Ever imagined yourself as doing something different to what you are studying right now?

For me, I don't think I'll ever imagine myself as a pharmacist forever.

Neither do I think that I'll stay in Perth forever. I do, however, will consider Melbourne or even the United Kingdom. Afterall, the world's not limited to Perth. Neither is it limited to Singapore, or Malaysia.

Have thought it through. Am not going to yearn to be married... Neither will I think nor consider any BGR relationship at this moment. It is time to plan for MY own future before thinking about other stuff that comes along the way. Of course there will be times I yearn to be hugged, to be treated like a princess by a guy. Afterall, I'm just a plain, normal girl. BUT those times will past. It is temporary. Plan out my future before thinking about other stuff along the way.

Sounds selfish? But yes... To those guys/ people who are not worth it out there... haha... You'll never be more important...

Choices I came up with

1) Pharmacist. I mean... duh... why spend 4 years in UNI if this job will not even be in my consideration list. But then again, don't get me wrong. I love Pharmacy. I don't think I'd ever survive in society studying something else. It's just... there are just so many more things I'd like to do and I don't think Leong Kai Ting would have her aspirations fulfilled if she was stuck in a pharmacy for 30yrs down the road. Life has to go on, and it'll never wait for me.

2) Teacher. For reasons so. Secondary school days have been really well moulded and shaped by my teachers. Of course, if I could choose, I'd teach in Singapore. Again, if I could choose, I'd teach in Secondary school. And lastly, if I could choose, I'd teach in Chung Cheng. Reasons are very obvious. and you can see I'm certainly emotionally attached to my secondary school. Downside? "Miss LEONG"... Gosh... this really yucky teacher called Miss Leong taught at my school before. Apparently she taught geography. And... She had really long kar mor... which she'd pluck in class... haha so... anyway, as Huiyi was saying... Miss Leong teaches on "Coniferous trees" all the time. She would also ask the students to comment on pictures of mud that she took. Gosh I don't think she'd be very welcome into Australia.

I'd always dreamed that, if I were a teacher, I'd be the kind of teacher who would build very good rapport with my students. I'd be the kind of teacher whom all of them loved, would chat to on MSN. I'd always dreamed that my students will love me, not just because of the way I teach, but just my personality. Love me as a friend.

I grew up to realise that this is just part of my imagination. U know how little girls imagine they are princesses in big castles, with princes to rescue them and kiss them to wake them up from their deep slumber? Yes. I think my imagination is comparable to this. and I think it's very obvious why.

a) Parents are growing so so so concerned for their kids I'm worried and even wonder if their kids have chance to breathe. Kids are just growing up so spoilt and demanding... I'd prob have the urge to slap them rather than show them concern.

b) Get close to a male kid (And I mean just emotionally, not physically) and U know what guys will think. And you'd probably be sued for incest. Not elaborating much on this. You understand.

3) Singapore girl. AKA Air hostess... for SIA... haha Huiyi says I can make it. I never thought I could. Mum supports my decision; she said I can after I get my pharmacist registration. I'd say being an air hostess would be every girl's dream. When I was little, I'd say a singer or an actor. I loved the limelight. I loved being the centre of attraction. BUT after I grew up, I'd say... that's not my cup of tea. I'd love to be an air hostess... and visit places I'll never get the chance to visit. Would someone like me... Someone as chor lor as me... someone who's so plain that the world would never take notice be able to qualify as an air hostess?

Well let's see where God takes me to. I might be just plain Kaiting to the world.

But in His eyes, I know I am extraordinary Kaiting. Someone whom He loves.