Take me, Mould me, use me, fill me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
Call me, guide me, lead me, walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand

Convicted as I sing this song...

Take me, mould me, use me, fill me... I give my life to the Potter's hand...

How many times have I told God... God I give you my heart, my worries... use me, mould me...
and yet take it back to myself...

How many times have I told God... "God it's time to let go... teach me how to let go... how to let go" yet I always take it back for myself...

A jumble of thoughts...

I don't know how to phrase it...

Just pray for me oK???

Love

Cute MV...

Nice song...

I like SHE... :) I know U usually mostly get guys who go... OH gosh SHE is soooooo cute... I like SHE too~!!!!! haha... just cuz they are just cute in general, not those girls who pretend to be cute oh wellz...

Some other girls I feel are genuinely cute include
1) Yang Cheng Ling (Rainie Yeung)
2) Cyndi Wang

That's about it... can someone teach me how to be genuinely cute... haha I'm just kidding

I don't know why I can't seem to copy the song onto here... well

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Hhs5k4DZA1U

:)

Some guys just never fail to AMAZE me with their childishness...

Weird how some people can be so high up in their career ladder yet be so childish...

Sorry I'm getting a bit anal here... BUT I think oh well I shall not disclose too much here... Lest the whole world knows who I'm annoyed about...

Daylight savings are almost getting to an end... A bit of a shame, really... Cuz I pretty much enjoy the daylight savings, gives me more time to call home really... LIke when I call home at 10 here, it's only 9 back home... and so I get more chance that my parents aren't sleeping yet...

Other than that... yea... it turns dark at 8pm which is really not that bad considering that few months ago it turned dark at 9~!!!! Cell leaders had to announce to cell that it was gonna be end of daylight savings...

As usual, I really love my cell group, even those who are hard to love~!!!!!!

They really make my day, esp since I've got an amazing bunch of core whom I believe can grow so much more if we put them in a position to grow... :) Love ya guys and I really appreciate the effort that you've put in for cell even tho I don't say it...

Had my tutor visit, nuff said... It was bad... Didn't know what she was after, but oh well... it's really awesome, though quite daunting that I had to sit in front of her and answer all the questions... It's daunting cuz it's someone who actually knows her stuff and for me, hmm... I don't really know mine... This has kinda served as a wake-up call to be more meticulous in my work. For someone like me, who loves leaving things to the last minute, it just doesn't work cuz things pile up and before long, it's visit number 2.

Really love my placement area tho, my bosses are really nice to me. And the boss doesn't mind me bossing him around, cuz it's in-grown in my character... But I really look up to him... Really like him as a boss tho he's only young... BUT he's really good and knows a lot... Fun in the pharmacy cuz I know everyone loves everybody... so yeah... I love the staff, I hope they love me~!

:)

Sometimes people disappoint you... I understand how U feel in the process... dear... sometimes it's hard to see the point, cuz when someone's madly in love with another person, all you can see is that person... and fails to see the rest... Sometimes we let lust take over our relationship life... and I believe that's what's happening... Maybe it's too early for us to judge... but dear, don't be sad... and if U do need someone, I'l be here for U...





Funny face picture of us

Back: Asher, Jon Ng, Jon Liaw, Jason, Julian, Teck Poo, Samuel, Lewis
Middle: Awesome Amanda, Aggressive Angie, Sweet Su ern, Lovable Lisa, Fabulous Frances (And they're really really pretty too~!!!! I love them)
Front: Babelicious Xin Rui, Caring Carrie, Pretty Pia, Kawaii Kaiting(U know who came up with that... ME~!!!!), Cheerful Cecilia, Yvonne, Cheryl...

Hehe I couldn't come up with names for Yvonne and Cheryl...



The more calm n composed look... BUT look at Lewis...



LewisSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love my cell... :) I think U guys are awesome... :)

Pretty girls in my cell amen~!

I was in a bad mood today...

Nuff said... just in a mood to complain...

Just cuz I'm sick and tired of working... Working working and working... It's like I rarely have a break, the only break I have is 1 Sunday in 2 weeks...

Am pretty sick of it... Plus the other girls were talking during lunch... And they quit their casual job once they started rotation just cuz it was getting too much for them to bear... And I was kinda sian about it... Esp just thinking... "Why am I doing all this?"

Working for my living...

BUT thank God I only have to pay my phone bills...

Thank U to those who allowed me to complain to them...

今天的我, 心里比较脆弱...

因为... 梁凯婷毕竟是人,她不是神...

今天非常希望有个男生在身边似的... 有双耳朵来聆听自己发的牢骚...

但是...

人毕竟要长大... 不能一辈子依赖他人... 小公主需要成长...

On a lighter note... I was cheered up after I saw Yan Pin's birthday photos~!!!! It was really cute hey... haha Sue anne says I've got apple cheeks she want to pinch... thanks to Usha's top and Iris's jeans where I could wear... to the party...

:)

Anyways, thank God...

I feel better after crying... :)

It never fails to amaze me how peoples point of view of you can touch you so much...

I shall not elaborate...

hui-yi.blogspot.com

talks about our times before, and now, and even after...

Makes me think... Oh yah... how much we've grown...

From princesses... to grown ups...

From pearl in the hand... to... someone who can fend for herself, fighting in society...

Such is the truth of reality...

Anyways... thanks girl... :) really loved that post...

Was looking at Clement and Lisa's wedding photos...

Sweet... Looks like a really well planned wedding, and well organised and well rehearsed one...

It was held at Swan Valley, on a hot summer's day... Vineyard wedding... really sweet...

Looking at photos now, Lisa's dad's walking her down to the area where they hold the wedding... I guess U can call it the stage...

A thought came to my mind...

Is my dad ever gonna walk me to my wedding???

Oh well... the first thought is "no"

But I guess... by faith we conquer and that was how Jesus conquered the dead... So one day my dad will walke me down the ailse(gosh I forgot how to spell)

Lisa's a really beautiful bride... Not just in appearance, but even her character and mannerisms... Go for it dear, believe in u, in God and in ur marriage...

I believe a God centered marriage will be so beautiful... Not to say there won't be problems, but U can work things out... because u focus on God... so then you can work things out... and divorce won't ever be thought of as a back door...

:)

the legendary xuande-cum-mike-cum-darius

The legendary xuande-cum-mike-cum-darius

Woww... what an exclusive nickname, as thought of by Huiyi for Xuande...

As opposed to Xuande's self proclaimed title "the everlasting charming dashing yandao in SG"

Feels like my good friend here has become good friends with Steven Lim... From Singapore I presume??? Haha...

Gosh...

Darius...
Mike...
Xuande...

U'll still always be Xuande... No matter what... We will never be able to call you Darius...

When Huiyi and I heard his new name... we... burst out... laughing...

To our dismay... because it just sounded too gay-ish for our liking... Besides... "Xuande, your network of friends are all cheena... why would you need a name like Darius????"

Mind you, it's pronounced as DaY-riUS... :P Not DaR-Rius as would be pronounced by aunties and uncles...

Well Darius... is just... Xuande to us...

No matter how much he's changed, from a 110kg little boy... to the now 60kg dreamy hunk... He's still Xuande... From 前面两只马,后面一只猪... to... 前面两只马,后面一只猪肉, Now U know why we still love Xuande...

Cuz...

We love bak kua...

Sorry... I'm just laughing at myself...

Xuande... No matter what, we still love you...

Xuande, or mike or Darius...

hehe...
Just thought I'd post this up...
Stole it from wei wei's site... thanks wei wei...


Can U guys spot our names???? Proudly wearing it on our t-shirts and showing it off... This is the pen I bought from Singapore...

L-R: Carol, Wei wei, Gagan, Karina, San, Me, Marcus, Tim...




At Mamak Night~!!!!!!! Just dun really like to take pictures anymore... Dun ask me why... Me, Wei WEi, Carol... hehe check out how dark I am... GOSH!!!!!

Go to huiyi's blog to see the gang lao yu sheng... Missing CNY at home... but I guess... I'm happy here...