Had a look at my entries, and realised I haven't posted anything for ages... Think should start again, just for e benefit of e friends I have overseas...

Just finished a test today... that constitute 50% of the entire unit mark... fail that means fail the whole unit... and boy... let me tell U... I'm so scared hey... I don't think I'll even pass the practical test... yes, it's a prac test so U can't study for it... somehow there's heaps of error... gosh... I really hate it... pretty upset now...

Yesterday was on for reZource... then woke up late... somehow these days I've always been so tired I can't wake up in the mornings... always wake up and turn off the alarm only to find out later that "I've overslept!" I really dun understand why because I was never like that... especially on weekends... I'm almost so tempted not to wake up on saturdays to go to work... n not work on Sundays... guys... I think I'm losing my motivation to work... I don't really feel like it anymore...

Pastor talked about something so true... Listening to God... I realised... I talk a lot, but I rarely slow down to listen... So much so that I've already forgotten what it means by listening to Him... sometimes... But recently I realised God's been talking to me through my cell members... Like telling me to trust and continue praying... will tell U e long story if U ask me... won't elaborate that much online... due to privacy matters ba...

Then later went for Xmen 3... Overall the movie was OK... but the whole world died... hahaha and I was like almost falling asleep... Note to self: never go for Xmen movie again... hehe and me and Frances were just commenting how the girls look larger than the guys and we don't understand why... esp that lady called Jean... she's just like so big la... hehehe anyway yeah humans were apparently trying to "cure" mutants... 1 thing I dun understand is... why are humans so kaypoh la... I mean if ppl are happy being the way they are, then why be soooooo stressed about inventing stuff to cure them... cell group dinner after that... was so tiring arranging transport... and thank God Jack Chia and Benedix car had space... So we followed the O2 youth to Malaysian Delight...

Got to MD... and there was nooooo spacE!!!! can U believe it? Then we had to break up tables to sit la... I guess... cuz there were 22 of us... and we just had fun, hung out together... etc etc...

Last night I was just studying and talking on e phone with Chin Seng... and then the guy suddenly goes "I'm really hungry U wanna go macdonalds??? I come pick u" So I'm like OK... hehehe so here he comes, picks me up and then we go! Then the Albany Hwy McD was closed so we went to the Leach Highway one... and then guess what?? There was this guy serving us... and CS told me "I was so tempted to say 'Hey, my friend thinks u're cute... U want her number?'" and I was like "..." and hit him... super speechless hey how come someone can be sooooo lame one... my reputation's at stake... and so we started our talk on what kind of guys I like... and what kind of girls he like... was such fun making fun of him la... hehehehe altho he always use that "U want to walk?" statement to threaten me... hahaha... and I totally can't stand that... but overall he's like really really nice... Then later shen xian messaged me to encourage me to jia you... Thanks! :) U're a gem...

Gosh... being a stand-in cell leader is really tiring hey... I really dunno if I'm up to it... I'm really really feeling quite lost now...

Being in cell has taught me so many things...

Become more mature? I sure hope so...

Learnt that... friends are those who truly tell U the truth... and still love you even tho U aren't perfect...

I realised I need to know that and practice that better... because although I dun think what a person does is right I rarely tell that person... To prevent spoiling a friendship. Have to learn... to speak the truth in love...

Learnt that... I should open my heart and accept everyone tho not everyone's easy to accept...

Learnt that... I am not perfect... even more so... inadequate...

But still I love my cell group... :) Cuz it's in them I learn how to become more perfect....

LOVE U GUYS