Yes... This song spoke volumes to me... Deeply to me... Brought up every hurt I have been through, which I thought I had forgotten...

Esp when Ps Joyce was sharing how she chose to worship during times of distress... I can't count the number of times I chose to worship while I was hurt... Times God just hugged me, and it felt like an immeasurable amount of love surrounded me... Times I cried so so much I thought I was gonna be dehydrated, and yet God made himself so close to me... Times He just loved me irregardless of the sinner me, the cowardly me, the me who breaks his heart because His heart just breaks for me...

I am just so blessed...

I know that God will heal my family too~! :) amen

LOL...

Feel like leaving Perth for a long long holiday right now... Going to a place where no one knows me or recognises me... (Can only blame myself for "knowing half of Perth"- according to mummy)... Even budget airlines would be good~!!!!! It'd be a nice change to go somewhere to refresh, relax, and come back knowing that everything else will wait for me...

Too bad time waits for no man... and it'll never go back to where it used to be...

Slipping through my fingers

Schoolbag in hand, she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile
I watch her go with a surge of that well-known sadness
And I have to sit down for a while
The feeling that I'm losing her forever
And without really entering her world
I'm glad whenever I can share her laughter
That funny little girl

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time

Sleep in our eyes, her and me at the breakfast table
Barely awake, I let precious time go by
Then when she's gone there's that odd melancholy feeling
And a sense of guilt I can't deny
What happened to the wonderful adventures
The places I had planned for us to go
(Slipping through my fingers all the time)
Well, some of that we did but most we didn't
And why I just don't know

Slipping through my fingers all the time
I try to capture every minute
The feeling in it
Slipping through my fingers all the time
Do I really see what's in her mind
Each time I think I'm close to knowing
She keeps on growing
Slipping through my fingers all the time

Sometimes I wish that I could freeze the picture
And save it from the funny tricks of time
Slipping through my fingers

Slipping through my fingers all the time

Schoolbag in hand she leaves home in the early morning
Waving goodbye with an absent-minded smile

Ever felt like you missed your mum so much??? Was watching Mamma Mia!, and this part really touched me... couldn't help crying... I guess time just passes so fast... And before you know it... You're 22... and all that you can do to remember the memories is look at photographs...

I wonder if my mum felt the same... when I left for Australia... That I was slipping through her fingers... (No wonder they refused to give me a key for my 21st birthday...)

Sigh... I guess there are times where a girl feels alone... and all... and I guess this is a time where I want my mummy :'( U know how mums have that special ability to kiss you when you fall down and make it better??? And they just smell so good of roses and talcum powder... and their cuddles just make everything better??? Mums just look at you with those eyes that say "I understand" (maybe mine will only laugh) but... yeah... I wish my mummy was here... BUT... she'll only laugh at my plight :P

陪我看日出 - 蔡淳佳 
    曲︰BEGLIN
    詞︰梁文福

    雨的氣息是回家的小路
    路上有我追著你的腳步
    腳下邊保存著昨天的溫度
    你抱著我就像溫暖的大樹

  ＊雨下了走好路　這句話我記住
    風再大吹不走囑咐
    雨過了就有路　像那年看日出
    你牽著我穿過了霧
    叫我看希望就在黑夜的盡處

    哭過的眼看歲月更清楚
    想一個人閃著淚光是一種幸福
    又回到我離開家的小步
    你送著我滿天燕子都在飛舞

    重唱　＊,＊

    雖然一個人　我並不孤獨
    在心中你陪我看每一個日出


What a beautiful song...

虽然一个人， 我并不孤独， 在心中祢陪我看每一个日出。。。