still love me, ooh o-oh
So why do you still love me, ooh o-oh
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

I don't even call you baby
'Cause that's what I call my dog
It would have sounded funny and so strange
Don't expect me to be crawling over you
For maybe I am just a poor unromantic

Why do you still love me, ooh o-oh
So why do you still love me, hm o-oh
(La-di-da-da, la-di-da-da, la-di-da-da-da, la-di-da-da~a)
So why do you still love me
(La-di-da-da, la-di-da-da, la-di-da-da-da, la-di-da-da~a)
So why do you still love me
(La-di-da-da, la-di-da-da, la-di-da-da-da, la-di-da-da~a)
So why do you still love me

Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

hehe... this is such a cute song... seriously~! :)

I have just learnt that

Temptation is not a sin

haha... Only doing the act of temptation is a sin...

I was thinking... "wow" I never knew that???

I always thought that temptation and sin go hand in hand...

Then I read in "21 promises of the bible" that

1 Cor 10:13

13No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.

Wow... how cool is that... God will always provide way out for U so U can stand up under temptation...

U know... lots of times we think "Where is God when I need Him???" and we forget that God is just standing right in front of you... saying... depend on me, my daughter...

Then in Genesis 39, it talks about the story of Joseph, and how his master's wife wanted to go to bed with him... haha and how he RAN from the clutches of the woman...

AND the book says... "If all else fails (in terms of temptation) run for your life"

yeP! run for your life~!

haha... I will choose the ways God helps me to get out of temptation...

Love U guys...

Love God

SFAS updates~!!!!!

THE YA DANCE

YA dance is made up of ppl dancing songs of different genre... was very very funny... I really enjoyed watching it...



This is soooooo funny.... haha entertained me through my boring nights online... :P


THE FUZION DANCE... IT IS SOOOOO COOL

Story is that there's this little girl (Phoebe) who fell asleep and then started dreaming... then she went into this dreamland where she met ppl dancing ballet, then jazz then hiphop... and in the end she danced in the finale...

IT WAS WONDERFUL...



The ballet part of the dance...



The jazz part of the dance



The Hip hop part of the dance... Did U see Frances again~!!!! hahaha she was "fighting" apparently...



The finale... IT WAS WOW...

Guys are the weirdest creatures, hardest to understand

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Babe I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home

Cause I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me

That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home

Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go homeI’ve had my run
Baby, I’m doneI gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Just got this from friendster... found it cute...

[[ 5 yrs ago ]]

How old were you?: 15

Where did you go to school?: Chung Cheng High School (Main)

Where did you work?: Never worked

Where did you live?: Singapore/ Malaysia

Where did you hang out?: Parkway Parade

How was your hair style?: Short, Like a boy

Did you wear braces?: Never did. I'm a lucky girl with straight teeth

Did you wear glasses?: Yeah I think so

Who was your best friend? Hmm good qn

Who was your regular-person crush?: Zhen wei

Who was your celebrity crush?: Dao ming si

How many tattoos did you have?: None

How many piercings did you have?: One on each ear lobe, so 2

What car did you drive?: Never drove

What was your favorite band/group?: F4

What was your worst fear?: Don't know?

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: Nope

Had you driven yet?: Nope

Had you been arrested?: Nope

Had you been to a real party yet?: Nope

Had your heart broken?: Nope

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: Single

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!**

[[ now ]]

How old are you?: 20

What grade are you in?: 3rd year uni

Where do you go to school? : Curtin University

Where do you work?: Hollywood Hospital Pharmacy

Where do you live?: Australia

Where do you hang out?: Mostly at home, or at church

Do you have braces?: Never had them

Do you wear glasses?: Yep

Who is your best friend?: Jesus

Still talk to any of your old friends?: Yep Definitely...

Who is your celebrity crush?: Don't know...

How many piercings do you have: 4 now... hehe 2 on each ear

How many tattoos?: None

What kind of car do you have?: None

What is your favorite band/group?: No idea

What is your biggest fear: Don't know...

Have you been arrested since?: Nope

Has your heart been broken?: Nope

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: Single

SFAS IS FINALLY FINALLY OVER

Just wanna say a HUGE THANK YOU to all the people who joined SFAS...

Especially to those who worked backstage... the organisers, the decoration team, the ushers...

:)

And to my cell members...

I'm proud of you all...

U should have seen Lisa and Frances dancing... IT WAS SUPER GOOD...

and Amos... was WOW too...

I told him if he were an engineer I would fall in love with him...

Provided he dances everyday... Ever heard about a dancing engineer??? hehe

Kidding lah...

But anyway... their dance was really really good... And the fuZion dance...

*Frances sure has got hidden talent ah*:P

I was going to write about how proud I am of them...

Frances, Amos, Peter, Lisa, Joey, Sheryl, Zheng er, Allen, Steven, Usha, Jimmy, Julie...

BUT... I'm too lazy to...

So... ah well

:P

hahaa... a funnily weird discovery

XIX
adj : being one more than eighteen [syn: nineteen, 19] n : the cardinal number that is the sum of eighteen and one [syn: nineteen, 19, XIX]

Okay... I didn't know that's how U can explain 19.

So 19 is a number greater than 18... uh huh... and so???

hehe... just being skeptical here

I KNOW I KNOW... Don't tell me I ought to be studying right now cuz I totally know it~!!!!

haha... Just some sudden thoughts about stuff...

Yuen Leng's going to UK
Sabby's at NYC...

Just the thoughts of it... U know...

U've always read about Manhattan, NYC, London in books... and oh yeah it does sound way flashy... Gosh...

BUT I realised I can't imagine it...

No...

The beautiful lights of New York... The strong English culture the British hold... The beautiful cities and their strong cultures... of music and beauty... The old culture of Kings and Queens... Those buildings built in the 1800s, or even way back to the 1600s...

The glorious cities with their splendour...

The joy and excitement... The sky scrapers...

Manhattan, New York City, London...

These places somehow seem so unreal to me... Since I'm stuck in Perth City... feel like I can't imagine them... Gosh... what am I doing with my life???

I can't even imagine going to Sydney~!!!!

Will I be contented staying in Perth my whole life???

Definitely a no-no

I want more...

This is a song I just heard recently... I find it sooo nice... like... feel like it's my dad or something singing it to me... althought it doesn't really fit the discription la...

It's 心肝宝贝 by 刘德华

我我为你付出所有的
我的担心我的甜蜜我的呼吸
你的笑绝对的神奇你的哭绝对的可惜
因为你让我明白生命的真谛
可知道你的不小心会让我伤心一辈子
我是愿意为了你今生永不渝
为我你要好好自己保护自己
慢慢的学习不要干着急
一步一步走出每一个谷底坚定不移
为我你要好好自己保重身体
在每一段的路总会一身污泥
心肝宝贝不要怀疑最爱的就是你(最爱的是你)
你你是我一生的唯一
你的声音你的鼓励我的意义
如果没好好的身体
你我怎能永远在一起
外面的风和雨已不是问题
你永远是我的心肝,而我已不是你的宝贝

Haha... for ppl who know me... U guys prob know I'm like my dad's 心肝宝贝... this song really spoke to my heart... gosh... but then... I know it's not like a song a dad would sing to his daughter (Some parts) but then others are...

Meeting Cheryl on Thursday~!!!!

haha... ooooo haven't seen this cousin of mine in aaaaages ~!!!!!

:)

Love ya guys....

Am supposed to be STUDYING right now...

Due to the fact that we've got silly exam coming up... BUT I totally have no mood to study...

So chanced upon Wanyi's blog... and saw her post on I MISS

Thought I'd do a series of "I MISS"-es

Though most of the I MISS would happen in Chung Cheng High...

Seriously...

I MISS

- Crossing the causeway every single morning to get to SLPS -
- Being in the bus with bunch of rowdy kids -
- Sleeping in the early mornings in the bus, and the person next to me waking me up when we get to customs -
- Playgrounds -
- Ice creams -
- Mamak shops -
- Buying snacks in "Superman bus no. 9" -
- The very nice bus drivers -
- Even the fierce ones -
- Being 5 again -
- Christy, Xinyi, Sen Sen, Eunice -
- Zhi yu -
- Mr Lim Cheng Leong, Miss Tan -
- Growing up -
- 7 metallic buttons, white skirt which will stain when U get your period and 2 flappy pockets which flap up and down when U run -
- The old block at CCHSM -
- 曰吾中正 -
- Rushing to get to the foyer by the time William Tell ends... and Listening to Mr Soon's ongoing speech about "Ontime means late" -
- 中正湖 -
- Sec 1 and 2 calligraphy classes -
- Sec 1 B 1999 -
- Sec 2MD 2000 -
- Sec 3 MD 2001 -
- Sec 4MD 2002 -
- 前面两只马, 后面一只猪 -
- Never ending studies at MOS -
- The times U guys stood by me... and gave me support whenever I needed it -
- Miss Goh, 纪老师, Miss Yee, Mrs Susan Low -
- 黄老师, Our beloved Mr Lee, Mdm Lee, Mrs Lim -
- Valerie (Forever in our memories) -
- Albert (Forever in our memories) -
- Huiyi, Xuande -
- Huiwen, Kailin -
- Xiao bo, Qiao Jie, Zou Xiang, Zeng Hui, Liao Jia, Jia Hong (狗爷) -
- Typing out Mdm Lee's notes for our A-maths project -
- Those classes we slept in and really really really hated TO THE CORE eg Physics -
- Me and Evelyn fighting for rights as a student, to do biology (and failing to get our rights and ending up hating Mrs Cheng) -
- A maths, E-maths -
- Chemistry, Physics -
- History, Geog, Social Studies -
- Music~! -
- HCL, English -
- Fishball boing boing down the stairs (I suspect He really bounces) -
- Dunman High School Hostel-
- Sabrina, Yuen Leng, Lih Miin, Phon, Cheng -
- Choir -
- Ugly bumble bee costume with the yellow top and black skirt -
- The prettier custom made beige gown (Gosh I think I lost it in the end) -
- The old choir room... climbing 4 floors -
- The newer choir room... tho quite old too... -
- VCH... where we had our SYF and performances -
- DHS Auditorium where we had our performance in Sec 4 -
- The launching of new building -
- Trying to get a glance of SJAB march past everytime I finish choir on Saturdays -
- Having my crush on LZW (That explains SJAB and trying to peek at them) -

Oh well...

Move on and grow up...

On a lighter note...

SEARCH FOR A STAR~!!!!

Night of wonder and entertainment...
7 PM
WInthrope Baptist College

IT ONLY GETS BETTER~!!!!!

hehehe

Stole this off Peter's blog... Thank U oh~!!!!!

Hahah... Today we had Rev Russell Sage preaching... HE WAS AWESOME... I just broke down and cried for no reason...

Actually... maybe I had a reason... Reason 1: I could feel strongly e presence of e Holy Spirit around the LT... Reason 2: Just ain't telling U guys here...

Anyway... Trust me HE WAS AWESOME... and 1 thing I really liked was he was very straightforward... and funny...

Guys... oh... Joel brought flowers to my work place today~! Just to cheer me up... because I was very upset during church today because of what 1 cell member said to me... and I told Joel... and Joel was sooooo sweet he brought flowers to my work place... the 3rd guy ever to give me flowers... I was soooo touched... too bad he's on a covenant or else I'd seriously go after him... hahahahaha

Counting who has given me flowers before...

Guy 1 : Francis... can U believe it???? Yes Francis... that was 2003 V day
Guy 2: Jin Chuan... Those were fake flowers in a fererro roche bouquet... 2004 V day
Guy 3: Joel... Yellow flowers (Really cheered me up oh) ... 10/09/2006

Oh well... but the 4th person to buy me flowers...

Cuz the 3rd's Sheryl... 18/06/2005 my 19th Birthday...

Gosh... I'm deprived of flowers~!!!! Anyone going to get me some???

Congratulations Kaiting, you are 58% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

第一个找你

我忍得住
谁要结束就结束
他们不会让你嫉妒
我想清楚
变成知己的好处
就是了解你的好处

不管你和谁同住
你和谁同住
别忘记你曾答应
不能拥抱着相处
也能倾诉

我会第一个找你
说我感情的事
你在那里和谁拥抱一起
留给我倾诉的权利
第一时间想起你
算是什么关系
过去恋人继续交换心事
好像还没有分离

就把新的伤口
留给永远的朋友
我们相爱的时候
也没有如此温柔

在update我的blog。。。 找到了一个特别的网站。。。 可以upload好多照片哦。。。 然后觉得这首歌好好听。。。 就放进去了。。。 第一时间。。。 我会第一个找你。。。说我感情的事。。。 though the rest of the song doesn't really fit into it... but it's true... 对于你们。。。我会第一个找你。。。 i love you guys...

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Huiyi

Haha...

Surprised to see your name? Went visit your blog... and all I want to say is...

I AM PROUD OF YOU...

Proud of the fact that U are starting to do something which U've got passion in... to make a difference...

When we were still ditsy little girls, U liking Winnie the Pooh (Not saying U dun like it anymore) and me liking... LZW??? hahaha I'd never ever imagine U'd do something like that... To really stand up and do something for the youths in Singapore...

Once again, I'm proud of you... :) Really really proud...

Can still remember the day we first met... Hahaha... 3MD 2001... Gosh... On like the early morning of January... we were still unsure teenagers not knowing our next step... Not knowing where or how to go about... I was antisocial, U were loud... I guess we'd never have thought we'd become such great friends...

4MD 2002... We laughed together, cried together... Sang together, hung out together... Can only remember the happy memories, the times I used to hang out at your place... doing projects etc etc. 4MD 2002... Times where we spoke deeply into each other's heart... 4MD 2002... where we spent times talking abt relationships... Me and ZX... u and ahem... haha... :) Graduation day... The day where we had our powerpoint presentation... Mr Lee hugging a tree... Madam Lee... Mrs Lim... Mr Quek... mr Han... Mr Chua... Ms Wong...

2003... Remember the day we got our O level results??? Remember how we cried bucket loads cuz we didn't do as well as we ought to have??? Remember the time when Val passed away??? U accompanied me to the memorial hall... Although U totally can't stand all these morbid places... who can??? I remember the heated discussion we had about how U thought I should go to her funeral, and for me... I didn't want to say "bye" 2003... the time I left for Perth... where U sent me off... where I was fighting hard to not cry...



Francis, Yongjie, Han Xing, Qiao Jie, U, Jeannie, Me, Felicia, Sabby, Sheena, Xuande

2004... Guess we've both grown up in our own way... Remember how we were so against rebonding of hair at that time???? :) Still keep the cards U send me... they have special importance to me... :)

2005...



Rebonded hair... Picture speaks a thousand words... :) I miss us... really really really... Where U started to embark on ur journey of making a difference... In society 2005... where U came to Perth... another chapter of your life... where we went around... by train, by foot etc... :) the nights we fell asleep while talking in your room... seriously... U're the bomb man... how can anyone fall asleep while talking halfway????



2006...

Where we found out major um... secrets of our close friend... where we learn to love despite all those secrets... Where our friendship's strengthened... even though we don't see each other so often... even tho we don't talk on e phone... where we know that we're still there for each other... no matter what...

Girl... I'm proud, so proud of all your achievements... truly... am blessed... by you... love ya heaps...

Went out with Dan today... was a good catch up session from before... haven't seen him in like AAAAAAAAgesssssss :) Really miss him, and the way he used to make me laugh like a crazy girl... :)

First he picked me up... then we went to the city... parked car at CPP... then later we went to the Swan bell tower to take a ferry across to mill point... Huiyi remember that episode of your life??? And then we went for lunch... at guess where?

OYSTER BAR...

The silly guy... whoever has oysters for lunch??? But yeah... we had oysters (24 of them) for lunch... and had a cajun chicken caesar salad to share... Daniel kept giving me oysters... and like ask me to "duo1 chi1 duo1 chi1" and like... I was like... OK... ate so many oysters... Really feel like vomitting now... till e point I wasn't in the mood for the salad already... we had a great catch up session over lunch... and when the time came to pay the bill I was like "yeah... yeah... I know... I won't even try to pay..." and he was like "yeah... glad that U know... " hahaha... and so... yeah... what happened was I didn't go out with any money at all today... was thinking of withdrawing it, but didn't get the chance to, because the guy paid for everything...

THEN went back to CITY

Went shopping for Kong's present... won't let U guys know what Dan bought... haha but anyway, then we went to look at wireless routers... He told me he'll help me buy... thanks... :)

After that, we went to Gelare for waffles... haha... Yes... he paid again... We had Jamaican and choc overload... a whole bunch of choc for choc lovers... haha then he drove me home...

Had a pleasant surprise when we got home... I don't know why he thought I like YSL baby doll... but anyway... he gave me a very belated birthday present...

Yes dan... it's late...

hahaha... he gave me YSL baby doll perfume... 4 miniatures... all shimmery...

Thank U so so much... really will treasure it...

Think I feel sick from all the oysters... Ppl say it's an aphrodisiac??? :P I doubt so... I feel so so sick now... it's not funny

Love U guys...

Jap (jp) n. Offensive Slang
Used as a disparaging term for a person of Japanese birth or descent.

Accidentally pissed off a friend of mine for typing "jap" out on the computer screen... n he showed me to dictionary.com

There you go... dictionary.com said that "jap" is an offensive term... really didn't know... but now I know better...

Can only blame it on the media... I realised nowadays, Japan is being shortened to just jap. And I've always thought it was a short form for that... Blame it on myself too, for not checking it up...

Sorry... :(

Didn't mean to piss U off...

Guys... let's all be more sensitive ya???? eliminate that word from our dictionary~! now onwards... JAPANESE/JAPAN no more JAP~!!!!!

刚刚换了我blogspot的blogskin...

突然有感觉慧怡会说。。。 “笨女人!”

看！我说对了吧？扪心自问？是不是有所感觉？

哈哈~！我想我快把你气死了吧？

没办法。。。 我就是蠢啊。。。

好喜欢明道哦~！

好累啊~！type 了一整晚的assignment。。。

而且也不晓得什么烂天气。。。那么冷~！

Anyone got any idea what time is the 音乐日记 on yes933??? haha I thought it was at 8, but apparently I'm wrong...

Gosh... am writing up my stuff for assignment... due on friday...

天啊。。。 不会做~！

On a lighter note,

Mamak night next saturday...

2/9/2006
East Vic Park Recreation Centre
7:00-11:00pm
$10... Buffet style providing all-you-can-eat
1) Satay
2) Nasi Lemak
3) Teh Tarik
4) Roti Prata

And for a small amount you can

BUY YUMMY STUFF FOR YOURSELF~!

Come along and have fun with us... whoever catches this on my blog... haha and bring your friend along... really hope to c U there...

Love ya

Kaiting

wei wei wei wei wei...

Guess what??? I was on worship team that day... :) Really really happy hey... I really felt... FREE~! Didn't feel scared, slightly nervous, but really happy... :)

Getting sooooo annoyed... hehehe... really have to buck up with my studies~! Know God is trying to stretch me ah... but if I don't stretch myself, HOW ON EARTH CAN HE STRETCH ME??? :P

Looking for journal articles... man don't know what level of depth Dr Crowe expects us to go into...

So tiring man... won't be blogging for some time... Some emotions just can't be described on blog... speak to me online if U need to... :P

Love ya all

I believe Cinderella is not half as clumsy as me... so despite my futile efforts at trying to claim that honour of being princess cinderella... it's just failing... terribly...

haha...

I messaged a friend what happened to me today... and he replied "y u so clumsy one...???"

Gosh...

Yes listen up... I poked a needle into my finger today... I think Prof Marshall was quite amused by me... just as I'm amused by myself too... hahaha... Well what happened was I was doing sterile lab la... so trying to fix the needle onto the syringe... and then remove the cap from the needle...

Well... was going thru the "begging position" of pulling the cap away from the needle... and then it was quite tough to pull the cap away ah... The needle was like stuck to the cap... and when I did finally pull the cap away from the needle, the needle stuck into my finger~!!!!!! so I like pulled it out la... poor patient... he's gonna have NO sterile infusion... hahaha...

Then blood was running down my palm and stuff... and dripping... can't believe I still had the mood to wipe the bench while priscilla went to look for a bandaid for me... then prof marshall came by... and brought me to clean my wound... haha he's like a father hey... really really... like my daddy if I cut my hand... then yeah... I realised he's not as mean as he seems... sure he's strict... but he's quite nice... :)

Anyway... yeah... just that thought that cinderella won't be poking needles into her fingers... :P silly me... oooo I had a hep B booster jab yesterday... hope it all works well...

Love ya all... continue to love Jesus ya?

在生命中，往往会失望。。。 对于人，对于身边的事务。。。

可能使自己累了吧。。。 记得神仙经常对我说的“不要靠自己的力量。。。”

爸。。。

可能我自己太依赖自己了。。。

所以当事情并没有我想象中来得顺利，自己就会很失望。。。

这几天都经历了这样的事情。。。 失望。。。

真的要学习怎样依赖上帝了。。。

Had a 2 hour nap just now... yet I still feel sleepy and tired...

Gosh... don't feel like e real me these days... don't know why I've been feeling tired, sleepy...

Ben Ho got into hospital... with Kidney failure... He got SLE... also known as Lupus, where ur immune system starts attacking your own body... His was quite serious... It attacked his kidneys... Guess really got to pray for healing for him... Only God can work miracles... I believe nothing we can do... except for ask for him...

This brings me back to what Pastor Joyce was talking about today... about asking... Do U know that God wants to bless you abundantly??? Not just little, but abundantly... haha and she got to this part I could feel my eyes starting to water... like... U know this overwhelming of feelings, where U suddenly got this huge pang of emotions, and ur nose starts to have this weird achy feeling and U know e tears are coming??? Gosh the main reason I hate to cry during freshies is cuz I've got make up on... and anyway, yeah... so I blinked back the tears... Ps Joyce was just telling us about how she was disciplining Renee and they got to the reconciliation step... and they hugged, and then she told Renee "U know, mummy loves you... No matter what happens, mummy still loves you"

God does too...

Just a thought... I've stuffed up so many times... maybe not severe, but still, I've stuffed up... But God still loves me... and I just feel so blessed hey... Because He loves me... hahaha... Can you imagine that??? I have to be one of those whom ppl find hard to love... hahaha I'm like selfish... stubborn at times... I lie to get myself out of trouble... really hard to love... BUT... He still loves me... and U know what the beauty of it all is???

He loves me unconditionally...

hahaha... just a wee bit of nostalgia...

Assignments due... and everything... Really need to draw strength from God ne... hahaha... It's hard... to still be able to trust HIM despite all... BUT I know that's the only way out...

Becoming chubby...

hahaha this week realised I've been seeing Yusuke everyday... gosh... cuz I have to... hahaha he's like my "personal chauffer" already... really nice guy... but U Know what? He thought I'm 24... So... not that nice anymore... hahaha

Anyway... just thinking abt asking for blessings...

Hmm... just some personal thoughts running through...

Finally I'm back to civillisation...
Internet at night???

Woo hoo... :) Thank U Lord for internet...

hehehe...

got my new dell lappy...

好美丽啊~！

Got a few dvds to watch...

Finally... something to keep me occupied during the weekend...

I'm cell leader...

hahaha when I heard that news I was shocked...

Lots of questions running in my mind "who? me? Kaiting the cell leader???"

hahaha silly me...

Just can't see myself as a cell leader... lots of questions... I guess just have to be answered with time...

Thank U God for putting me in a position to learn

I love U

I love being Kaiting...

Really...

The quiet me
The pink me
The loud me
The thoughtful me
The giving me
The blur me
The selfish me
The jealous me
The bimbotic me

That's all traits that Kaiting possesses... and I really must say...

I love being Kaiting...

Just a thought... if I were brought up differently... What if my life were different, I was brought up in a family where there was no connection at all, dad was a drunkard and mum has got her own issues??? What kind of person would I be like? I always think... So would I have been different? I think I would have...

Maybe Kaiting wouldn't be smiling anymore... Maybe Kaiting would be a solemn and quiet person... Maybe Kaiting would be the kind who hides all her burdens behind her, unwilling to face them... Kaiting would have been different...

One night I stayed up... felt lonely... missed the days of secondary school... where I was more carefree... I felt like it was hard to even talk to ONE person... I don't know why... Seems that uni life has made life more complicated... When U grow older U think a lot more and more complicated... maybe it's just me... but anyway... hahaha

Just thinking about life... with response to what Dr Chong said that day, about being sure of your salvation... I am sure of mine... What he said... about God having a plan and purpose for you before he planned you... I think that's so sweet... Sort of tied in with the song Shen xian msged me a few days before the sermon... it's somewhere on my blog... so go look at it... I know God loves me... and I'm really very contented with that... hehehe.... God loved me before he made me... before 18th June 1986... He loved me... the careless me... the blur me... the silly me... he loves all of me... hehehe

And I know he loves you too... :)

Caught up with Gong...

Joo Ji Hoon... Hot... no??? hehe single eye-fold... my fave kind of look...HOT!!!! So I'm having 2 pics of him here I dun care what U say





Next person... Yoon Eun Hye



Funny she ain't that pretty in the show... nor THAT skinny... serious!!!!! And she didn't look tall!!!!! gosh... jsut found out she's 168cm... and I'm like ???????? She really doesn't look tall...maybe my height only...

Then comes to the... BEAUTIFUL ballet dancer!!! Song Ji Hyo



Then... the other characters... I don't think they're THAT good looking la... tho there's one important one... He's got boyish cute looks??? but not my kind... so not putting his pic up... :P

What's worse than to find out U're bethrothed to someone U totally dislike???

Anyways... Gong's about this girl... she's a commoner... and she studies in the same high school as the crown prince... one day their paths meet and they both realised they totally dislike each other... Crown Prince (Shin) has a girlfriend, who's the ballet dancer... He actually proposed to her, but she declined la... And he finds out that he's actually bethrothed to the commoner he dislikes... hahaha story gets more exciting and stuff when his cousin comes back from England... and over time falls in love with his cousin-in-law... Found it a lil too draggy for me at times... but overall good... give it an 8/10!!! hehehe it's a total cinderella story... I guarantee u'll like it!!! :) Go watch it!!!

Gong... aka princess hours



The main cast... can U believe they're all like already in their 20s???? i can't!!!! Cuz they just look soooo young really can pass off as high school kids!!!!

The main reason why I'm glad I'm not a Korean princess... look at the headgear!!!! hehehe can U imagine having that on the day of wedding??? I think I'll break my neck!





Gosh... k I think that's enough... anyway....

5 reasons why I don't want to be a princess

1) U'll never ever be able to get your husband's full attention... Chinese kings had like 100s of wives and U'll just have to wait for him...
2) I won't be able to get used to the boring life in the palace
3) And the stuff I'll have to study??? And the way they talk??? Gosh... can U imagine they don't address parents like "daddy and mummy" but "king and queen"
4) I'll have too much money
5) Will be public attention... gosh can U imagine that???

I'm contented being God's lil princess... :)

http://www.hancinema.net/korean_drama_Princess_Hours.php

Courtesy of this website :)

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

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Words of Affirmation:		8
Physical Touch:		7
Receiving Gifts:		7
Acts of Service:		4
Quality Time:		4

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Went for Passion Cell leaders, cell interns, cell helpers training... had lots of fun... First day... we ended up cleaning the Gowrie... oh by the way it was at the Gowrie...

Day 1...

Games... gosh... it was so annoying, we just couldn't get the games right!!! Then by God's grace the games were stopped... hehehe thank God man... and we just went around in a circle introducing each other... Then we cleaned up the whole Gowrie... Seriously... it was DIRTY... like really DIRTY... but thank God we managed to clean it up... griNZ... and later just felt such a sense of satisfaction and belonging... like I really belonged to that place... gosh... it fit in with the theme of ownership and unity... was really great... Day 1 was 10-4 then I went to church office to help out Karen with some stuff and we went for dinner together with Zhengyi, Iris and Lynn... and we were having a great laugh over the Singapore Workout and stuff...

Day 2...

Really impacted me, this day... First we started with the VMVM of the church...

Vision: To Invest in people and build the church
Mission: To worship and glorify God, Save and disciple people
Values: Attitude, Relevance, Excellence
Message: Faith, Hope, Love

(Karen... I memorised it all already)

I realised how important it is to lead following thE VMVM of the church... hehehe... it's all cooL... I really enjoyed myself in the morning, as we had like this silly video we watched, talking about the 5W of the cell group... Welcome, Worship, Word, Works, Wallop... hehehe anyways... Then we had lunch... KFC as provided by ZPH... :P then watched a movie... called the Sum of all fears...

At night, we had something called "Cell Leader's business" it was really cool... we learnt so much stuff(s)... and then it was testimony sharing... shared on how much God has changed lives... and stuff... Yeemei shared... and she thanked her cell helper *ahem* me... hehehe I was so touched la... that cell leader... wanted to make me cry issit... Then later How Boon shared...

Isn't it amazing how U don't deserve all the blessings God gives, yet he blesses U more and more each day??? I don't... I really don't... That's why I broke down and cried during worship...

It was awesome... I seemed to learn more and more... So much...

I seem to understand more and more... each day...

Standing in front of God... just looking at his awesome wonder... I feel so blessed, so blessed... I know I don't deserve it... But he still blesses me with more... each time I think... "Hey that's enough" God says "No that's not... U deserve more, my princess"

God... I'm waiting for your blessings... I know U can't bless me enough...

At night, I was messaging a friend... and I told him how blessed I felt... He messaged back with this...

"Before the world began, you were on his mind. And every tear you cry, is precious in his eyes. Because of his great love, He gave his only son. Everything was done so you would come, come to the father. Thou your gift is small, broken hearts and broken lives, he will take them all. The power of the word, the power of his love, Everything was done so you would come."

It's lyrics from a song he used to sing, an anglican song... I was like "silly you... are U trying to make me cry..."

It's just sweet la... knowing God cares... no matter what...

Silly friend of mine... :) But thanks...

So great to hear that God has blessed U and once again recharged you... :)

Ooooo I realised I haven't been updating my blog for aaaaaagessss... U guys miss me??? hehehe anyways, Miss Kaiting LEONG is officially 20!!!! woooo.... ppl ask me "How does it feel to be in the 2- age huh???" Seriously, it feels no different isn't it??? Ask those who've already turned 20... they'll all tell U the same thing... I'm just excited that I'm no longer a teen... don't ask me why... but apparently when U reach 21... u start to feel old... so... maybe not so exciting after all... :P

Anyways... what did I do during my birthday???? U won't believe it...

STUDY...

Oh and of course I stayed up late to watch Brazil vs Australia... of course U know who I'm supporting...(brazil) guess what? I just realised Kaka is married... gosh... :( he's cute... I tell U... real cute... anyway that's not the point... The real point is that...

I had a birthday celebration on 24th June!!!!! I invited a few close friends, Da jie jie, Jack, Isaac, Lawrence, Karen, Priscilla, Yee mei and Chin Seng... hehehe here are a few photos...



Da Jie, Pris, Chin Seng



Yeemei, Me, Karen



Chin Seng, Yee Mei



Shen Xian, me, Isaac, Jack, Chin Seng

I'm a ROSE amongst the THORNS



Pris, da jie jie, me, isaac, jack, chin seng...

hehe 3 beauties with 3 beasts... :P

Karen and Yeemei and Lawrence had to go... so then I went for karaoke with Chin Seng, Jack, Da Jie Jie and Isaac and Priscilla

Were cam whoring again!!!!









Hehehe I had fun that night!!!! Thanks guys for the wonderful evening... I received beautiful presents... including a study bible, a pair of leg warming socks, a cap that I always wanted!!! Thanks guys... Love ya