Trying out Liese Hair dye

Trying out Liese Hair dye...

After being influenced by my piggy cousin, I decided to go and try the Liese Hair dye...

Basically it's a DIY hair dye, which foams and you just apply it like shampooing ur hair.

The verdict?

1) It gives a pretty colour!!! I chose Mocha Orange, it wasn't as light as I thought it'd be but good enough. I like it!

2) Though it is quite pretty, you have to be really careful, do rub it into the roots as well, as there is the risk that the colour will come out unevenly. That's what happened to mine.

3) Really really easy to use. And I mean idiotproof. Mix 2 solutions, wear gloves, rub in, wait 20 min and dang! U've got hair of different colour :)

What do I say about this colour?

I like it and WILL definitely use it again!!!

There you go! it's ur call on this one :)

God...

I don't understand why this is all happening

I don't understand why my mummy had to have cancer 12 years ago

I don't understand why she had to fight so hard and yet still die at the end

I don't understand how your plans work

But all I can do is trust.

God....

I feel hurt

I feel hurt that my prayers didn't work

I feel hurt that miracles didn't happen

I feel hurt that mummy didn't say the sinners prayer before she died

But all I can do is trust.

God...

Even though I feel hurt, lost and I can't understand, I know you have it all in control. I love you

Things that make me smile

There are 10 things that make me smile

1) GOD - If not for him, I'd still be lost. I'd be bitter. I'd be the un-confident me that I was 5 years ago. I wouldn't know how to smile, I wouldn't be strong like I am right now. Yes, I Yes, I have experienced pain, hardships, heartwrenching, heart breaking moments. BUT it is for him that I stand proudly and say that I'm daddy's girl.

2) MY FAMILY - We are a unique bunch of people. Couldn't have stood stronger than I am now if not for mummy's influence. Couldn't have been the happy, bubbly self I am now if not for da jie jie and jack. Couldn't have learnt to love if not for wei and er jie jie and keat and everyone at home. I am blessed. I have a home. I call it mine :)

3) JEREMY - What can I say? He just makes me smile. When I'm upset, he lends me his shoulder. When I cry, he's there to soothe me. When I go silly we both laugh together. He complements me :) He really does. Am blessed because of him. 6 months on... And I still feel like I'm the luckiest girl ever :)

4) BEST FRIENDS - They make me smile, listen to my woes, and cry with me... Tho some of them cry even before I do... BUT I truly am blessed, because you have blessed me :)

Lin, Xin, Seng, Tim... Thank you...

AND OF COURSE

5) BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS WHICH BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY

6) 2-YEAR-OLD BLOG POSTS WHICH SOUND REALLY GAY

7) CUSTOMERS AT WORK WHO MAKE ME SMILE

8) COLLEAGUES WHO ARE SWEET

9) MUSIC LESSONS

10) BABIES

:)

I love my life... It's beautiful...

All God given... GLory to HIM

Thank you... :)

This is probably the very last one U'd see... I know you prob won't see this, BUT I still have to say it... Thank you...

Regardless of all the hurts, all the pain that I've experienced due to our "unusual" friendship in the past, I am still blessed by you...

I was reading my previous blog posts, and I realised that how much I'm focussing now on the hurt that has been caused. I truly dislike you... (or rather disliked)... Forgetting on the good that you've brought, the joy that you have brought, and focussing on the hurts caused by a friendship gone wrong...

Thank you :)

God has not promised Skies always blue,

flower-strewn pathways all our lives through;
God has not promised sun without rain,
joy without sorrow, peace without pain.
But God has promised strength for the day,
rest for the labor, light for the way,
grace for the trials, help from above,
unfailing sympathy, undying love.

By Annie Johnson Flint

Yes... My skies aren't always blue, my road hasn't always been a bed of roses. I haven't been joyful without first feeling sorrow, neither have I felt peace before pain.

BUT yes, My GOD gives me the strength to go through the day. Strength to smile, to love, to rest, to believe again...

He has given me strength to love again, to trust again...

Loving my God :)

"Princess, look out of the window... Welcome to Genovia, your home"

This statement was made by the butler (Josef) in Princess Diaries...

Maybe... Just maybe... one day I will hear the same words...

"Princess, look out of the window... Welcome to Heaven, your home"

And my daddy in heaven will be smiling down at me :)