BIMBO!!!

The photo that gave me the BIMBO nickname...

Look at my hair colour...

:)

Look at this photo, look at this photo!!!!! U know one fact???? I am photogenic... many people say I look much better in photo than in person... I accept the fact... SHHhhhh Jian Zhou don't comment!!!! wahhahaha....

New nickname~!!!!

As given by Ann since... like 2 weeks ago...

Me, miss Leong Kai Ting, has got a new nickname...

Embrace yourself for the truth...

I am called...

None other than

... BIMBO ...

With capital B... yes...

A bit insulting hey... afterall I do pharmacy... The toughest course in Curtin... Amen???

haha... yes please...

But I kinda like being called a Bimbo... cuz at least people love me enough to give me a nickname, like what Huiyi says... I guess... :) Seems like every cell I go to, there's a nickname for me...

Last sem, it was Patty, by Chiok... then Rainbow, by Lawrence... then now Bimbo by Ann... and last time in Carmel's cell... they called me fa3 wen2 xi1 shi1... direct translation of pharmacist... Not bad huh??? I'm almost certain I'll become a pharmacist already!!!! If I don't continue to fail... Comeon, Kaiting you can do it!!!

Had a chat with Sheryl on the phone today... and everything was good... seems so funny, like we haven't really talked to each other for such a long time... But we've decided to be accountability partners!!! Like we can pull each other up when the other sins... and I really want to thank God for her... Thank God for this sister I have received in him... Tho' we haven't known each other for long, about 8 mths? But I realised I can really trust her in a lot of things I cannot handle... Lots of secrets... thank God for her... Hey girl, you're great... thank you...

Was thinking of the people that made an impact in my life when I reached Perth... No doubt, it has to be Sheryl, and Priscilla... Known Pris for like... 3 months only!!! not long at all... but cuz we always hang out, so I've gotten to know her much better... Thank God for her, who's always encouraging me when I fail my exams, when I'm down... when I need God in my life, when I'm falling, she's always there to pull me up too... thanks girl, you're great...!!! :) These 2 people have made max impact in my life...

That's why they're gonna be my bridesmaids... haha RSVP in case I get married earlier than they do... I hope I do!!! cuz I dun wanna re-choose my bridesmaids... :P

If I could, I'd get married tomorrow... then I won't have to worry abt studies... but I guess then I'll have to worry abt other stuff... ah well... whatever...

I feel like crying now...

Seriously feel like crying...

It's nothing, I tell myself...

Yet I can't stop these mixed emotions...

Trust God, I say...

Yet I take things back to fret...

Sigh... I need to release...

It's 12 already... hahaha suddenly feel like going to the beach... breathe in the sea breeze... maybe I should just take the car, and go out... maybe??? maybe not...

Super miss my mummy... hahaha...

God... I want to go home... I really want to go home... please zap me, and when I wake up, I'll be home...

Thank God!

God is good!!!

So happy today... I had a great morning...

Went to Macdonalds for breakky before going to church. Then there was this Vietnamese couple, with their children; the man bought 4 Big Breakfasts, and while he was on the way to his table, he dropped two of them!!! I was super upset... and I was like very tempted to buy 2 more for him to bless him with them... Was in the queue, then watching him and his wife... Even though they only had 2, they gave them all to the children. Seems funny how you understand things like that only when you grow older... Now that I'm older, I seem to understand, and looking back, I realised daddy and mummy loved me so much, they'd do the same too... And God as well... God, our big daddy up in heaven loves us so much he'd rather send his son, Lord Jesus to die for us, rather than watch us all perish... We are priceless, yet we have been bought by the precious blood of Jesus... That is worth far more than money... :) And after that, da jie jie told the people at the counter that the people dropped their food... and they brought 2 big breakfast to the table for the couple... and so they got their breakfast!!! I was praying and praying that they'll get breakfast... and God has been so good... he answered my prayers!!!! I was so happy I said extra long grace... thanking God for what he did...

And u bet, I was happy all morning... went for service, was so jumpy... so happy... praise god, hallelujah!

Then cuz of celebration sunday... we had performance in church... the drummers were super keng... woohoo... Dex and Josh look super cool man... really really cooL!!!! griNZ... I wanna learn drums...!!! or... I wanna marry a drummer la... haha so he can drum for me... too bad... Josh's taken... and when Dex goes back to Singapore, there'll be no more available drummers in Zion...
and anyway... I was juz kidding... hahaha... I wore my "rainbow" top again... and I really didn't wanna see shen2 xian1... didn't wanna get called "rainbow" but guess what??? I walked into the LT... and he was the 1st person I saw man... :P n he was like "ooh come come rainbow go sit down" -_-!! But at least Rainbow is better than bimbo...

Apparently... I am the Bimbo in cell now... yes please... hahaha OK... that means, stupid, light coloured hair... Well I'm, like what huiyi says, a high classed bimbo... what does that mean???? Means, no looks, no brains... like pink... and blonde... hahaha... :P

Then went for lunch... suddenly mood fell... wanted to go home immediately... sigh...

Then... fell asleep

Woke up, studied... feeling really stressed, then I received an impromptu sms from Lawrence to tell me to jia you... that cheered me up... didn't wanna cry already... then studied... super stressed again... then pris called me... and cheered me up again... thanks guys... if not for you I wouldn't know how to survive my time in Perth... all I can do is to trust god... thank you guys for always cheering me up... Love u guys so much!

Well well... that's the end of my super boring day... hahaha

In all... thank god...

hmm...

Ok Ok...

A boring day... I think I simply have no life, ok now I'm pulling out ALL my hair... cuz I realised I need a life...

Just kidding

Just that I've been studying more than I usually do... cuz I've been trying to figure out the past year papers... And I'm quite dead... cuz exams are on monday... What to do???

Trust in God...

That night at cell, we were talking about trusting in God... and how we can trust him... and I thought of building fund... This week, God has been telling me to put a certain amount of money per month into the building fund; double of what I was thinking of putting in initially... This will mean that... I will have to save up a lot... cuz I'm really scared that I wun be able to do it... Pledging that amount means that I will have very little money to bring me through my week... BUT cuz god been telling me to do that, I shall... :) willingly... seriously, I never really worried about my finances before... because I still find enough to bring me through the weeks... :) God has been providing me with so much more than I actually need...

Though I was a bit upset last night... cuz I heard abt office politics in my workplace... really made me wonder... I can't make everyone happy can I??? I try my best, but there's bound to be someone unhappy... And I told shen xian... n he said his sentiments exactly... Well... so just do ur best, even if everyone doesn't appreciate, God sees... He really does

A thought just came to my mind...

I LOVE GOD!!!!! He's the one who's been planting people in my life to help shape me and mould me... cuz he trusts in me... :) thank you God! :)

OK take good care guys... :)

Happy happy

Am super happy...

Like really really really happy!!!

Went out for dinner with cell today... am super happy... and super appreciative of god, and all these beautiful people put into my life...

They make me happy...

I just finished an exam today... was pretty bummed... I lost hope for the paper already... and I decided... "nah... I'll just give it all to God..." So I guess he pulled me through... I am not really thinking about the paper anymore, I just hope to pass... and I'll be really happy...

Then went out for dinner with Cell group... They really are great big angels in my life... they seem to cheer me up whenever I am down... wasn't a great gathering, only 5 people... but it was fun... They really gave in to my selfish requests... thank you guys... :) First we had Chinese food, cuz I felt like eating rice... So we went to City Garden... Then, I had lots of rice! boo... hahaha... Went to TimeZone after that... and we played Daytona... had lotsa fun... 4 ppl linked... then after that we played table hockey or whatever Daniel calls it... then Dan and Ann played Sega, and me and May started walking around and guess what we spotted??? A neoprint machine!!!!! hahaha... Me and May thought... "hmm... should take a photo!" and then Dan and Ann finished, and we told them... our thoughts... hahaha Too bad there were people taking photo after that... then later, Dan and JZ played some shooting game, so me, ann and may went outside for a breather... cuz it was too stuffy in there... after the whole thing, we came in and took a photo... wasn't very good quality, but I sure loved it... then they gave in to me again... and we went to Formosa... thanks guys... I really appreciate you guys... always giving in to me... Sorry for being so demanding!!!! Then we sat down and played cards... hahaha... and drank Bubble tea of course...

Super happy... came home at 10:45... and am still happy...

The photos are so precious to me...

Man I am so gonna miss my cell...

Love you guys so much...

Thank you for the wonderful memories...

Just some random thoughts

Cell is finishing...

Am so gonna miss cell...

Like really really really a lot...

Kinda formed a bond with cell, although we don't have long cell meetings cuz we are a thursday cell... + we rarely go out together; but the bond is there... I don't know how we managed to foster the bond there, but I feel that I really can count on my cell group to give me encouragement, and pull me through when I am really tired and need someone in my life... Cell has always been there, esp the girls... Ann, May, April, Janice... whenever we have discussions, I just feel that they won't laugh at my problems... won't look at me like I was some weirdo even if I gave super stupid answers... They have always been there for me... girls I just wanna say a great big THANK YOU... You guys have been great...

I guess that's what fellowship is all about... May got her new car today... and it's a white Honda Jazz... and I was really really happy for her... like deep down in my heart, I was so happy... and she really blessed us, got her car on tuesday, and drove us here today... Thanks May!!! Think today's the first time Daniel didn't have to pick anyone up man... given the fact that he's in charge of transport... hmm I really wonder... *Is he doing his job*??? :P

I got a present from Ma angel! Really very nice of him/her... let's call my angel her(cuz I'm more comfy with girls)... hahaha she gave me an angel figurine, which moves its legs... so it's now hanging on the door of my cupboard... wagging her lags whenever I open my cupboard door... Feels really good to know that someone cares about me... Whenever I open my cupboard door, I just remember my angel... and she makes me smile... hahaha... and too bad... the angel can't see what's in my closet... so no point asking her the state of messiness of my cupboard... she can't tell...

Well well... the stress is building up on me... thank god I've got you guys to pull me through...

Once a cell member, always a cell member...

This is a poem I wrote for U guys...

Thank you

People say we’re not whole without friends
And I fully agree
Cuz’being in cell has shown me truths
Truths that belong to you and me

Sharing has brought me closer to you
The care you have for me shows it all
And all I want to say is thank you
The reasons are simple

Because when I feel tired, it is you
You who hold on to me
Continue to shine in my life
To be my pillar of strength and support

No matter where we may be
I just want to tell you
That I belong to you
You’ll always have a part in my heart and life
Because in Christ
We are unified as one

Me??? spoilt???

Was walking to class this morning... then a thought suddenly came to mind...

I LOVE ZION!!!

Truly, I've never been to many churches at all in my whole life, but Zion is one of the churches where I see people truly enjoying themselves... Whenever worship leader says... "Church, are you ready to worship God???" There is very enthusiastic response... and you can seriously see many people jumping up and down... it is really really a great sight...

The first time I went to Zion, I was a bit shocked... I was like "huh... what kind of church... so weird 1???" Then yeah felt a little uneasy... After that slowly opened up, and started stretching out my hands to give all my problems to God... The big G... him up there... praise him...

Was talking to Daniel online last night... and I told him I felt I was a little spoilt girl... that I am too pampered... and he says... It's ok to be pampered once in a while... but some people just expect gifts all the time... and I was suddely wondering... "Am I like that???" I don't want to be someone like that... keep wanting stuff from people... In fact, I don't really like to receive gifts that are too expensive... expensive gifts make me feel very obliged to the person who gave it to me... and yeah... so please do ignore my wishlist, I just put it up there for fun... actually if U really know me... U know I'm not that sort of person who really loves lavish gifts...

What I really want for my birthday... is just my sister...

Of course that sounds super... corny? hahaha but I really only want her by my side on my birthday... maybe just a quiet dinner... that's it... nothing special...

So please ignore my wishlist... griNZ...

Tired!!!!! LOL but I slept so much still... sianZ

Happy

Am feeling so relaxed and happy today...

Went to UNI at 8:00 am... and had tute... then went for microbiology lab... realised I didn't bring my keys!!!! silly me... hahaha... and then was talking to Pris... then I said... "so sian... finish at 5 again today..." Pris was like "no... we finish at 12!!! No Pharmaceutics lab today... what were U thinking!!!" Hahaha... ooh no pharmaceutics lab...

Then I went out to lunch with a friend, then we went to Kings Park, just to relax and talk... It was fun... I realised I've been spending a lot of time with this friend of mine, and it's really good, because I've gotten to know that particular friend better... I used to think he was a very quiet and composed person... and really strict and stuff... the kind whom I'll never want to get to know better... but after spending more time with him, I realised he's a really fun person to be with.I have realised that in order to have breakthrough in relationship with friends, you need to spend time with them... and that's the same with god... You need to spend time with him faithfully, talk to him and listen to him... then maybe U'll find out if he 1) is ticklish... 2) if he's really got the kind of character you perceive him to have...

Had a chat with Sheryl today... she told me about her dream... it was SCARY!!!! I think if I were her, I'd have cried in my dream... hahaha... poor thing... :P It's always been great talking to her... cuz she always makes me smile... and she says she's influenced by me and Zhengyi and Ben... now she's saying stuff she's never said before... hahaha... I didn't know I said those stuff either... but girl it's all good... grinZ!!!!

Hahahha... ok... gonna go back to study.... :) all the best kambate!

My day!

Firstly I want to apologise...

SHERYL I'm SORRY!!!!!! :P

I didn't mean to doubt U... dun be angry la... koo chi koo chi koo... hehehe *rubZ ur blue blacks* hahaha... girl... U rock! Really thanks for the call last night I know U were busy but U still took time off to call me... U're the best!Somehow I just felt so happy after the call last night and haven't been catching up with you for ages... girl... thanks so much!

Spent some quality time with God last night, was just talking to him and spending time with him... and prayed for people around me... for abt 40 mins... that wasn't any short time, but I realised I've been putting God second in my life... Second to my studies... I sometimes hear god asking me "kaiting, are you putting me second already???" and I can safely say... yes I did... I am not proud of that... yet I think I have to get back up on the momentum... and I feel good... after talking to him... I opened my heart to him, told him how stressed I was, how unhappy I was, how upset I was... and I guess God really listens... I know he does... and I feel so lucky... Prayed for many things and the more I prayed the more awake I felt... It's so weird how I can only pray at night... In the day, I get distracted really easily... but at night, when I am just alone with him, I feel really really happy...

Someday I shall go to the beach just to spend time with him...

Looking around at God's creation... I feel really lucky... cuz' I find myself in his creation...

Thank you god...

I shall not worry about exams and stuff... juz kambate... god will bless me in his special way... I know it!

Watched I AM SAM today... and I cried and cried and cried... cuz it was just soo touching... super touching... It's about this father, who's actually intellectually disabled... and his daughter is rapidly becoming smarter than him, until social services decided that he couldn't look after his daughter anymore... and they decided to take her away from him, to find a new family she could grow in... and then Sam tries to fight for her... FIght so hard for her...

Her name is Lucy Diamond Dawson...

She is super clever...

really lo... her intellectual abilities highly exceed that of a 7 yO I felt... and there was this part in the movie where she didn't wanna read the word "different" because her dad couldn't read it... she didn't want to be able to read that word... and her dad told her to read it... but she refused to... and later she said "I don't wanna read it if you don't know how to..."

I really cried...

It's so amazing how a 7 yo can be so understanding...

at 7 what was I doing????

Bumming around I guess...

hahaha... whatever...

ciao

I need something to keep me going

I am just so tired now...

Never thought I could feel so burnt out in just a day... I know I've been complaining of tiredness all the time, yet I feel it just NOW... I can feel it so strongly... I fell asleep at 8 just now... with the hope that I'll wake up half an hour later, but nothing happened... I woke up... 2 hours later... so decided to come online, cuz I really don't have the mood to study...

Study is making me want to puke...

Study, study, study

Don't pharmacy students have lives after study???

That is so crazy man...

I really want to glorify God, but I don't think I'm glorifying him enough...

GrinZ... called Sheryl just now, she said "hey I'll call you back later" let's see what time she calls me back... *I got a sneaking suspicion it will be NEVER haha... :P

Wellwell... don't know why my sister's throwing a tantrum now... I hate it when girls always throw tantrum lo... BF goes look for ex; cry, cry, cry... that's probably one of the reasons why I am so afraid of getting into a relationship... I don't want to be like those typical girls and cry, cry, cry all day long... I had a bad experience last year, up to the point where my ex loved to make me cry to see that I cared for him... cuz I was too strong, didn't show enough love...

I am just a girl... I have my own timing... I got so pissed off when he started trying to do stuff to make me jealous, cuz I believe in trust... and I trusted... well I guess... crazy...

What the h*ck am I typing...

I am going crazy...

God give me the strength and power...

In Jesus's most precious n holy name, amen.

This is the saddest song of all time, I reckon... seriously... when I heard the lyrics seriously, I thought I would cry...

How could an angel break my heart--Toni Braxton

I heard he sang a lullaby
I heard he sang it from his heart
When I found out thought I would die
Because that lullaby was mine
I heard he sealed it with a kiss
He gently kissed her cherry lips
I found that so hard to believe
Because his kiss belonged to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart
mmm..mm

I heard her face was white as rain
Soft as a rose that blooms in May
He keeps her picture in a frame
And when he sleeps he calls her name...
I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesn't make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs to me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wish our love apart
How could an angel break my heart...
whoa..oh...yeah
Oh my soul is dying, it's crying
I'm trying to understand
Please help me
How could an angel break my heart
Why didn't he catch my falling star
I wish I didn't wish so hard
Maybe I wished our love apart
How could an angel break my heart...
what..
oooh....

My day

Hey...

Today is Sunday... Sunday... Sunday... Zion day!!! Happy day!!!

I really love Sundays... get to go to church, and see all the people I love...

Was a little upset today...

cuz I slept only 3 hours the previous night, I wanted to go home early after church to sleep... and so I told Corrine... "Hey can't go for choir practice today... cuz I am really tired" and she said "but U have to teach them..." so I had to go... therefore, decided against going to Spencer with cell for lunch... and went with Terence's cell for lunch, so me, may and usha cud go straight for choir... when we arrived at Daryl's house... guess what??? only 7 people came... due to the fact that there are no performances, everyone seems to have lost the urgency to practice... and so no one wanted to go... that's so crap isn't it???? And so practice was cancelled... and Melvin had to send me all the way home. Thank you so much... :)

So I was a bit upset...

But now I feel much better... after I woke up from my nap...

But my eye hurts and I'm having blurry vision at the moment...

Sore eyes!!!!

oh no...

En asked me if I could perform something for celebration sunday with my sis... ahha thinking of writing a song... da jie jie can write the song, I can write the lyrics... see how it goes...
grinZ...

well well... take care guys!!!

Wishlist

Wishlist!

Went out this morning, to celebrate Jillian's birthday, and I realised that...

*gasp*

I am turning 19!!!!

Actually I can't wait to turn 19... cuz that would signal the end of my examinations... soon... But me, being me... shall just list out what I want for my birthday... how's that??? hehehe... and as not many people know my blog, U shall have the honour of buying me stuff.... *kidding* well just a wishlist...

Top of the list, mummy and daddy and my whole family and friends to get to know Christ as their personal saviour... cuz that would be the greatest thing to happen to me... and I can't wait for that to happen...

2. More money... so I can give to church building fund!!!!

3. A date... that's that... I only want my immediate family accompanying me for my birthday... I'm not the kind who loves big parties, although if you want to throw me one I don't mind... I wish for my sister only... at my birthday... just me and her... if you know what I mean... Well I wouldn't mind a real date as well... grinZ...

4. That would be for the future... 1000 roses and an engagement ring... haha wouldn't that be cooL??? a guy proposing to you at your birthday... and then at this really romantic restaurant, he books the whole restaurant, musicians in the background, and there are roses in the walkway to your seat, roses decorating the whole restaurant, and he'll be leading you there... U're dressed in a sleek, elegant black dress, and he's dressed up too... and he stands up... and leads you to dance... then you sit down and in the midst of desert, you find a ring in the cake... or, I wouldn't mind him kneeling down... BUT NO PROPOSALS IN FRONT OF MANY PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!!!!

5. Stronger walk with god... actually this is number two on my wish list... better prayers, to be able to touch the hearts of everybody...

6. Pass all my papers... oh god... help me pass...

7. Now... the material goods...



Baby G... hahaha that's one of the really nice ones I want... and it's pink!

8. I want sookee rings... haha saw this really nice diamond one... it's called eternity... man... http://www.skjewellery.com/collections.aspx IT IS SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!

9. An ipod mini...



In pink!

10. Some more lady-like sweaters... I dun wanna always wear cardigans with hoods...

11. Pink handbag!!!!

OK... I'll add when I think of stuff(s) to... hehehe

Friends? What a joke

Friends???

What do you think about friendships???

I don't think they are reliable at all...

Friendships, what crap.

Guys and girls can never be friends forever can they? I don't think so...

Looking back at one of my closest friends in Perth, the one that I've known since I came... Qin yan kor kor... He's been there ever since I came... when I needed help he's always been my shoulder I could cry on... We could talk for ages and never get tired... We could spend time, just him and me at Mill point. He was the only friend whom, in my opinion, cared about me. He truly did. Last night I was sitting on Joel's scooter... and passed by where I used to stay. And I saw his car come out of the alley... Emotions just crept to my heart. I miss you, I really do... What happened to our friendship? I thought we could always be there for each other, you were really closer to me than many people were... You certainly were like a brother... What happened??? I guess being together with Jasmine would mean that we can't be as close as before anymore... But I feel I'm losing contact completely... Completely... Last night I felt like shouting "Don't you remember how we used to talk anymore??? Don't you remember the times I used to watch "kiss" at your place....?" I guess times are different, but I'll never forget you. I thank God you were put in my life... thank you...

I miss all the people I used to hang out with... I miss all the times we were happy... I miss everything... Most importantly, I miss all of you. Somehow I've become so uncontactable just because I've moved to Cloverdale... or so people say...

Too many comments of "Why do you stay so far???"

Now I don't really care anymore...

I'm me, myself and I... all alone...

Cell!!! :)

Hey...

JUST CAME BACK FROM CELL!!!!

REALLY VERY HYPER AND HAPPY NOW

Was in a very tired state today... really a sorry state ah... cuz I didn't sleep well last night, and so today at uni was like "huh..." walking around... but at least I managed to make it through everything that happened, so GOD IS GOOD... haha

Went to Belmont to buy stuff(s) for my angel and mortal... and for cell... really very happy, when I feel like spending $$, the first people I think of are them... and bought them some stuff... hope they like it... spent lotsa time wrapping up the chockies I bought them... but who knows, after they opened the chockies, they chucked the wrapping paper away... boohoo... seriously lo... it was A LOT of time spent, with a LOT of wrapping and unwrapping, and cutting new wrapping paper...

HAVE A BREAK, HAVE A KITKAT...

Guess what??? I bought them KIT KAT!!! :P

Then went to Ann's house, and Bhavik was there!!! grinZ... I asked him to come to cell... but he didn't want... then later, I gave Ann the chocs I bought for her... and Bhavik asked me why I didn't give him, and I said "You're not coming to cell!!!" and he says "So if I go to cell, will I get chocolates????" and I said "Yes" and he says "OK then give me and I'll go to cell" and I gave him!!! AND HE CAME!!!! yaaaaay... very happy lor... GOD IS GOOOOOOD :) Praise you LORD... and he was taking down notes... so happy...

Then Dan(yes orange dan) came to pick us up... and I went out... then I opened the front door of his Hyundai Excel... and tried to shift the seat forward, so I could sit at the back... and I told Dan... "Hey I don't know how to shift your seat!" and he was like..."Just jump in!!!" I was like "I can't I'm too fat!!!" and Dan said "Just put your leg in..!!!" And I said... "Can't!" and Dan came to the front, and opened the back door of the excel... OK SO HE DROVE A 4 DOOR EXCEL AND NOT A 2 DOOR... yes smart KT so u can imagine how much laughter I brought to cell... yes... but nevermind... I enjoy making people happy... GOD IS GOOD... Love you god..>!!!!

YepZ... had fun today... really very happy!!!

Tired but happy... :)

Scaredy KT

Tired tired tired...

Am so tired!!!! argh...

But I guess I have no right to complain right???

I am afterall... just a student... hehe...

AND I guess there are many more things in life people have to be tired about...

AND I guess I shouldn't complain...

BUT I STILL NEED TO SCREAM...

Really stressed up at the moment...

Cuz' I feel the strain and stress coming... Exams are in less than a month's time... and I really am getting scared... God please help me... I am so scared... :( I really hope I'll pass... or I'll have to repeat one whole year... sigh... Suddenly I really feel like changing course to do something not so Hardcore... like something that has 9 hrs or 12 hrs of contact time per week... not something with 25 hours of contact time per week and still expect us to devote 50 hours more at home... Pharmacy is CRAZY

HOW on earth do people pass???

I really wonder...

Right now, I feel that only by God's grace can I pass...

And I really am scared...

Well Well well...

Wow...

Went out with Cell today... :) really happy... Watched Kingdom of Heavens... It was really um... hard to comprehend, like I couldn't really understand the movie, I only realised it was about the crusades which took place ages ago... about Jerusalem... I didn't know Jerusalem is a Muslim country hey... but it was very bloody and scary... hahaha am really disturbed right now... but Orlando Bloom's cute hey... I was pretty retarded didn't know it was him... until Ann told me... grinZ...

OK I just don't watch LORD OF THE RINGS...

Then went to Chi for dinner/supper... haha drank lotsa tea leh... now feel so awake... and it's already 2+!!! yaaay finally finished copying 18 pages of notes... from Mich... hahaha not bad... I can return her liao... but she juz told me it's ok... cuz she's not coming to Tute tomorrow so no biggie... haha... anyway... that leaves me more time to study for some stuff(s) on pharm bio... feeling really stuffed right now... been studying abt 3 hours per day... never ever thought I'd be so hardworking... I feel like vomitting right now... haha actually right after dinner/supper juz now I felt like vomitting liao... :P YUCK... hahaha... maybe I'm turning bulimic... :P

Let it leak out to Janice that her angel was Dan... oops... hehehe she received flowers from her Angel.!!!! cuz she shouted to her angel "Hey I want flowers!!!" at cell that day... like she was juz saying randomly... Dan's super nice lo... hahaha I want flowers too!!!!! ANGEL... hahaha... :)

Gonna sleep now... typing's really cacat too... I go sleep liao nite nite

Things are getting boring...

I am like super tired now... REALLY TIRED...

These few days, I've been going home once I have a break from uni, and just coming back for classes few hours later... and I find it really productive. No doubt, the bus ride might have taken up lotsa time, but that's the best time I've been spending time with GOD, just talking to him... and listening to music while talking to him...

Today I got off a stop before my usual stop, and took an extra 5 mins more to walk from the bus stop to my house... but in that 5 minutes, I had a longer talk with GOD than I usually do on the bus ride... Actually getting off 1 stop earlier wasn't the plan BUT I guess it's all good right??? griNZ... was cuz I wasn't actually looking at where the bus went cuz I was talking to GOD... So I guess it's all good...

Have been talking more to Sheryl recently... well realised we've both not been talking much... not cuz we argued but cuz we're just more involved with other stuff(s)... juz wanna say, hey girl I miss U so much!!! hahaha... really thank U for always being a listening ear... and stuff... never laughing at me, or what I say... well thanks

I've thought of 3 ppl who are gonna be my bridesmaid when I get married... hahah that is IF I DO get married... those 3 ppl will be Sheryl, Adeline and Priscilla... my 3 close friends... :) Well... I thought of my sisters too... but I guess not, they're too old by then... hehehe kidding!!!

Well well... can't wait to get married... dun wanna study liao...

I wanna sleep!!!! :P

Freaking pissed off now

Jian Zhou...

Let me tell you, I am getting freaking pissed off at you

Can you please stop the "Kaiting and Lawrence" thingy... or whatever match made in heaven?

IT IS SUPER ANNOYING AND let me tell you, you are getting on my nerves.

And don't claim that you KNOW ME WELL... CUZ even I don't KNOW myself WELL... Don't be a smart ALEC and think that you know me soooo well juz cuz we're in the same cell... HULLOOOO... Even Adeline, Mummy, Daddy can't say they KNOW me and they have known me for at least 18 years. OK I AM VERY pissed off with you.

SO JUST GET A LIFE.

PLEASE

ME!!!!

Decided to post up a few pictures... OF MUA...

One of my favourite pics recently...



Cute?? That's juz me... so not cute at all...

Was just so bored with studying today... so...



An attempt at looking fierce and angry... I seem to be failing...

AND...



Trying to look oh sexy... hahaha but failing too hey...

Anyway got back my pharm bio 233 results today... 34.5 I rock right??? yeah that's out of 100... got to work harder lo... sad... but nevermind la...

Change of blog!

Hey peeps... I have finally changed, from my www.xanga.com/cinderella_kaiting to http://cinderella86.blogspot.com and I'm sure you guys have realised... right??? *grinZ*

Anyway, cuz people couldn't access my site on xanga, I have decided to post the previous post so that you guys can keep track of it...

Hey hey...

The wedding was super beautiful...

Like really really beautiful...

Made me really wanna get married... and have kids...

Juz that I haven't found the groom...

Yet I wish I had...

Hahaha...

Brief intro about the wedding...

Howboon waited in Church, then Vincent, who was the chairperson started the ball rolling... then the bride came!!! aaaaaa super excited... it was a very emotional morning for me... juz felt like crying... can't imagine my own wedding... I'd be crying buckets! then the bridesmaids walked in first... slowly... then followed by the bride and her daddy... That's my ideal scenario for wedding... sigh... super sweet... I really want a church wedding, white gown with my daddy to give me away... with their blessings, and my husband's family's blessings... Then they went to take their seat... they were the special couple ma... hehe followed by praise... they sang So blessed and through it all... super touching... wow... the singers had great voices... then 2 ppl, Mr Simpson and Sue-I went up to read phrases from the bible... 1st corinthians and ephesians. One about Love, the other about Wives submitting to husbands, and husbands loving their wives... hahaha then... yeah... pastor went up and talked a bit about wedding... and then... he was purposely ka chiauing how boon... dun let him kiss his bride... hehe... then the long awaited time...

THE WEDDING VOWS...

For better or worse, through sickness and health, through riches and poor, till death do us part... That's all I can remember about the wedding vows... cuz my friend's been reciting it to me... hahaha... yeah and then... RIng time... and then KISS THE BRIDE...

Howboon only lifted her veil halfway... silly him! hahaha... too excited i guess... Then followed by photo taking session... and we were mingling at the back... juz talking, having refreshments...

Sheryl reckons I was overdressed... But I don't think so... Took some photos with different people, will post it on blog when I get them... Pris put make up for me... and Dex said I look nice, Jason said I look very sophisicated... haha so sweet of them... thank u ppl!!!

Today, Pastor reinforced the fact that Love is made, and not a feeling... "You can't marry the one you love, so you love the one you marry." That is so true... I am so determined to make my next relationship work... So very determined to make the guy feel so blessed... and very determined to walk till the end with the guy... I wrote out something on paper and posted it on the wall... something about the ideal guy and what he should do... And that is so true... and I promise I will do that to him too... :) But it's too long... can't be stuffed typing it... grinZ...

Today's service was awesome too... David was super funny... and in the end, I realised something... THAT IS... if I want to get my relationships to work, I must pray for them!!! No more being fickle about guys... no more being a butterfly... Lord, I will walk in your words forever... and forever...

Here's a photo I took with shenxian... that's the only photo I got!!! Thanks shen xian!!!