Chung Cheng 1999-2002

Reading through Huiyi's blog at www.hui-yi.blogspot.com

And reading thru the past memories of CCHSM...

Made me think...

KAITING... STOP PITYING YOURSELF...

Cuz I know no matter what... U guys will still be here for me...

Hor huiyi???

U'll have to fly to OZ for my wedding right??? :P

Anyway... She went back to CCHSM... and there's this part abt the banana story... that Mr Lee wrote... "Appreciation of bananas" haha... and anyway, he brought bananas to class... whereby everyone had one banana, and we savoured the delicious banana as Mr Lee read the essay to us, or rather we read together... AND GUESS WHAT??? Mr Lee tried it on another class...

According to Huiyi, who must have heard it from Mr Lee...

The class rep got up and picked up everyone's banana skins after they finished eating the bananas... Get it???? PICKED THEM UP!!!!!! hey man... who ever picks up banana skins... the right way to finish the essay... IS TO THROW THE SKINS AT MR LEE... or the next teacher who comes into class... For us, 3MD is Ms Bernice Low... who sounded super ang moh... I still remember our nickname for her... Miss Liu REn REn... NICE! hahaha... yeah man... what are the kids nowadays becoming... How come their life is becoming so boring ah???



OK first things first... credits to Huiyi... :P Dun kill me for plagiarism... hehe

Mr LEE!!!!!! @_@ Our most cool and funky teacher who adores KFC!!!! hahaha time to get married Mr Lee... when u inviting us to your wedding huh huh??? hahah Huiyi... U missed out the CCHS spirit award (zhong zheng jing shen jiang!!!)... I totally refuse to admit that 4LY got it too... I still refuse to admit that... CUZ 4MD won rightfully man... we won by a few points... they prolly gave it to 4LY as a consolation...

And yes... 4MD is a cool class... with cool stories to tell...

Sure proud to be a 4 ModestiAn... haha if U can call me that???

And even more proud to be a CHUNG CHENG student... hahaha :)

Proud to be me...

ok... no more getting stressed over my friendships... no more getting upset over studies... seriously... I think I was so upset cuz I'm super scared I'll fail my exams... yes mugging time baby!!!!!

hehe... anyway... made a very important decision today... :) Man sure hope I can keep to that important decision I made... :)

And thinking of more important decisions... to come!

Today I was just thinking of the topic of friends...

What would happen to me if one day I just fell??? Just didn't know what to do... who would be there for me???

I don't have very many close friends...

Or rather... I don't have one at all???

Is it just me, or is it reality??? I think it is bit of both...

Somehow I tend to drift apart from friends really quickly... Not keeping in contact with friends??? am I really guilty of that??? I think I am...

Have drifted apart from nila and the rest...

Weird how things happened this way... cuz I really don't know how come...

I guess it really is my own fault... the fact that I really don't hang out that often with them anymore...

What is happening to me???

WTH is happening to me...???

2:12am... and I can't get to sleep...

Am I that lonely???

I need an answer... And I know only God can provide it for me...

Friends...???

I really don't know what I'm thinking about already...

Someone like me, whom people think have LOTSA friends... don't even know whom to ask out when I need to go shopping for stuff... hahaha

Where's that carefree kaiting???

Is that plank in my heart stopping me from viewing everyone as they should be viewed??? I was reading this story... true story... and I realised...

When I become Christian... I become so judgmental... Has that been a great reason why I've been hanging out less with the old friends??? Because I've been so busy hanging out with Christians???

What a hypocrite...

Whatever...

Fed up with myself...

罗大佑:童年
池塘边的榕树上,知了在声声叫着夏天
草丛边的秋千上,只有蝴蝶停在上面
黑板上老师的粉笔还在拼命叽叽喳喳写个不停
等待着下课等待着放学等待游戏的童年

福利社里面什么都有就是口袋里没有半毛钱
诸葛四郎和魔鬼党到底谁抢到那支宝剑
隔壁班的那个女孩怎么还没经过我的窗前
嘴里的历史手里的漫画心里初恋的童年

总是要等到睡觉前才知道功课只做了一点点
总是要等到考试后才知道该念的书都没有念
一寸光阴一寸金老师说过寸金难买寸光阴
一天又一天一年又一年迷迷糊糊的童年

没有人知道为什么太阳总下到山的那一边
没有人能够告诉我山里面有没有住着神仙
多少平日记忆总是一个人面对着天空发呆
就这么好奇就这么幻想这么孤单的童年

阳光下蜻蜓飞过来一片片绿油油的稻田
水彩蜡笔和万花筒画不出天边那一条彩虹
什么时候才能像高年级的同学有张成熟与长大的脸
盼望着假期盼望着明天盼望长大的童年
一天又一天一年又一年盼望长大的童年

I LOVE this song!!! It's like.. really describing childhood... there are parts that like talk about comics n stuff n like going to the canteen and realising that you didn't bring money... you waiting anxiously for your crush to pass by your window... that reminded me of when I had a crush on Zhenwei... hahaha... and like... you can't wait for school to finish... always looking at the clock... falling asleep in class...

looking at myself now...

i am so much more ladylike.

remember i used to say i hated guys and never wanted to get married... and now??? can't wait to!

remember i never used to wear high heels... now???? can't wait to get a few pairs

:P

so many changes now...

including the long hair I used to hate!!!!!

:P

Was just reading through Kailin's blog...

And I read through the part which says...

"It just seems like yesterday that we were 16 again"

Yes... that's right... it seems like yesterday that we were 16... When we used to put up Chinese New Year decorations in class, in the attempt to beat 4LY... when we used to scrub the walls of the classroom... when I used to complain about Albert... not doing his Monitor job... when I used to get so annoyed at him...

It seems like yesterday that we made up that horrible skit about MR Lee eating KFC for teachers day... The teachers who auditioned us weren't amused... But if given a chance, I'd do it again... the same horrible skit...

It seems like yesterday that Mr Lee brought bananas to class and Alan's broke in half... Mr Lee reading the essay to us regarding bananas...

It seems like yesterday that Me, Huiyi, Huiwen used to hang out, for lunch... by the lake...

It seems like yesterday that we had racial harmony and everyone wore ethnic costume to want to beat 4LY... even Jackson wore and he was so reluctant!

It seems like yesterday that Me, Kailin and Val prank called Siling

It seems like yesterday that I still had that horrible mushroom hair...

It seems like yesterday that we got the Chung Cheng Sprit award... It seems like yesterday that we used to hate PE and come up with all sorts of excuses to skip PE...

It seems like yesterday that we hated 4LY...

It seems like yesterday when we were still so young, so young...

Laughter never ceased from our faces... Tears dropped occassionally... but that was all... Happiness was always there... the memories from Chung Cheng High... the place where I grew up

Can't help but wish that yesterday was back... I wish it was right at the doorstep...

But we know we've already missed the turn... and now it's become a memory... Precious Memories... Yesterday can never come back... All we have is now... and the future...

3 years... and I've lost 2 friends...

Val... and now Albert...

All I can say right now is... I have memories of them...

The memories will slowly fade... the memories of me, Val and Kailin... Me, Val and Siling... Val listening to my problems and just helping me scold my auntie when she knew I was upset... She was always there for me... like a big sister... But that is all... The precious memories are fading... I wish I can keep them always, etched firmly into my mind... but all I can do is smile at the thought of the slowly fading memories... When I turn 40, will I still remember you? Will I still remember the memories we had??? Me and Albert walking to the bus stop at times... He just speaking to me in the english and chinese with the thick accent... indo, was it? Me and Albert walking to school... Those memories are fading too... We don't even have photos together... how sad is that? I remember the first time we found out Albert had brain tumour... he had been having recurring headaches and stuff... but did we know? I'd always thought U were getting better... That was what U told me... U always seemed so optimistic...

Sorry I never called...

Sorry I never showed more concern...

Even when U were sick, U asked James to send me greetings... even when U were a little confused... But I never knew... Never once did U allow us to worry for you isn't it? Albert...? I wish it was just a dream, I'll wake up in the morning, and see you outside my window saying "Gotcha! I was kidding you!" But I know this will never happen...

Thanks for the testimonial... on friendster...

You'll still be my friend... forever... even tho we're separate for the time being... I know I'll see U soon... in eternity...

Thanks...

I love you...

I love you Kailin

I love you Val

I love you Huiyi

I love you Adeline

I love you Xuande

I love you Sheryl

I love you Janice

I love you Daniel

I love you Siling

I love you Yee Kai

I love you Vince...

I love you ... whoever...

Love you guys so much... sorry if I never said that before... but... yes I really do treasure our friendship... heaps

I received this heartbreaking news on the 18th of September... Mid autumn festival... and immediately I ran to my room... and started crying...

A friend of mine had passed away...

Albert, we miss you...

Thanks for being there... Thanks for bringing happiness and laughter to our class... 3MD and 4MD... Thank you for always being there... our monitor in 3MD... U were great...

Our beloved friend passed away at 4:10 am on the 27th of August.Yes I only got to know it on the 18th of September...

What a good friend... yes... so much for being a friend... only getting to know this from someone else 3 weeks after he died...

Just a post to say...

Rest in Peace...

I know you're not suffering anymore, you're in heaven with our daddy, smiling down at us...

Albert... U've always been the one... who can take all the jokes... the moo moo... the cow... the part U wrote in my autograph, telling me to reconsider when I said I didn't wanna get married... the one whom I've always made eye contact with during sec 2 when we used to take the bus together, but didn't get the chance to talk to until sec 3, the one who's always talking to me about classical music... about Beethoven... about Bach...Yes, we'll miss you...And I await the day I see you again...At least your head doesn't hurt anymore... does it?

Thanks... even though you were hurting, U still cared for me... or so I heard... U sent me those things... for me and my mum... for my mum to take, for her health... You were there, even though you were hurting badly... yet nobody asked about you... not even me... Your giving spirit... thank you... I really thank God for giving me a friend like you... See you soon

In memory of Albert Wahyu Irawan

Isn't it weird how we need the death of someone else to remind us how lucky we are... and how we really need to take care of ourselves and just remind us that we can't handle things alone??? I just want to tell you guys... my friends... if I've missed anyone out... that I Love you... and I really love you heaps... Although I don't really say it... but... yes I do love you... HEAPS!!!

yep...please take good care of yourself... for me...

Some photos of SFAS!!!



That's me and Eric!

After all these photos, I've realised I've put on weight!!! time to go on diet!



Photo hugging Sheryl's flowers!!!! thanks girl for lending them to me!!! :P THis is called bu4 wen4 zi4 qv3... means U take without asking... :P




Me, xiao hai zi and Johnny!!!! He was super keng can... played so many times in the performance... way to go!!!!

你愛永不變　
你流出寶血　
洗淨我污穢　
將我的生命贖回　
你為了我的罪　
犧牲永不悔　
顯明你極大恩惠　

我深深體會你愛的寶貴　
獻上自己永追隨　
或傷心或氣餒　　
或生離或死別　
願剛強壯膽永遠不後退
　
哦　你愛永不變　
從今直到永遠　
深深澆灌我心田　
或天旋或地轉　　
經滄海歷桑田　
都不能叫我與你愛隔絕

S

Search for a star was on the 17th of September... WAS YESTERDAY...

And I had great fun!!!!!!

Well... I arrived at 1pm... which is a whole 3 hours late from the original supposed meeting time... BUT it wasn't my fault cuz I was working that morning... haha anyway yeah grabbed a quick lunch from Kardinya shopping centre... and went on our way!!!!

When I entered the hall... I Was like... "WAY TO GO"... How to 見人? Cuz the stage was so ugly... not the decorations, but it was so um... well the floor of the stage was very badly scratched and dusty... not complaining... but I guess I was just quite nervous... then we were doing the rehearsals... and choir was quite bad compared to Thursday at Daryl's house... so I was like "..." and I was thinking... "people paying to watch... and we can't do something satisfactory"

So I was really quite scared...

And the actual show came...

May I first make a statement that my make up was really quite good??? My sis put it for me... she also put make up for Joanne... and Joanne looked really really pretty with make up... well not really... as in I couldn't tell a difference cuz I've always thought she looked very pretty... not the striking kind, but the sweet sweet kind, whom U'll never grow tired of even if you look at her 1000 times...

Took a few photos, will post them up...

Anyway, just coming back to SFAS performance... my friends whom I invited... well sold 7 tickets... and I think only 3 came in the end... anyway the others lost out...

I WAS WOWED...

I thought that the performance was SOOOOOO good... really very good... cuz everyone put in 1001x the effort... Iris... had a sore throat and lost her voice a few days proir to the competition... BUT then when she was singing 因為 by 范衛琪... she could reach the top note that she couldn't reach on Thursday when she practiced with Zhengyi... and I was soooooo happy for her... I started screaming and cheering for her... and then Ai Lin... she sounded sooooo OK!!!! like really OK... cuz Ai Lin lost her voice... but at the drama... her acting was GOOD!!!! :) Then we had the DANCE... which was AWESOME... I was blown off my seat... then Qin Yan told me... "This is soooo dedicated... if we ask someone from the temple to do this... we'll never ever produce results half as good"... I WAS SO BLESSED BY THAT STATEMENT!!!!! then... the YA came up... and they were good...???? for 3 practices... but apparently some ppl were like really demanding in YA... I shan't name them... but... yeah... and then at the intermission, I met this girl called Mei lin...who is Daniel's friend. He introduced me to her, and I talked a little to her... and my sis thought I'd known her for long!!! hahaha not really... knew her for 5 mins that's it... and my sis thinks I talk a lot... which is quite true...

After the intermission, there were a few acts... but the one that caught my attention the most was 你愛永不變 It's a Christian song that I've heard before... like when I was at Carmel, I sang it before... it was sang by an Australian woman called Rebecca Williams... and she went to China for 5 years for missionary work... she even learnt the Chinese sign language for the whole song! Then it was choir... at the hey ho part I didn't stand in the correct place... stood between Jamie and El... and so guess what???? I was like the odd one out cuz they were both quite small... that was the 1st error... then El kept stepping on me... cuz she got her moves all wrong apparently... So in all... I believe it was quite weird but anyway, people still loved the performance... All the time and effort put in was WORTH IT... seeing people being blessed and being so happy... God... I thank U heaps... God... I love you... and I really love doing everything for U!!!!!! :)

Today we had choir performance again... cuz pastor thought we were good and had to perform again!!!! woo hoo!!! hehee was really really happy... but we performed in EJ... and the stage was sooooo small!!! Then Pastor was talking about having breakthroughs with God... and I felt I really wanted more breakthroughs with God... relationships, studies, parents salvation... I started crying... I dunno why... then I was just crying... and crying... then Pastor asked if anyone wanted to accept Christ into their life today... and when he said "Thanks I see that hand" I was just sooooo touched... and was thanking God for every single soul saved... Indeed... God, church... have changed my perspective of life... I feel so different... like I am super super lucky... I sure am... Hallelujah! Thank U LORD

:)

Top 10 movies I want to watch

1. The Perfect Man (In cinemas)
2. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (In cinemas)
3. The Exorcism of Emily Rose (Coming)
4. Just like Heaven (coming)
5. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire (coming)
6. Pride and Prejudice (coming)
7. In her shoes (coming)
8. Whatever's nice and coming up
9. Whatever's nice and coming up
10. Whatever's nice and coming up

I just feel like a good movie now... something that's stupid and dun require lots of brain cells

GriNZ

Bored...................

Stupid Eric's looking at my entry now... and he just typed 994 into the title... ah well... dun care abt him...

What else...??? I want to watch the Perfect Man... and... The Exorcism of Emily Rose... and... Just Like Heaven when it comes out... sighhhhhhh where are e good movies when U really want to watch them??????

Red eye was good... Rachel McAdams... hahaha she looked SOOOOOO familiar... then I realised she actually acted in Mean Girls... one of my fave movies so far... griNZ...

SFAS is coming soonnnnnnn I can't wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! to Sing and Dance... :)

I finally realised why the human body is made up of 70% water...

Things have been happening recently... So much so I feel that I can't breath... And things have been happening so unexpectedly... like I thought I'd be prepared for it... but ended up I wasn't at all... and I ended up very very upset...

So upset... that I cried for such a long time...

Never ever felt so upset before... Well... maybe I have... last year...

For people who know what I'm talking about... I'm facing the same circumstance again...

I'm tired... really tired...

BUT

I WILL NOT lose faith in God... I refuse to... I WILL NOT

Satan's attack will not reign!

IN JESUS'S MIGHTY NAME I COMMAND U TO GET OUT

GET OUT of my circumstance

GET OUT!!!

Twins--下一站天后

站在大丸前细心看看我的路
再下个车站到天后当然最好
但华丽的星途
途中一旦畏高
背後会否还有他拥抱

在百德新街的爱侣
面上有种顾晄自豪
在台上任我唱未必风光更好
人气不过肥皂泡

即使有天开个唱谁又要唱
他不可到现场
仍然仿似白活一场
不恋爱教我怎样唱
几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强
台前如何发亮
难及给最爱在耳边
低声温柔地唱

白日梦飞翔永不太远太抽象
最後变天后变新娘都是理想
在时代的广场谁都总会有奖
我没有歌迷有他景仰

在百德新街的爱侣
面上有种顾晄自豪
在台上任我唱未必风光更好
人气不过肥皂泡
ha..
即使有天开个唱谁又要唱
他不可到现场
仍然仿似白活一场
不恋爱教我怎样唱
几多爱歌给我唱还是勉强
台前如何发亮
难及给最爱在耳边
低声温柔地唱
其实心里最大理想
跟他归家为他唱

I'm super into chinese songs now... as I've always been... hehe too bad for those who've always tried to psycho me into listening to English songs... :P

Annoyed with shen xian now... U super mean guy... STOP BULLYING ME... or I'll strangle U... hahaha...

OK I was just kidding about that strangling part... this is getting morbid...

I think I need to sleep...

Something happened today... a bit scared... dunno how I'm gonna face it... but pray pray and pray... prayer does help doesn't it???

你给我多少时间-- 莫文蔚

hey,到底要多少时间
才能真的互相了解
oh~hey,到底要多少思念
才能抓住你的视线

hey,我就在你的身边
却又隔一光年
究竟只差一瞬间或永远
爱是两个人的原野
可我一个人狩猎什么过眼
在你再消失以前
你给我多少时间

hey,爱就在你的身边
可是你看不见
究竟要走到海角或天边
才是两个人的终点
可我一个人搁浅什么云烟
我给你一场爱恋
你到底给我多少时间 hey~

盛夏的果实-- 莫文蔚

也许放弃
才能靠近你
不再见你你才会把我记起
时间累积
这盛夏的果实
回忆里寂寞的香气

我要试着离开你
不要再想你
虽然这并不是我本意

你曾说过
会永远爱我
也许承诺不过因为没把握
别用沉默
再去掩饰什么
当结果是那么赤裸裸

以为你会说什么
才会离开我
你只是转过头不看我

不要刻意说
你还爱我
当看尽潮起潮落
只要你记得我

你曾说过
会永远爱我
也许承诺不过证明没把握
不用难过
不用掩饰什么
当结果是那么赤裸裸

其实不用说什么才能离开我
起码那些经过属于我

也许放弃
才能靠近
你不再见你你才会把我记起
时间累积这剩下的果实
回忆里爱情的香气
我以为不露痕迹思念却满溢
或许这代表我的心

如果你会梦见我
请你再抱紧我

I was feeling double... triple upset yesterday... and so messaged some friends... and was just thinking how I really don't depend on God's strength to do things... Maybe I felt tired, felt really burnt out... and was doing ReZource minutes after a whole day's work at uni and pharmacy... This whole week has been a hectic week... with choir practices, cell, ZLM... actually come to think of it, I arrive home at 11+ everyday except for Monday... that was why I was like super tired... especially yesterday, probably cuz it was the last day of the week... Felt like... "wow... so many things haven't been done... assignments piling up... grades haven't been up there..." and I was just sooooo upset... plus I've been down with illness recently...

Of course it didn't help that my mum messaged me and told me to take care of myself...

I just missed her heaps... missed home heaps... I really felt like just sa3 jiao1-ing... and just being a little girl... then I started crying... and crying...

Maybe the tears were like waste of fluid from the body... But anyway... I was just very tired and stuff... and then yeah... was just like sobbing... I was quite happy that I started to cry... cuz like it really hurts to be wanting to cry, yet not be able to cry...

Then I did my minutes... and then I was just lying in bed, listening to my mp3... then I received a call from a friend... the first thing he asked me was... "are you oK?" and then he said I sounded like I've just been crying... haha... and I was like... telling him how I'm starting to rely too much on human strength... and not God's strength...and he was just telling me... like I should relax... spend more time on myself... because that's just Satan's attacks... making me tired so that I lose focus on God... which is very true... and he said that happened to him before... and we were just talking about it... but I was more of listening... cuz I was so tired... Crying really tires you out... I hate to cry... but at the same time, it releases emotions you bottle up... and he prayed for me... and told me to go to bed... THANKS... if U ever read this... THANKS... tho I know you are super ANTI blog... but I just want to say THANKS...

The call sure calmed me down... and I just went to bed after that...

Went to work today... then met up with Canning College frenZ... went back to Canning... then looked around... then came home and sleep...

Was thinking of this song... cuz Adeline sent it to me...


Heaven Knows
by Carol Banawa
album: Follow Your Heart (2003)
He's always on my mind,
from the time i wake up
'till i close my eyes
he's everywhere i go
he's all i know
'Though he's so far away
it's just keeps getting stronger
every day
and even now he's gone
i'm still holding on
So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let him go
chorus:
Maybe my love will come back some day
only heaven knows
and maybe our hearts will find their way
only heaven knows
and all i can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
My friends keep telling me
that if you really love him
you've gotta set him free
and if he returns in kind
i'll know he's mine
So tell me where do i start
'cause it's breaking my heart
don't wanna let him go
chorus
Why i live in despair
'cause while awake or dreaming
i know he's never there
and all these time i act so brave
i'm shaking inside
why does it hurt me so...
chorus
heaven knows...

Sweet

A dream is a wish your heart makes

A dream is a wish your heart makes
When you are fast asleep
In dreams you will lose your heartache
Whatever you wish for you keep

Have faith in your dreams and someday
Your rainbow will come smiling true
No matter how your heart is grieving
If U keep on believing
A dream that you wish
WILL come true!

hehehe... I'm currently thinking of this song... dunno what it's called... a dream is a wish your heart makes.... maybe??? It's from the cartoon Cinderella... it's my fave cartoon... :)

I was very upset this morning... cuz before lunch... I found out that I lost my purse... cuz... i thought I dropped it on the bus... then I was just walking around, looking for it... Thank God for Sophia... thankss girl... thanks for looking for my purse for me... then I was just thinking, and realised... I LEFT IT AT THE PHOTOCOPYING MACHINES in the library... I WAS SUPER HAPPY! hahaha and then got Andrea to check for me... AND IT WAS WITH THE LIBRARY FRONT COUNTER!!!!! I'm like super happy... :)

Then I came to the pharmacy comp. lab... and checked my results... and GUESS WHAT???????? THE TEST THAT I THOUGHT I'D DO BADLY FOR... I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Passed passed passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank GOd... praise Him... hehehehehe... super happy man... super happy lehhhhhhh..... :) thank God... Thank God... Thank God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok... I'm really hyper now...

AM REALLY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yaaaaaaay!

:)

Where should I start???

Hmm... lets start with things I like...

hehehe...

I like...

1) Being treated like a special princess
2) Hugs from the back
3) Davidoff echo
4) Roses... many many roses
5) to SMILE and LAUGH
6) People around me to be happy
7) Singing... I can live without tv but never without songs... I'll die
8) Surprises
9) Sleeping
10) Writing poems
11) Reading in bed
12) Bubble Tea
13) Fairytales... my favourite is Cinderella
14) My bears...
15) Necklaces, Bracelets, Earrings
16) Feeling pretty, dressing up pretty and looking pretty
17) Sms
18) Late night calls
19) Musicals
20) Chinese Songs
21) Chick Flicks

I dislike...

1) my 5 part time boyfriends... Note: Go look at my friendster to see what I mean
2) studying
3) Cough syrup
4) Falling sick
5) Falling for the wrong ppl and end up spoiling the r/s and friendship
6) Getting scolded
7) Being scared of ppl...
8) Hypocrites... fortunately I've only met one in my whole life, but unfortunately she's quite dear to my mother
9) Stress
10) Being woken up by calls
11) Action movies

Hahaha... just babbling on... had this pretty weird dream again... I always have weird dreams... dun wanna talk about it, cuz it annoys me... :)

Oh well... smile, Kt smile...

I'm still coughing... how to sing for SFAS audition huh??? hmph... :(