I feel like crying now...

Seriously feel like crying...

It's nothing, I tell myself...

Yet I can't stop these mixed emotions...

Trust God, I say...

Yet I take things back to fret...

Sigh... I need to release...

It's 12 already... hahaha suddenly feel like going to the beach... breathe in the sea breeze... maybe I should just take the car, and go out... maybe??? maybe not...

Super miss my mummy... hahaha...

God... I want to go home... I really want to go home... please zap me, and when I wake up, I'll be home...