"Take something for your cold!"

"I buy Rikodiene for you la..."

"Katie!!! U being naughty..."

Aiyoh... everyone's being so naggy around me... Yes I'm down with flu, and yours truly, the aspiring pharmacist...(I think it's more like expiring) simply refuses to take medicine... UNTIL PEOPLE AROUND ME HAVE BEEN NAGGING ME AND NAGGING ME...

And...

I finally GOT... tadaaaaa

The prettiest Cold, Cough and Flu capsules in the world!!! hahaha Day and night liquid caps... Day ones are orange, night ones are blue... I only take these capsules, so next time if U wanna buy me medication, remember these oK???

Anyway I'm not kidding, nor am I trying to promote, but I find these dimetapp capsules really pretty... hehehe and due to the "prettiness" of these capsules, I take them! They're almost as pretty as I am... so... yeah... hehe

Had choir practice last night... and I think I exerted my voice... so after it it sounded like a chicken screeching... IT WAS THAT BAD... and I AM NOT KIDDING! griNZ but thank God Usha got Millie to sing some solo parts in I will follow Him... cuz I cudn't really reach it, and my voice isn't that powerful at all... hahaha somehow, Asians voice aren't as powerful as Africans... I dunno why... maybe cuz of the way we grew up, and the songs we were exposed to? plus... Asians can't really pronounce English very well... like I realised for myself... in Ain't no mountain high, the part that goes "Aint no river wide enough"

Guess how I pronounce it as?

"Ain't no river waaiiiiiii enuff"

It's that bad... I can't pronounce wide... maybe cuz the song's too fast... :) I think I want to conduct more than sing... I really love conducting, since in CCHS... when I saw Miss Lim conduct, been inspired since then... haha... plus I can't really sing... and that's quite a known fact... Ah well...

Right now... I just want my Winter Love Milk Tea with Red Bean Sago... curl up in bed... read my article or just a story book... I just want to relax... and cast my worries away... WHY WORRY??? hahaha... :) yeah don't worry... RELAX... right??? I wish I could... but somehow I seem to be worrying abt this... about that...

SFAS is stressing me up...

Ministry is stressing me up...

I know I shouldn't, I really should cast my worries unto him...

PLT...ZLM... Cell Group... Ministry... Studies...

Time Time Time...

Laughter is the best medicine... Somehow people say that when they're with me, they laugh a lot. Sophia, Lisa, Andrea, Joanne, Priscilla... Am I really that "kai xin guo" hahaha... but I really love to see people happy la... :)

Was talking to my jie jie today... and we were just touching on this topic about this guy... and I felt really sorry for him... ah well... long story...

Anyway anyone who reads my blog... knows that I like to thank people...

And I feel like thanking U...

Sheryl... thanks...

U've always been truthful to me... one of the most truthful ppl to me... thanks... U've never stopped, or held back anything from me... even tho it's hard to say sometimes... but U always encourage me... U just encourage me all the way... And u're just a great pillar of strength.
Thank you... Thank you so much... :)

Sometimes things just get to a point when U start to think...

"what am I doing?"

"what am I thinking?"

"Is this right?"

"why am I thinking or doing this?"

dunno... I'm just so tired now... Pharmacy is taking its toll on me... assignments are piling up, and I am just so scared right now...

Tired tired tired darn tired!

Went to Araluen with 19 pharmacy students just now... was super cramp... like 5 ppl per car... hahaha... then we had bbq cum picnic... and met Zion ppl there... :) was all GOOD... haven't been out with these bunch of mates for sooooo long... and then met Janice and Daniel... hahaha then Lisa, Sophia, Andrea and me just went around looking at the flowers, taking photo and stuff... Janice was our professional photographer! Thanks girl... then we cleaned up, tho I didn't do much in cleaning up... bad KT!!!!! :( but anyway... yeah had fun... I fell off the steps at Araluen... stupid me wore heels... and it super deterred me from walking properly... luckily it was just low steps... haha... was just sitting around in the shade and talking... when I suddenly had this idea of putting some ppl in Daniel's car since he was there... so it wudn't be super cramp (mean person to exploit ppl.... ME!)... hehehehe but then he was going off somewhere with Janice... so yeah we had to wait till everyone came back till we could leave... hahaha... and it was pretty long..!!!!! came home super late... man... am I tired... hahaha...

Dinner tonight with the Sims and Carrot... :( Not that I'm upset la... juz tired

I did something called 40 hours of Famine this weekend...

Was really really great, very happy after doing it... It's sort of a thing called 40 hours of Famine, where you just fast something very important to you for 40 hours... Food, technology, furniture... come up with something really interesting! Some people fast heat... U know some people even come up with ideas like fast talking!!!Joey did it!!! And she's one of the most bubbly people I know... don't talk for 40 hours... I think I'll just drop down and die! Maybe I should try that next year... hahaha...

Anyway, I had to get people to sponsor me for what I was doing... At first I got really discouraged, because all I was getting was change... And it seemed like so hard to even get people to donate $$... I felt really upset... then I asked Daniel and he gave me $20 and then I asked Jack and he gave me $50! Felt really happy after that... cuz I felt that I could really help, and it really lifted my spirits high... :)

It sure was hard doing the 40 hours (pardon me if I type as 40 days... cuz I'm just so used to 40 days) I was over at Usha's house doing the parts for choir... and before that we went Grocery shopping! Food was tempting! but like Sheryl always said, FLEE FROM TEMPTATION, I went to the drinks section, bought some milk cuz I didn't want my gastric pains to work up... and then went back to Usha's house... Somehow, when U know that you can't eat, U just tend to become really peckish... and feel like eating junk... hahaha but I managed to control. Did parts till like 12++ am... then went home... Thank God da jie jie and En were discussing stuff at home... and they finished like really late... so she picked me up... cuz I absolutely dislike staying over at ppls house...

Then went to church... really hungry... but then didn't complain at all... cuz I always remember what Iggy said... "If do until so gang1 kor4(hard) then U might as well dun do..." I think that was right lo... I mean if U really set ur mind to help, then don't complain lo... so I changed my mindset of complaining... I think I'm a whiner... hahah

Finished the thing with a blast at Nandos... haha kidding... well... we just ate lo... ate and ate... became pigs... griNZ

Then went for Choir... hehehe finished putting the songs together!!! Praise God... I think it's gonna be Good!!!! GOOD GOOD GOOD!!!!! I love singing, it's my life! hahaha... ok by the way we gonna be singing 3 songs... and guess what??? I'm gonna sing solo!!! hahaha am super excited, yet unsure of myself... I mean I've done it before... but... I dunno... if I can do it... apprehensive, yet happy... and excited...

SFAS!!!!

HAPPY!!!

YAAY!!!

hehehe... :)

Was just talking to a friend on Tuesday afternoon... and suddenly we came across the topic of friends... and he was just talking about this friend of his, whom they don't really meet up a lot, but when he meets up with her, they'll just have tons of stuff to talk about...

I was just listening la...

But then the image of a bimbo came to my mind...

The bimbo who loves taking photos of herself and posts it on the blog...

Look at this and U will know



The bimbo who is smart, yet admits to being a bimbo...

The bimbo who influenced me in so many aspects... especially taught me how to SLAP ppl... hahaha nah...

Whoever said you can't learn from someone younger than you... MUST HAVE BEEN KIDDING

hahaha... cuz I sure learnt a lot of things from her... I learnt... HOW TO BE A BIMBO...

Nah... somehow, I'm thinking of that conversation now... so I suddenly thought of miss bimbo-fied adeline... hahaha :) Oh well... we always have very intelligent conversations during CNY rite??? hahahaha especially that time when my mind was all occupied by that Boyfriend of mine... and U threatened him and told him not to call me... hahaha... I really regret man... that was so much lost time!!!!! crap... haha Should have spent all time talking to U... esp after I accepted Christ... haha when we just held intelligent *nod* conversations... dun U think so??? It's interesting, to see how our conversations grow from kiddy stuff... to stuff that happen in the household... It's interesting to see how we've grown so much... I think the first time we actually had conversation it probably was "goo goo gaa gaa" stuff... hahaha

My 19 yrs on this planet has been interesting...

This week's been absolutely crazy... Watched Skeleton Key it was BAD... BADBADBADBADBADBADBADBADBADBADBAD... dun like! bad ending... hahahahaha... I was very annoyed at the show... :( This week's been having Choir practices... I'm like in charge of doing warm ups... I'm very happy... at least I've been given a chance to help, to do something more for God, for Choir... Singing has always been my passion... I'll absolutely cry if 1 day I realised I can't ever sing for ever... People have found it bizarre that I have so much passion for singing... but then I don't know why...

Choir songs... 3 of them... hard time to put them together... I only pray that God will hold the whole choir together, especially now that Corrine's left for holiday...

Rezource, my dear bookshop ministry!!!! U know, we're actually growing in number... and it's good, very good... yet scary at the same time, things might get out of hand... but then the number of ppl coming to the booth is increasing... There's this guy who bought a Blessed CD that day from ReZource... and guess what??? He actually told me that was the first original CD he bought in his 18yrs of life... and Praise the Lord, it was from ReZource... hahaha I can see God really wanting to bless us, bless us so much... :) I feel really happy and apprehensive...

But 1 thing I'm really scared now... is how to juggle my time, studies and ministry... U know I'm scared I'll be too busy serving and I forget to spend time with God... The story of Mary and Martha(I believe) came to my mind... where Martha was too busy serving God whereby Mary just spent time with God... anyway correct me if I'm wrong... pretty embarasing to make this mistake hehehe but... yeah... I really pray that God will keep me... and help me not to make this mistake of lacking to spend time with him...

God I pray you keep all of us together, at this time, help us to want to have ownership of everything we do... God I also pray U keep me, teach me how to juggle ministry, studies and quiet time and not forgetting friendships... God I pray this all in Jesus's name, Amen

所认识的公主是个浪漫主义者。

王子却一点也不浪漫，比较实际。

公主说要一束玫瑰色，王子卖了一束假玫瑰。

并不是没钱，而是真花不实际，容易凋谢。王子说假花可以收着一生一世。

公主却不认同，觉得王子总不懂浪漫，不知她到底想着什么。

你有没有曾经觉得过你就像公主一样，总想要人家明白你，疼爱你呢？本想长篇大论写一大堆东西，但怎么也想不到自己该写什么。哈哈

By the way,

The Skeleton Key next Tuesday

Sheryl, Dan says it's ok if we go in the evening... just tell me how U want it to be la... since the guy says he's gonna be free in the evening... Anything u want... up to U k??? the earliest movie's at 10, so we prolly can't make it... so why don't just meet up in the evening... k??? griNZ...

It's a horror movie!!!! I'm kinda looking forward to watching it... cuz I love horror movies!!!! hahaha... so anymore takers??? Can't wait!!!

Haven't updated for so many days... Don't know where to start...

Sunday

Went for Leadership Training at Daryl's house... Yes I chose it over going to Carmel... Firstly due to the fact that there was no transport... secondly, I didn't really feel like going. I mean if I really had to I would, but I had a choice so I didn't... Then went to City for dim sum with Johnny, Karen, Sheryl, May, Ailin etc etc... And that was about it... went home... really tired man...

Monday

Class started at 11-6, then met up with Pris earlier just to review our Saw Palmetto... Then realised there were stuff(S) we could add still, so we just went over it, and had a look. I did the references that night, and then went on to search for the "sex differences and pharmacokinetics and pharmacodynamics" was good... did quite a lot of productive work, then talked to Sheryl, and was talking... really miss U... haven't really talked to you in ages!

Tuesday

I had this really really really weird dream!!! IT was a bimbotic dream, I dreamt er jie jie cut my hair... soooooo short even shorter than when I was in sec 4, and she made me so ugly that I started crying and crying in my dream!!! When I woke up I almost cried, but then when I thought about it... I started laughing! Can't believe I'm such a bimbo!!!! Adeline's influence... grinZ... then when I woke up I messaged SHeryl, and just messaging each other... then had to go to uni cuz class started at 2-3. It was raining really heavily, dreaded going to school!!!!!! But then I prayed to God that if HE really wanted me to go to Uni, he would stop the rain, and guess what??? He really stopped it... for a while... then met up with Sheryl, and sis came pick me up for grocery shopping and then after I got into the car, it started raining again. Boohoo... rainy weather... crap! Hate it... Only consolation was the Paddle Pop I bought!!!! Rainbow, my fave!!! At night, Rong Xian Kor Kor was writing a song, he sent me previous editions of the pieces he wrote... he's really annointed by God... should ask him to serve God in this area... Gosh he has become so buff!!!! hot body man... any takers??? he's 27, has got very good talent and quite good looking to me... anyway I only saw his arms so not sure what's underneath it, but he looks good enuff... :P

Wednesday

Class started at 8, then at 9, I sold my maths textbook for $35... hehehe thank God I sold it, I didn't want it sitting at home! Richer by $35 griNZ... But cuz I had break from 9-3, I went to a friend's house to watch Full House... and just hung out... was watching halfway, another friend came to pick me up, thank God he came early cuz once I got into the car, it started raining!!!!!! So lucky... Then we just hung out, watched City of Angels... and then just played games on comp and just talked and hung out... Was great knowing more about him, and just talked lo... I had serious period pain... and it hurt heaps!!!! but I didn't want to take any medicine so I just asked for warm water... and it subsided so fast... Take my advice girls, when ur period acts up, don't take medicine, warm water will be enough... Then my friend sent me back to uni... and it started to rain!!! Talked a little to him in the car, was just chit chatting and stuff... then went for lab... and guess what??? I totally forgot the appointment I made with Fenny last Friday!!!!! I felt so bad man... cuz I forgot about it, and there were no reminders!!! and by the time I saw the missed calls and sms(my phone was on silent) it was already 2:30!!!!! man... I really stuffed up...

Realise I've got such BAD MEMORY... really BAD neh... :(

Oh well... SORRY FENNY!!!!!!!

I am so blessed...

Had combined church service today, at South Perth Church of Christ

I was singing in the choir...

Check this out... haha this is me with make up... apparently it accentuates my eyes... and make them look really striking... Thus making me look prettier...

That's pretty sad hey... needing make up to help me look pretty...

But hey I wasn't born with looks so... yeah

Anyway I felt superbly blessed today... We sang Faithful which was written by Pastor Michael Battersby, our guest speaker... He was really really amazed... and it was really really good, I reckon, at least for my part... I love singing... really, it's my life... I can't ever imagine life without songs... Anyway, he played Jazz music, and sang Jazzy version of How Great Thou Art and some other song... was really cooL... and I super love it...

Ps Battersby talked about Lukewarm and Hot Christians... and he told us not to be Lukewarm... God hates us to be lukewarm... Lukewarm Christians belong in the SPEW zone, where God will spit them out of his mouth...

Anyway, I was just thinking and thinking and we were just bowing down our head and Ps Battersby was asking people who accept Christ and rededicate to Christ to put up their hands... and when they did, I was just thanking God and feeling so touched I almost cried... was thanking God for all the salvations... He's great... REALLY Great... I would have cried, if my mascara wasn't runny... but I didn't cuz I was really worried my mascara wud run... I blinked back all the tears and I think some mascara must have gone into my eyes... hahaha...

Anyway, the pastor was sooo good... hahaha :)

I was touched...

I love Choir... I can't live without songs in my life...

Lord you're so faithful to me!!!!

another pic...

please don't comment on this cuz I know I look super hiao!!!

Got this from Rong Xian Kor Kor's blog... hehehe was pretty interesting... think he got it from a temple at Korea... :)

Was reading Adeline's blog...

And she talked about her auntie's memorial service...

I was touched... truly was...

She's been through so much, yet she still says God has truly been good to her...

And I'm already complaining because I'm doing pharmacy...

What a whiner...

Girl, one day you guys will be meeting in Heaven, that we know for sure... Thanks for your blog, it opened my eyes widE... :) WIDER...

I LOVE YOU... always and always...

Miss the kiddish days...

Where we used to fight over stuff...

Miss your Dad, miss your Mum... My Dad, my mum

Miss Chinese New Year... even miss getting sick on Chinese New Year!!!

Miss Appomalek Kachang Putih

Miss Cupcake dolls and ice cream dolls...

Barbie dolls...

Late night sleepovers...

Sleeping Ugly...

Street Fighter... Chun Li...

Ah Wei... he seriously isn't small anymore...!!!

San San... GriNZ I must admit I AM EVIL...

Kluang... Kahang... Motorcycles...

The star earrings we 1st got...

The matching polka dot dresses we had...

Crazy photos...

Steamboat...

The way we used to hide from your favourite auntie :P and yu xin and yu xuan...

I just miss US...

:)

hahaha if u were at my house, and ppl saw either of us alone... they'd ask... "Where's adeline... or where's ting???"

Special bond created

You are my favourite cousin and favourite sister...

It will always always be that way...

I know favouritism is not good... BUT.. haha I still love you... :)

Had a few morning calls and late night calls...

Thanks

hahaha... :)

I wasn't feeling too good today... and I had gastric pain from 7+ am till like 6:30pm... until work started it subsided...

The pain was so severe that I couldn't concentrate on lessons...

God I really don't know what happened, I pray you relieve me of it.

Sis says it's cuz I skip dinner whenever I go for cell... and then end up not eating... but I'm not too sure... I sure hope everything will be fine...

I'm not feeling too well even now...

Felt really dizzy when I stood up cuz when I called people to inform them about church, I could feel this certain pain in my head...

Generally not feeling well...

Maybe it's the bug going around

God I pray you heal me... I trust in you.

In Jesus's name, Amen

Felt really bad today, cuz I forgot about what day I was rostered on. But Janice encouraged me... thanks heaps hey :) Love ya :)

Had a really funny morning, was talking to a friend last night, and told my friend to give me a morning call lest I couldn't wake up...

And so he did...

At 6:30am... right after I turned off my phone alarm...

And we were both like...

DROWSY... N SLEEPY...

"Hey... morning"
Me:"Hello..."

And there I was telling my friend to go back to sleep, but there he was telling me that he couldn't get back to sleep, once he woke up... hahaha... AND I FELT SO BAD!!!!!

Anyway there was smth else but I forgot what we were talking about... hahaha but it was soooo funny I couldn't help it but wake up... I guess I'm really weird... I love listening to people's sleepy voices... haha esp Sheryl... girl U know U dun talk much when U are sleepy... hehehe... and then it's just "mmm... ahhh.... yah..." and then after that you'll call me back and ask " did U call me???"

It's so bad!!!!! hahaha cuz I tend to forget what I told you previously... griNZ...

Oh well... haha I'm just weird...

Winter's coming to an end... boy am I So not looking forward to summer...

HOT!!!!

Freshies welcome just ended...

I WAS WOWED...!!!

WOW is coming... I was super awed by us... hahaha I could sense the passion in ppls heart to do things for God and all his lambs... esp dance... seriously, I was almost reduced to tears, yet it was a fast dance... I really was sooooo touched... cuz everyone put in 110%!!! And choir... we were tired, no mood to sing, yet I KNOW... I KNOW we put in 110% too... drama was awesome... Jimmy acted like some retard... and he was pretty successful... hahaha and Sheryl... she was goodddddddd she acted like some dumb bimbo... haha and I must say her imitation was very very good... OR are U just ONE of them... griNZ... and who else... MARCUS!!!! his imitation of an aqua-fied guy... was awesome man... like really very sissy... hahaha... but the whole show was cool... to the MIAX...

WORSHIP... was AWESOME... U can see everyone jumping and just singing... and just worshipping God in their own way, not bothering about how other people thought of them... :)

What the world will never take

Chorus:
I've got a saviour and he's living in me
WHOA
I wanna know, I wanna know you today...

You're the best thing that has happened to me
And the world will never take
The world will never take it away!!!!

And WOW NIGHT IS COMING!!!!! Not What Oh Wahoo...>???? hahaha well I dunno what it stands for, but get ready to be WOWed by us, Zion Praise Harvest... on 13th August... which is next week

haha or SEARCH FOR A STAR... 17th September... you will be WOWed even more...

Sounds like I'm doing a commercial...

But I'm just so hyped up right now...

I LOVE ZPH!!!!! :)

Really feel at home... my 2nd home...

我昨天在ZLM给了一番testimonial, 说到了我姐姐接受主的事实。我真的很开心。真的真的很庆幸。之后，小孩子过来握了我的手，跟我说"恭喜，我真的很开心，为你感到很开心"。听了那句话，我感到mixed feelings。Part of me felt really happy, part of me upset. 其实开心的是我跟他终於终於held an intelligent conversation.其实啊，我真的很想念他的。去年的时光多好？还有他在我身边陪伴着我。今年不同了。我们似乎drifted apart。其实啊，真的真的很想念你的。：)但是还是要大大声的告诉你，"谢谢你！" 没有你的友谊，我想我的日子其实会很闷。虽然你的样子看了很想让人"扁" 但是你真的在我生命里做了很多。说真的，没有你，我想我不会那么认识Jesus，不会那么想追求他。所以，谢谢！

I also want to thank you... Huiyi... thanks for talking to me into the late hours of our night... I know what you want to say..."笨女人，我们的关系已经到了不用说谢谢的地步了"... 是的，我想我们就是这样的朋友。不用说谢谢，不用说什么，我们心里会明白的。But well... it was really reassuring and comforting talking to you. haha... you seem to make me feel like... "It's ok... believe in yourself..." and you make me feel thankful... thankful to God for a friend like you... although sometimes when I talk to you 你真的会把我气死，like refusing to read my blog because there are too many scroll bars... :P but hey... life will not be complete without you... Thank you for being there for me... because... I know U will ALWAYS be there for me... :) Tell Yichao if I'm a guy I sure marry U... so tell him to treasure U... hehehe... :P

我终於相信我姐姐所说的，flirting 与 being friendly 就在一线之差，而那就是人家如何看你。今天，朋友跟我说了一句话。让我感到非常难过。这种难过的确是出自内心的难过。

我是不是就这样被人家看待？

我不清楚。

It's at times like this, when everyone's away and you are alone that you start wondering...

WHAT THE H*** AM I DOING???

That's right... sometimes I wonder what I actually am doing... I must admit, I really am not the smartest person on earth... BUT sometimes things just happen that you wonder... why you are doing it, and what you do it for...

Like Pharmacy...

On busy weeks, it's 8-6 almost everyday, with 1-2 hours break in the middle... and then I just think... " WHY AM I DOING THIS????" why am I making myself all upset when I study... and I'm actually doing something I've never done b4... which is... STUDYING CONSTANTLY... I mean it hasn't actually been super constant, but I'm actually getting things done quite a fair bit, except for pharmacognosy, which I must admit, I really have to get down to doing it... ALL FOR??? The hope that I will not get a supp... which, for this supp paper queen I must admit, is quite high...

OK I SHALL PROVE MYSELF WRONG...

I really need you guys at the moment... to help me pull through... Don't be surprised if one day U hear me crying on the phone ok??? :P thanks

:)

Is it possible to miss someone so much... you really feel like seeing the person at that instant...

I guess I just miss him...

But I know it's not possible between us...

And it's just a sudden feeling... just that it struck me suddenly...

But I know it's not possible between us anymore... haha... even tho people were like "why don't U get back with him???"

Impossible=impossible...

So why do I suddenly miss him???

Just because I haven't seen him for ages I guess...

But that's ok cuz I don't miss him anymore...

Just that the feeling was very sudden and strong yesterday, and I was thinking about it...

Hahahahaha...

Anyway, how would you know if U really like that person???

That's a very interesting question...

I really want to know