Am very happy these days....

Cuz yours truly has officially finished her exams... And though I don't know how I went, I think I SHOULD be fine... *crosses fingers*

Went for IO volunteers meeting today... Recycling of packs... The poor organisers hey... They had quite a fair few people put down their names for recycling... and in the end like 6 ppl turned up? And Herman wasn't even supposed to be there~! Well we finished it much earlier than expected though, like at about 1? Am so proud of U guys~!

Then went out for lunch with Chin Seng... yes our so-called "date"... haha Dim sum at Mei xin... hehe Today was the first time someone tasted Fried Milk~! Tho' u caN ask me what "Fried milk" means and all I can tell you that it's Milk that is fried~! haha... OK... Am just being lame... Still owe Chin Seng money... :P oops sorry~!

Hmm... Been thinking a lot recently... about some stuff in life... Just wondering how come I never noticed this weak side of me... Never knew I can be so weak, so terrible, so annoying... Praying praying praying... really pray that God strengthens me...

For the time being

I shall just go to sleep first...

Ciao...

Love ya all

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait

How Do Men See You?

Your Dream Engagement Ring Has a Round Diamond!

A round diamond is classic and timeless, just like your style Your diamond will always look with the times - and goes with everything Of all diamonds, round diamonds show the most sparkle They are often chosen by sweet, dependable women who make marriage their #1 priority.

What's Your Dream Engagement Ring?

You Are 37% Fake

The real you is something you embrace and don't mind enhancing. You know that a few beauty secrets aren't a big deal, as long as you look good.

How Fake Are You?

Adeline was just commenting on how she loves her study buddies...

I love my study buddies too!~~~~

Love the 2 jie jies... Karen and Yeemei who always let me manja to them... to the point that when I tell yee mei "Yeemei I want to cry already" she says "It's Ok... I know U won't" cuz I keep saying that I want to cry...

haha...

Then I love the shen xian who always studies with me and buys me bbt and green tea~! and never fails to cheer me up~!

Then I love kimberly who brightens the room up with her neverending chatter... and smile... and friendliness...

Won't go in depth with how much I Love them and why I do...

I love U all~!

Oceans will part...

If my heart has grown cold
There Your love will unfold
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
When I’m blind to my way
There Your Spirit will pray
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand


Oceans will part nations come
At the whisper of Your call
Hope will rise glory shown
In my life Your will be done


Present suffering may pass
Lord Your mercy will last
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
And my heart will find praise
I’ll delight in Your way
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand
As You open my eyes to the work of Your hand

Daddy... I adore you...~!

Love you so much d~...

:)

Gosh this flash clip never fails to make me cry...

It's like Jesus giving all of us hope... "It must be hard on you..."

Everytime we're down or depressed, Jesus washes our feet and tells us "It's ok... cheer up... U're fine, U've got hope in me"

Dear Father in heaven,

Thank you for loving me... "At the cross I bow my knees, where your blood was shed for me, there's no greater love than this"... as the lyrics say in "At the cross", yes Lord, the more I'm convicted of your love for me... The more I know you love me... and died for me... God I believe your love has never failed even though I fail you... because I know you love me... Lord, help to pull me through and continue to give me hope regardless of how I'm feeling... clear up my misunderstandings... I love you so much...

Your daughter,
Kaiting

At the Cross

Verse 1:
Oh Lord You’ve searched me,
You know my way;
Even when I fail You,
I know You love me.
Your holy presence
Surrounding me
In every season,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

Chorus:
At the cross I bow my knee,
Where Your blood was shed for me,
There’s no greater love than this.
You have overcome the grave,
Your glory fills the highest place,
What can separate me now?

Verse 2:
You go before me,
You shield my way,
Your hand upholds me;
I know You love me.
And when the earth fades,
Falls from my eyes,
And You stand before me,
I know You love me;
I know You love me.

Bridge:
You tore the veil, You made a way
When You said that it is done.

凯婷大公主我最近真的心很烦。。。

明知道不该烦的东西，我却非常的不听话。。。

毕竟，心不听脑说的，非常非常不听话。。。

因为。。。

其实我心知肚明就好了。。。 为什么要跟全世界说呢？

哎。。。 本来满肚子的话要说，现在。。。 算了

回去读书~！

爱你们哦~！！！！

凯婷公主
(或神仙说的“梁家大公主”）

I'm a Sanguine/Phlegmatic as given by

Melancholy Strength:2 Weakness:7 23%
Phlegmatic Strength:5 Weakness:4 23%
Sanguine Strength:10 Weakness:4 35%
Choleric Strength:3 Weakness:5 20%

http://oneishy.com/personality

Weird, cuz I always thought I'm a sanguine/melancholic.

Sanguine (Strengths)

The Extrovert | The Talker | The Optimist
The Sanguine's Emotions

* Appealing personality
* Talkative, Storyteller
* Life of the Party
* Good sense of humor
* Memory for color
* Physically holds on to listener
* Emotional and demonstrative
* Enthusiastic and expressive
* Cheerful and bubbling over
* Curious
* Good on stage
* Wide-eyed and innocent
* Lives in the present
* Changeable disposition
* Sincere at heart
* Always a child

The Sanguine As A Parent

* Makes Home Fun
* Is liked by children's friends
* Turns disaster into humor
* Is the circus master

The Sanguine At Work

* Volunteers for Jobs
* thinks up new activities
* Looks great on the Surface
* Creative and colorful
* Has energy and enthusiasm
* Starts in a flashy way
* Inspires others to join
* charms others to work

The Sanguine As a Friend

* Makes friends easily
* Loves People
* Thrives on compliments
* Seems exciting
* envied by others
* Doesn't hold grudges
* apologizes quickly
* Prevents dull moments
* Likes spontaneous activities

Sanguine (Weakness)

The Extrovert | The Talker | The Optimist
The Sanguine's Emotions

* Compulsive talker
* Exaggerates and elaborates
* Dwells on trivia
* Can't remember names
* Scares others off
* Too happy for some
* Has restless energy
* Egotistical
* Blusters and complains
* Naive, gets taken in
* Has loud voice and laugh
* Controlled by circumstances
* Gets angry easily
* Seems phony to some
* Never Grows Up

The Sanguine As A Parent

* Keeps home in a frenzy
* Forgets children's appointments
* disorganized
* Doesn't listen to the whole story

The Sanguine At Work

* Would rather talk
* forgets obligations
* Doesn't follow through
* Confidence fades fast
* Undisciplined
* Priorities out of order
* Decides by feelings
* Easily distracted
* Wastes time talking

The Sanguine As a Friend

* Hates to be alone
* Needs to be center stage
* Wants to be popular
* Looks for credit
* dominates conversations
* Interrupts and doesn't listen
* answers for others
* Fickle and forgetful
* Makes excuses
* Repeats stories

Gosh... Just go do the test and tell me what U think of the definitions... Am I a sanguine to U????

You scored as Nursing/AthleticTraining. You should strongly consider majoring in Nursing, Athletic Training, or related majors (e.g. Chiropractic, Dietetics, Occupational Therapy, Physical Therapy, Radiologic Technology, Rehabilitation Services, Respiratory Therapy). A great nurse has an extremly caring and compassionate personality and great bedside manner. It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it. Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal. Psychology/Sociology 88% Nursing/AthleticTraining 88% English/Journalism/Comm 81% Religion/Theology 75% French/German/Spanish 69% Education/Counseling 69% History/Anthropology/LiberalArts 63% Biology/Chemistry/Geology 63% HR/BusinessManagement 56% Accounting/Finance/Marketing 38% Physics/Engineering 31% Mathematics/Statistics 31% Visual&PerformingArts 25% PoliticalScience/Philosophy 6% WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU? created with QuizFarm.com

有些男人真的是笨到我没话说。他们的脑袋瓜到底长在什么地方？ 是不是长错地方了呢？

嘿，男人呀。。。

你怎么能够奢望伤了女生的心之后，还希望她能够笑笑地对你说：“嘿我祝你幸福。。。”

你要明白，我们女生并不像你们那么样绝情。。。

弄了一个女生哭，弄她心痛，弄她悲伤，让她不开心之后说：“嘿我希望你祝我幸福”

三个字

你就想~！

保护朋友隐私，梁大小姐就不说是谁了。。。

但是啊，girl。。。 要坚强哦~！

我绝对相信你

I get so annoyed by people...

OK so I just dun understand their thinking... Kimberly just told me that this guy (dancer of a kr band) just got poisoned, cuz apparently this girl who didn't like his method of dancing put super glue in a drink and gave it to him...

I mean... If U don't like someone's method of dancing... THEN TOO BAD~! Live with it~! What's the point of poisoning someone, endangering someone's life just because U don't like his/her dancing? Hello? Deep behind he might be a really nice person U never know~!

Once again, I'm just so disgusted by silly people...

U know? Mr Men and Lil Miss got new books~! haha... I was soooo happy when I went to the shopping centre... cuz I could read all of them... sigh... they are just so cute la... and they make me happy :P

oh well...

Another song~!!!!

Sheryl... then Karen introduced it to me



"When god made you, He must have been thinking about me"

sigh.... hahaha

So sweet

The Christmas Shoes

This song made me cry bucketloads...

Have a look at the lyrics, then have a think about it...

Then listen to the song...

As Christmas is drawing near, we tend to forget the true meaning of Christmas... The night Jesus was born some 2000+ years ago... The night He was born was the night our freedom was sealed, cuz God sent Him to Die on the Cross so He could wash our sins away... Indeed, Christmas is a time for giving, a season for giving... Because John 3:16 says "For God so loved the world that He sent his only son, that who believes in Him will not perish but have everlasting life"... It has become so commercialised, with Santa and Gifts... that we tend to forget the true meaning... Guys... Just take a think before christmas (I know I'm a bit too early), and... remember the true meaning of Christmas...

Jesus Loves you... and So do I

The Christmas Shoes

It was almost Christmas time, there I stood in another line
Tryin' to buy that last gift or two, not really in the Christmas mood
Standing right in front of me was a little boy waiting anxiously
Pacing 'round like little boys do
And in his hands he held a pair of shoes

His clothes were worn and old, he was dirty from head to toe
And when it came his time to pay
I couldn't believe what I heard him say

Chorus:
Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, please
It's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time
You see she's been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight

He counted pennies for what seemed like years
Then the cashier said, "Son, there's not enough here"
He searched his pockets frantically
Then he turned and he looked at me
He said Mama made Christmas good at our house
Though most years she just did without
Tell me Sir, what am I going to do,
Somehow I've got to buy her these Christmas shoes

So I laid the money down, I just had to help him out
I'll never forget the look on his face when he said
Mama's gonna look so great

Sir, I want to buy these shoes for my Mama, please
It's Christmas Eve and these shoes are just her size
Could you hurry, sir, Daddy says there's not much time
You see she's been sick for quite a while
And I know these shoes would make her smile
And I want her to look beautiful if Mama meets Jesus tonight

Bridge:
I knew I'd caught a glimpse of heaven's love
As he thanked me and ran out
I knew that God had sent that little boy
To remind me just what Christmas is all about

Repeat Chorus

Thank God for His grace upon me...

Seriously...

Given the amount of time I studied on my Pharmacotherapy... I'm soooo thankful that I even passed... NOT just passed...

I got...

.
.
.
.
63
.
.
.
~!!!!!

I know it's not fantastic... but if U know how much time I really spent on my preparation... like 2 days??? and that's it... Thank God for his grace... :) I am a very blessed girl...

I just hope that my dispensing can glorify Him... but I know it's hard... cuz I was careless...

I killed Little Angela... who's 1 yr Old and 8kg... haha oh well... too bad...

there goes 25% but I pray I'll be fine...

There's this song that's been playing on my mind...

It's called QUIZZICAL

I don't even comb my hair
When I wake up in the morning
I've always been like that
My clothes are on the floor
And I just don't have the time to put them back

La-di-da-da-da
La-di-da-da-da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start

So why do you still love me, ooh o-oh
So why do you still love me, ooh o-oh

I'm so useless in the kitchen
And my cuisine is lousy
It makes you want to curl
My toes are awfully huge
And I am not just the stuff that makes a girl

La-di-da-da-da
La-di-da-da-da

Is this what you truly want for a girlfriend
Or am I just someone you find pretty cute for a good time?
Don't go breaking my heart
I think very deeply and I hold very dearly from the start

So why do you still love me, ooh o-oh
So why do you still love me, ooh o-oh
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

I don't even call you baby
'Cause that's what I call my dog
It would have sounded funny and so strange
Don't expect me to be crawling over you
For maybe I am just a poor unromantic

Why do you still love me, ooh o-oh
So why do you still love me, hm o-oh
(La-di-da-da, la-di-da-da, la-di-da-da-da, la-di-da-da~a)
So why do you still love me
(La-di-da-da, la-di-da-da, la-di-da-da-da, la-di-da-da~a)
So why do you still love me
(La-di-da-da, la-di-da-da, la-di-da-da-da, la-di-da-da~a)
So why do you still love me

Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me but I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical
Pardon me ... I'm quizzical

hehe... this is such a cute song... seriously~! :)

I have just learnt that

Temptation is not a sin

haha... Only doing the act of temptation is a sin...

I was thinking... "wow" I never knew that???

I always thought that temptation and sin go hand in hand...

Then I read in "21 promises of the bible" that

1 Cor 10:13

13No temptation has seized you except what is common to man. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.

Wow... how cool is that... God will always provide way out for U so U can stand up under temptation...

U know... lots of times we think "Where is God when I need Him???" and we forget that God is just standing right in front of you... saying... depend on me, my daughter...

Then in Genesis 39, it talks about the story of Joseph, and how his master's wife wanted to go to bed with him... haha and how he RAN from the clutches of the woman...

AND the book says... "If all else fails (in terms of temptation) run for your life"

yeP! run for your life~!

haha... I will choose the ways God helps me to get out of temptation...

Love U guys...

Love God

SFAS updates~!!!!!

THE YA DANCE

YA dance is made up of ppl dancing songs of different genre... was very very funny... I really enjoyed watching it...



This is soooooo funny.... haha entertained me through my boring nights online... :P


THE FUZION DANCE... IT IS SOOOOO COOL

Story is that there's this little girl (Phoebe) who fell asleep and then started dreaming... then she went into this dreamland where she met ppl dancing ballet, then jazz then hiphop... and in the end she danced in the finale...

IT WAS WONDERFUL...



The ballet part of the dance...



The jazz part of the dance



The Hip hop part of the dance... Did U see Frances again~!!!! hahaha she was "fighting" apparently...



The finale... IT WAS WOW...

Guys are the weirdest creatures, hardest to understand

"Home"

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Babe I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home

Cause I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me

That this is not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
In even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
Oh, let me go home

Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go homeI’ve had my run
Baby, I’m doneI gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Just got this from friendster... found it cute...

[[ 5 yrs ago ]]

How old were you?: 15

Where did you go to school?: Chung Cheng High School (Main)

Where did you work?: Never worked

Where did you live?: Singapore/ Malaysia

Where did you hang out?: Parkway Parade

How was your hair style?: Short, Like a boy

Did you wear braces?: Never did. I'm a lucky girl with straight teeth

Did you wear glasses?: Yeah I think so

Who was your best friend? Hmm good qn

Who was your regular-person crush?: Zhen wei

Who was your celebrity crush?: Dao ming si

How many tattoos did you have?: None

How many piercings did you have?: One on each ear lobe, so 2

What car did you drive?: Never drove

What was your favorite band/group?: F4

What was your worst fear?: Don't know?

Had you smoked a cigarette yet?: Nope

Had you driven yet?: Nope

Had you been arrested?: Nope

Had you been to a real party yet?: Nope

Had your heart broken?: Nope

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: Single

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!**

[[ now ]]

How old are you?: 20

What grade are you in?: 3rd year uni

Where do you go to school? : Curtin University

Where do you work?: Hollywood Hospital Pharmacy

Where do you live?: Australia

Where do you hang out?: Mostly at home, or at church

Do you have braces?: Never had them

Do you wear glasses?: Yep

Who is your best friend?: Jesus

Still talk to any of your old friends?: Yep Definitely...

Who is your celebrity crush?: Don't know...

How many piercings do you have: 4 now... hehe 2 on each ear

How many tattoos?: None

What kind of car do you have?: None

What is your favorite band/group?: No idea

What is your biggest fear: Don't know...

Have you been arrested since?: Nope

Has your heart been broken?: Nope

Single/Taken/Married/Divorced/Bitter: Single

SFAS IS FINALLY FINALLY OVER

Just wanna say a HUGE THANK YOU to all the people who joined SFAS...

Especially to those who worked backstage... the organisers, the decoration team, the ushers...

:)

And to my cell members...

I'm proud of you all...

U should have seen Lisa and Frances dancing... IT WAS SUPER GOOD...

and Amos... was WOW too...

I told him if he were an engineer I would fall in love with him...

Provided he dances everyday... Ever heard about a dancing engineer??? hehe

Kidding lah...

But anyway... their dance was really really good... And the fuZion dance...

*Frances sure has got hidden talent ah*:P

I was going to write about how proud I am of them...

Frances, Amos, Peter, Lisa, Joey, Sheryl, Zheng er, Allen, Steven, Usha, Jimmy, Julie...

BUT... I'm too lazy to...

So... ah well

:P

hahaa... a funnily weird discovery

XIX
adj : being one more than eighteen [syn: nineteen, 19] n : the cardinal number that is the sum of eighteen and one [syn: nineteen, 19, XIX]

Okay... I didn't know that's how U can explain 19.

So 19 is a number greater than 18... uh huh... and so???

hehe... just being skeptical here

I KNOW I KNOW... Don't tell me I ought to be studying right now cuz I totally know it~!!!!

haha... Just some sudden thoughts about stuff...

Yuen Leng's going to UK
Sabby's at NYC...

Just the thoughts of it... U know...

U've always read about Manhattan, NYC, London in books... and oh yeah it does sound way flashy... Gosh...

BUT I realised I can't imagine it...

No...

The beautiful lights of New York... The strong English culture the British hold... The beautiful cities and their strong cultures... of music and beauty... The old culture of Kings and Queens... Those buildings built in the 1800s, or even way back to the 1600s...

The glorious cities with their splendour...

The joy and excitement... The sky scrapers...

Manhattan, New York City, London...

These places somehow seem so unreal to me... Since I'm stuck in Perth City... feel like I can't imagine them... Gosh... what am I doing with my life???

I can't even imagine going to Sydney~!!!!

Will I be contented staying in Perth my whole life???

Definitely a no-no

I want more...

This is a song I just heard recently... I find it sooo nice... like... feel like it's my dad or something singing it to me... althought it doesn't really fit the discription la...

It's 心肝宝贝 by 刘德华

我我为你付出所有的
我的担心我的甜蜜我的呼吸
你的笑绝对的神奇你的哭绝对的可惜
因为你让我明白生命的真谛
可知道你的不小心会让我伤心一辈子
我是愿意为了你今生永不渝
为我你要好好自己保护自己
慢慢的学习不要干着急
一步一步走出每一个谷底坚定不移
为我你要好好自己保重身体
在每一段的路总会一身污泥
心肝宝贝不要怀疑最爱的就是你(最爱的是你)
你你是我一生的唯一
你的声音你的鼓励我的意义
如果没好好的身体
你我怎能永远在一起
外面的风和雨已不是问题
你永远是我的心肝,而我已不是你的宝贝

Haha... for ppl who know me... U guys prob know I'm like my dad's 心肝宝贝... this song really spoke to my heart... gosh... but then... I know it's not like a song a dad would sing to his daughter (Some parts) but then others are...

Meeting Cheryl on Thursday~!!!!

haha... ooooo haven't seen this cousin of mine in aaaaages ~!!!!!

:)

Love ya guys....

Am supposed to be STUDYING right now...

Due to the fact that we've got silly exam coming up... BUT I totally have no mood to study...

So chanced upon Wanyi's blog... and saw her post on I MISS

Thought I'd do a series of "I MISS"-es

Though most of the I MISS would happen in Chung Cheng High...

Seriously...

I MISS

- Crossing the causeway every single morning to get to SLPS -
- Being in the bus with bunch of rowdy kids -
- Sleeping in the early mornings in the bus, and the person next to me waking me up when we get to customs -
- Playgrounds -
- Ice creams -
- Mamak shops -
- Buying snacks in "Superman bus no. 9" -
- The very nice bus drivers -
- Even the fierce ones -
- Being 5 again -
- Christy, Xinyi, Sen Sen, Eunice -
- Zhi yu -
- Mr Lim Cheng Leong, Miss Tan -
- Growing up -
- 7 metallic buttons, white skirt which will stain when U get your period and 2 flappy pockets which flap up and down when U run -
- The old block at CCHSM -
- 曰吾中正 -
- Rushing to get to the foyer by the time William Tell ends... and Listening to Mr Soon's ongoing speech about "Ontime means late" -
- 中正湖 -
- Sec 1 and 2 calligraphy classes -
- Sec 1 B 1999 -
- Sec 2MD 2000 -
- Sec 3 MD 2001 -
- Sec 4MD 2002 -
- 前面两只马, 后面一只猪 -
- Never ending studies at MOS -
- The times U guys stood by me... and gave me support whenever I needed it -
- Miss Goh, 纪老师, Miss Yee, Mrs Susan Low -
- 黄老师, Our beloved Mr Lee, Mdm Lee, Mrs Lim -
- Valerie (Forever in our memories) -
- Albert (Forever in our memories) -
- Huiyi, Xuande -
- Huiwen, Kailin -
- Xiao bo, Qiao Jie, Zou Xiang, Zeng Hui, Liao Jia, Jia Hong (狗爷) -
- Typing out Mdm Lee's notes for our A-maths project -
- Those classes we slept in and really really really hated TO THE CORE eg Physics -
- Me and Evelyn fighting for rights as a student, to do biology (and failing to get our rights and ending up hating Mrs Cheng) -
- A maths, E-maths -
- Chemistry, Physics -
- History, Geog, Social Studies -
- Music~! -
- HCL, English -
- Fishball boing boing down the stairs (I suspect He really bounces) -
- Dunman High School Hostel-
- Sabrina, Yuen Leng, Lih Miin, Phon, Cheng -
- Choir -
- Ugly bumble bee costume with the yellow top and black skirt -
- The prettier custom made beige gown (Gosh I think I lost it in the end) -
- The old choir room... climbing 4 floors -
- The newer choir room... tho quite old too... -
- VCH... where we had our SYF and performances -
- DHS Auditorium where we had our performance in Sec 4 -
- The launching of new building -
- Trying to get a glance of SJAB march past everytime I finish choir on Saturdays -
- Having my crush on LZW (That explains SJAB and trying to peek at them) -

Oh well...

Move on and grow up...

On a lighter note...

SEARCH FOR A STAR~!!!!

Night of wonder and entertainment...
7 PM
WInthrope Baptist College

IT ONLY GETS BETTER~!!!!!

hehehe

Stole this off Peter's blog... Thank U oh~!!!!!

Hahah... Today we had Rev Russell Sage preaching... HE WAS AWESOME... I just broke down and cried for no reason...

Actually... maybe I had a reason... Reason 1: I could feel strongly e presence of e Holy Spirit around the LT... Reason 2: Just ain't telling U guys here...

Anyway... Trust me HE WAS AWESOME... and 1 thing I really liked was he was very straightforward... and funny...

Guys... oh... Joel brought flowers to my work place today~! Just to cheer me up... because I was very upset during church today because of what 1 cell member said to me... and I told Joel... and Joel was sooooo sweet he brought flowers to my work place... the 3rd guy ever to give me flowers... I was soooo touched... too bad he's on a covenant or else I'd seriously go after him... hahahahaha

Counting who has given me flowers before...

Guy 1 : Francis... can U believe it???? Yes Francis... that was 2003 V day
Guy 2: Jin Chuan... Those were fake flowers in a fererro roche bouquet... 2004 V day
Guy 3: Joel... Yellow flowers (Really cheered me up oh) ... 10/09/2006

Oh well... but the 4th person to buy me flowers...

Cuz the 3rd's Sheryl... 18/06/2005 my 19th Birthday...

Gosh... I'm deprived of flowers~!!!! Anyone going to get me some???

Congratulations Kaiting, you are 58% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Guy Sebastian !

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

第一个找你

我忍得住
谁要结束就结束
他们不会让你嫉妒
我想清楚
变成知己的好处
就是了解你的好处

不管你和谁同住
你和谁同住
别忘记你曾答应
不能拥抱着相处
也能倾诉

我会第一个找你
说我感情的事
你在那里和谁拥抱一起
留给我倾诉的权利
第一时间想起你
算是什么关系
过去恋人继续交换心事
好像还没有分离

就把新的伤口
留给永远的朋友
我们相爱的时候
也没有如此温柔

在update我的blog。。。 找到了一个特别的网站。。。 可以upload好多照片哦。。。 然后觉得这首歌好好听。。。 就放进去了。。。 第一时间。。。 我会第一个找你。。。说我感情的事。。。 though the rest of the song doesn't really fit into it... but it's true... 对于你们。。。我会第一个找你。。。 i love you guys...

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Huiyi

Haha...

Surprised to see your name? Went visit your blog... and all I want to say is...

I AM PROUD OF YOU...

Proud of the fact that U are starting to do something which U've got passion in... to make a difference...

When we were still ditsy little girls, U liking Winnie the Pooh (Not saying U dun like it anymore) and me liking... LZW??? hahaha I'd never ever imagine U'd do something like that... To really stand up and do something for the youths in Singapore...

Once again, I'm proud of you... :) Really really proud...

Can still remember the day we first met... Hahaha... 3MD 2001... Gosh... On like the early morning of January... we were still unsure teenagers not knowing our next step... Not knowing where or how to go about... I was antisocial, U were loud... I guess we'd never have thought we'd become such great friends...

4MD 2002... We laughed together, cried together... Sang together, hung out together... Can only remember the happy memories, the times I used to hang out at your place... doing projects etc etc. 4MD 2002... Times where we spoke deeply into each other's heart... 4MD 2002... where we spent times talking abt relationships... Me and ZX... u and ahem... haha... :) Graduation day... The day where we had our powerpoint presentation... Mr Lee hugging a tree... Madam Lee... Mrs Lim... Mr Quek... mr Han... Mr Chua... Ms Wong...

2003... Remember the day we got our O level results??? Remember how we cried bucket loads cuz we didn't do as well as we ought to have??? Remember the time when Val passed away??? U accompanied me to the memorial hall... Although U totally can't stand all these morbid places... who can??? I remember the heated discussion we had about how U thought I should go to her funeral, and for me... I didn't want to say "bye" 2003... the time I left for Perth... where U sent me off... where I was fighting hard to not cry...



Francis, Yongjie, Han Xing, Qiao Jie, U, Jeannie, Me, Felicia, Sabby, Sheena, Xuande

2004... Guess we've both grown up in our own way... Remember how we were so against rebonding of hair at that time???? :) Still keep the cards U send me... they have special importance to me... :)

2005...



Rebonded hair... Picture speaks a thousand words... :) I miss us... really really really... Where U started to embark on ur journey of making a difference... In society 2005... where U came to Perth... another chapter of your life... where we went around... by train, by foot etc... :) the nights we fell asleep while talking in your room... seriously... U're the bomb man... how can anyone fall asleep while talking halfway????



2006...

Where we found out major um... secrets of our close friend... where we learn to love despite all those secrets... Where our friendship's strengthened... even though we don't see each other so often... even tho we don't talk on e phone... where we know that we're still there for each other... no matter what...

Girl... I'm proud, so proud of all your achievements... truly... am blessed... by you... love ya heaps...

Went out with Dan today... was a good catch up session from before... haven't seen him in like AAAAAAAAgesssssss :) Really miss him, and the way he used to make me laugh like a crazy girl... :)

First he picked me up... then we went to the city... parked car at CPP... then later we went to the Swan bell tower to take a ferry across to mill point... Huiyi remember that episode of your life??? And then we went for lunch... at guess where?

OYSTER BAR...

The silly guy... whoever has oysters for lunch??? But yeah... we had oysters (24 of them) for lunch... and had a cajun chicken caesar salad to share... Daniel kept giving me oysters... and like ask me to "duo1 chi1 duo1 chi1" and like... I was like... OK... ate so many oysters... Really feel like vomitting now... till e point I wasn't in the mood for the salad already... we had a great catch up session over lunch... and when the time came to pay the bill I was like "yeah... yeah... I know... I won't even try to pay..." and he was like "yeah... glad that U know... " hahaha... and so... yeah... what happened was I didn't go out with any money at all today... was thinking of withdrawing it, but didn't get the chance to, because the guy paid for everything...

THEN went back to CITY

Went shopping for Kong's present... won't let U guys know what Dan bought... haha but anyway, then we went to look at wireless routers... He told me he'll help me buy... thanks... :)

After that, we went to Gelare for waffles... haha... Yes... he paid again... We had Jamaican and choc overload... a whole bunch of choc for choc lovers... haha then he drove me home...

Had a pleasant surprise when we got home... I don't know why he thought I like YSL baby doll... but anyway... he gave me a very belated birthday present...

Yes dan... it's late...

hahaha... he gave me YSL baby doll perfume... 4 miniatures... all shimmery...

Thank U so so much... really will treasure it...

Think I feel sick from all the oysters... Ppl say it's an aphrodisiac??? :P I doubt so... I feel so so sick now... it's not funny

Love U guys...

Jap (jp) n. Offensive Slang
Used as a disparaging term for a person of Japanese birth or descent.

Accidentally pissed off a friend of mine for typing "jap" out on the computer screen... n he showed me to dictionary.com

There you go... dictionary.com said that "jap" is an offensive term... really didn't know... but now I know better...

Can only blame it on the media... I realised nowadays, Japan is being shortened to just jap. And I've always thought it was a short form for that... Blame it on myself too, for not checking it up...

Sorry... :(

Didn't mean to piss U off...

Guys... let's all be more sensitive ya???? eliminate that word from our dictionary~! now onwards... JAPANESE/JAPAN no more JAP~!!!!!

刚刚换了我blogspot的blogskin...

突然有感觉慧怡会说。。。 “笨女人!”

看！我说对了吧？扪心自问？是不是有所感觉？

哈哈~！我想我快把你气死了吧？

没办法。。。 我就是蠢啊。。。

好喜欢明道哦~！

好累啊~！type 了一整晚的assignment。。。

而且也不晓得什么烂天气。。。那么冷~！

Anyone got any idea what time is the 音乐日记 on yes933??? haha I thought it was at 8, but apparently I'm wrong...

Gosh... am writing up my stuff for assignment... due on friday...

天啊。。。 不会做~！

On a lighter note,

Mamak night next saturday...

2/9/2006
East Vic Park Recreation Centre
7:00-11:00pm
$10... Buffet style providing all-you-can-eat
1) Satay
2) Nasi Lemak
3) Teh Tarik
4) Roti Prata

And for a small amount you can

BUY YUMMY STUFF FOR YOURSELF~!

Come along and have fun with us... whoever catches this on my blog... haha and bring your friend along... really hope to c U there...

Love ya

Kaiting

wei wei wei wei wei...

Guess what??? I was on worship team that day... :) Really really happy hey... I really felt... FREE~! Didn't feel scared, slightly nervous, but really happy... :)

Getting sooooo annoyed... hehehe... really have to buck up with my studies~! Know God is trying to stretch me ah... but if I don't stretch myself, HOW ON EARTH CAN HE STRETCH ME??? :P

Looking for journal articles... man don't know what level of depth Dr Crowe expects us to go into...

So tiring man... won't be blogging for some time... Some emotions just can't be described on blog... speak to me online if U need to... :P

Love ya all

I believe Cinderella is not half as clumsy as me... so despite my futile efforts at trying to claim that honour of being princess cinderella... it's just failing... terribly...

haha...

I messaged a friend what happened to me today... and he replied "y u so clumsy one...???"

Gosh...

Yes listen up... I poked a needle into my finger today... I think Prof Marshall was quite amused by me... just as I'm amused by myself too... hahaha... Well what happened was I was doing sterile lab la... so trying to fix the needle onto the syringe... and then remove the cap from the needle...

Well... was going thru the "begging position" of pulling the cap away from the needle... and then it was quite tough to pull the cap away ah... The needle was like stuck to the cap... and when I did finally pull the cap away from the needle, the needle stuck into my finger~!!!!!! so I like pulled it out la... poor patient... he's gonna have NO sterile infusion... hahaha...

Then blood was running down my palm and stuff... and dripping... can't believe I still had the mood to wipe the bench while priscilla went to look for a bandaid for me... then prof marshall came by... and brought me to clean my wound... haha he's like a father hey... really really... like my daddy if I cut my hand... then yeah... I realised he's not as mean as he seems... sure he's strict... but he's quite nice... :)

Anyway... yeah... just that thought that cinderella won't be poking needles into her fingers... :P silly me... oooo I had a hep B booster jab yesterday... hope it all works well...

Love ya all... continue to love Jesus ya?

在生命中，往往会失望。。。 对于人，对于身边的事务。。。

可能使自己累了吧。。。 记得神仙经常对我说的“不要靠自己的力量。。。”

爸。。。

可能我自己太依赖自己了。。。

所以当事情并没有我想象中来得顺利，自己就会很失望。。。

这几天都经历了这样的事情。。。 失望。。。

真的要学习怎样依赖上帝了。。。

Had a 2 hour nap just now... yet I still feel sleepy and tired...

Gosh... don't feel like e real me these days... don't know why I've been feeling tired, sleepy...

Ben Ho got into hospital... with Kidney failure... He got SLE... also known as Lupus, where ur immune system starts attacking your own body... His was quite serious... It attacked his kidneys... Guess really got to pray for healing for him... Only God can work miracles... I believe nothing we can do... except for ask for him...

This brings me back to what Pastor Joyce was talking about today... about asking... Do U know that God wants to bless you abundantly??? Not just little, but abundantly... haha and she got to this part I could feel my eyes starting to water... like... U know this overwhelming of feelings, where U suddenly got this huge pang of emotions, and ur nose starts to have this weird achy feeling and U know e tears are coming??? Gosh the main reason I hate to cry during freshies is cuz I've got make up on... and anyway, yeah... so I blinked back the tears... Ps Joyce was just telling us about how she was disciplining Renee and they got to the reconciliation step... and they hugged, and then she told Renee "U know, mummy loves you... No matter what happens, mummy still loves you"

God does too...

Just a thought... I've stuffed up so many times... maybe not severe, but still, I've stuffed up... But God still loves me... and I just feel so blessed hey... Because He loves me... hahaha... Can you imagine that??? I have to be one of those whom ppl find hard to love... hahaha I'm like selfish... stubborn at times... I lie to get myself out of trouble... really hard to love... BUT... He still loves me... and U know what the beauty of it all is???

He loves me unconditionally...

hahaha... just a wee bit of nostalgia...

Assignments due... and everything... Really need to draw strength from God ne... hahaha... It's hard... to still be able to trust HIM despite all... BUT I know that's the only way out...

Becoming chubby...

hahaha this week realised I've been seeing Yusuke everyday... gosh... cuz I have to... hahaha he's like my "personal chauffer" already... really nice guy... but U Know what? He thought I'm 24... So... not that nice anymore... hahaha

Anyway... just thinking abt asking for blessings...

Hmm... just some personal thoughts running through...

Finally I'm back to civillisation...
Internet at night???

Woo hoo... :) Thank U Lord for internet...

hehehe...

got my new dell lappy...

好美丽啊~！

Got a few dvds to watch...

Finally... something to keep me occupied during the weekend...

I'm cell leader...

hahaha when I heard that news I was shocked...

Lots of questions running in my mind "who? me? Kaiting the cell leader???"

hahaha silly me...

Just can't see myself as a cell leader... lots of questions... I guess just have to be answered with time...

Thank U God for putting me in a position to learn

I love U

I love being Kaiting...

Really...

The quiet me
The pink me
The loud me
The thoughtful me
The giving me
The blur me
The selfish me
The jealous me
The bimbotic me

That's all traits that Kaiting possesses... and I really must say...

I love being Kaiting...

Just a thought... if I were brought up differently... What if my life were different, I was brought up in a family where there was no connection at all, dad was a drunkard and mum has got her own issues??? What kind of person would I be like? I always think... So would I have been different? I think I would have...

Maybe Kaiting wouldn't be smiling anymore... Maybe Kaiting would be a solemn and quiet person... Maybe Kaiting would be the kind who hides all her burdens behind her, unwilling to face them... Kaiting would have been different...

One night I stayed up... felt lonely... missed the days of secondary school... where I was more carefree... I felt like it was hard to even talk to ONE person... I don't know why... Seems that uni life has made life more complicated... When U grow older U think a lot more and more complicated... maybe it's just me... but anyway... hahaha

Just thinking about life... with response to what Dr Chong said that day, about being sure of your salvation... I am sure of mine... What he said... about God having a plan and purpose for you before he planned you... I think that's so sweet... Sort of tied in with the song Shen xian msged me a few days before the sermon... it's somewhere on my blog... so go look at it... I know God loves me... and I'm really very contented with that... hehehe.... God loved me before he made me... before 18th June 1986... He loved me... the careless me... the blur me... the silly me... he loves all of me... hehehe

And I know he loves you too... :)

Caught up with Gong...

Joo Ji Hoon... Hot... no??? hehe single eye-fold... my fave kind of look...HOT!!!! So I'm having 2 pics of him here I dun care what U say





Next person... Yoon Eun Hye



Funny she ain't that pretty in the show... nor THAT skinny... serious!!!!! And she didn't look tall!!!!! gosh... jsut found out she's 168cm... and I'm like ???????? She really doesn't look tall...maybe my height only...

Then comes to the... BEAUTIFUL ballet dancer!!! Song Ji Hyo



Then... the other characters... I don't think they're THAT good looking la... tho there's one important one... He's got boyish cute looks??? but not my kind... so not putting his pic up... :P

What's worse than to find out U're bethrothed to someone U totally dislike???

Anyways... Gong's about this girl... she's a commoner... and she studies in the same high school as the crown prince... one day their paths meet and they both realised they totally dislike each other... Crown Prince (Shin) has a girlfriend, who's the ballet dancer... He actually proposed to her, but she declined la... And he finds out that he's actually bethrothed to the commoner he dislikes... hahaha story gets more exciting and stuff when his cousin comes back from England... and over time falls in love with his cousin-in-law... Found it a lil too draggy for me at times... but overall good... give it an 8/10!!! hehehe it's a total cinderella story... I guarantee u'll like it!!! :) Go watch it!!!

Gong... aka princess hours



The main cast... can U believe they're all like already in their 20s???? i can't!!!! Cuz they just look soooo young really can pass off as high school kids!!!!

The main reason why I'm glad I'm not a Korean princess... look at the headgear!!!! hehehe can U imagine having that on the day of wedding??? I think I'll break my neck!





Gosh... k I think that's enough... anyway....

5 reasons why I don't want to be a princess

1) U'll never ever be able to get your husband's full attention... Chinese kings had like 100s of wives and U'll just have to wait for him...
2) I won't be able to get used to the boring life in the palace
3) And the stuff I'll have to study??? And the way they talk??? Gosh... can U imagine they don't address parents like "daddy and mummy" but "king and queen"
4) I'll have too much money
5) Will be public attention... gosh can U imagine that???

I'm contented being God's lil princess... :)

http://www.hancinema.net/korean_drama_Princess_Hours.php

Courtesy of this website :)

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My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Physical Touch.

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Physical Touch:		7
Receiving Gifts:		7
Acts of Service:		4
Quality Time:		4

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Went for Passion Cell leaders, cell interns, cell helpers training... had lots of fun... First day... we ended up cleaning the Gowrie... oh by the way it was at the Gowrie...

Day 1...

Games... gosh... it was so annoying, we just couldn't get the games right!!! Then by God's grace the games were stopped... hehehe thank God man... and we just went around in a circle introducing each other... Then we cleaned up the whole Gowrie... Seriously... it was DIRTY... like really DIRTY... but thank God we managed to clean it up... griNZ... and later just felt such a sense of satisfaction and belonging... like I really belonged to that place... gosh... it fit in with the theme of ownership and unity... was really great... Day 1 was 10-4 then I went to church office to help out Karen with some stuff and we went for dinner together with Zhengyi, Iris and Lynn... and we were having a great laugh over the Singapore Workout and stuff...

Day 2...

Really impacted me, this day... First we started with the VMVM of the church...

Vision: To Invest in people and build the church
Mission: To worship and glorify God, Save and disciple people
Values: Attitude, Relevance, Excellence
Message: Faith, Hope, Love

(Karen... I memorised it all already)

I realised how important it is to lead following thE VMVM of the church... hehehe... it's all cooL... I really enjoyed myself in the morning, as we had like this silly video we watched, talking about the 5W of the cell group... Welcome, Worship, Word, Works, Wallop... hehehe anyways... Then we had lunch... KFC as provided by ZPH... :P then watched a movie... called the Sum of all fears...

At night, we had something called "Cell Leader's business" it was really cool... we learnt so much stuff(s)... and then it was testimony sharing... shared on how much God has changed lives... and stuff... Yeemei shared... and she thanked her cell helper *ahem* me... hehehe I was so touched la... that cell leader... wanted to make me cry issit... Then later How Boon shared...

Isn't it amazing how U don't deserve all the blessings God gives, yet he blesses U more and more each day??? I don't... I really don't... That's why I broke down and cried during worship...

It was awesome... I seemed to learn more and more... So much...

I seem to understand more and more... each day...

Standing in front of God... just looking at his awesome wonder... I feel so blessed, so blessed... I know I don't deserve it... But he still blesses me with more... each time I think... "Hey that's enough" God says "No that's not... U deserve more, my princess"

God... I'm waiting for your blessings... I know U can't bless me enough...

At night, I was messaging a friend... and I told him how blessed I felt... He messaged back with this...

"Before the world began, you were on his mind. And every tear you cry, is precious in his eyes. Because of his great love, He gave his only son. Everything was done so you would come, come to the father. Thou your gift is small, broken hearts and broken lives, he will take them all. The power of the word, the power of his love, Everything was done so you would come."

It's lyrics from a song he used to sing, an anglican song... I was like "silly you... are U trying to make me cry..."

It's just sweet la... knowing God cares... no matter what...

Silly friend of mine... :) But thanks...

So great to hear that God has blessed U and once again recharged you... :)

Ooooo I realised I haven't been updating my blog for aaaaaagessss... U guys miss me??? hehehe anyways, Miss Kaiting LEONG is officially 20!!!! woooo.... ppl ask me "How does it feel to be in the 2- age huh???" Seriously, it feels no different isn't it??? Ask those who've already turned 20... they'll all tell U the same thing... I'm just excited that I'm no longer a teen... don't ask me why... but apparently when U reach 21... u start to feel old... so... maybe not so exciting after all... :P

Anyways... what did I do during my birthday???? U won't believe it...

STUDY...

Oh and of course I stayed up late to watch Brazil vs Australia... of course U know who I'm supporting...(brazil) guess what? I just realised Kaka is married... gosh... :( he's cute... I tell U... real cute... anyway that's not the point... The real point is that...

I had a birthday celebration on 24th June!!!!! I invited a few close friends, Da jie jie, Jack, Isaac, Lawrence, Karen, Priscilla, Yee mei and Chin Seng... hehehe here are a few photos...



Da Jie, Pris, Chin Seng



Yeemei, Me, Karen



Chin Seng, Yee Mei



Shen Xian, me, Isaac, Jack, Chin Seng

I'm a ROSE amongst the THORNS



Pris, da jie jie, me, isaac, jack, chin seng...

hehe 3 beauties with 3 beasts... :P

Karen and Yeemei and Lawrence had to go... so then I went for karaoke with Chin Seng, Jack, Da Jie Jie and Isaac and Priscilla

Were cam whoring again!!!!









Hehehe I had fun that night!!!! Thanks guys for the wonderful evening... I received beautiful presents... including a study bible, a pair of leg warming socks, a cap that I always wanted!!! Thanks guys... Love ya

Had a look at my entries, and realised I haven't posted anything for ages... Think should start again, just for e benefit of e friends I have overseas...

Just finished a test today... that constitute 50% of the entire unit mark... fail that means fail the whole unit... and boy... let me tell U... I'm so scared hey... I don't think I'll even pass the practical test... yes, it's a prac test so U can't study for it... somehow there's heaps of error... gosh... I really hate it... pretty upset now...

Yesterday was on for reZource... then woke up late... somehow these days I've always been so tired I can't wake up in the mornings... always wake up and turn off the alarm only to find out later that "I've overslept!" I really dun understand why because I was never like that... especially on weekends... I'm almost so tempted not to wake up on saturdays to go to work... n not work on Sundays... guys... I think I'm losing my motivation to work... I don't really feel like it anymore...

Pastor talked about something so true... Listening to God... I realised... I talk a lot, but I rarely slow down to listen... So much so that I've already forgotten what it means by listening to Him... sometimes... But recently I realised God's been talking to me through my cell members... Like telling me to trust and continue praying... will tell U e long story if U ask me... won't elaborate that much online... due to privacy matters ba...

Then later went for Xmen 3... Overall the movie was OK... but the whole world died... hahaha and I was like almost falling asleep... Note to self: never go for Xmen movie again... hehe and me and Frances were just commenting how the girls look larger than the guys and we don't understand why... esp that lady called Jean... she's just like so big la... hehehe anyway yeah humans were apparently trying to "cure" mutants... 1 thing I dun understand is... why are humans so kaypoh la... I mean if ppl are happy being the way they are, then why be soooooo stressed about inventing stuff to cure them... cell group dinner after that... was so tiring arranging transport... and thank God Jack Chia and Benedix car had space... So we followed the O2 youth to Malaysian Delight...

Got to MD... and there was nooooo spacE!!!! can U believe it? Then we had to break up tables to sit la... I guess... cuz there were 22 of us... and we just had fun, hung out together... etc etc...

Last night I was just studying and talking on e phone with Chin Seng... and then the guy suddenly goes "I'm really hungry U wanna go macdonalds??? I come pick u" So I'm like OK... hehehe so here he comes, picks me up and then we go! Then the Albany Hwy McD was closed so we went to the Leach Highway one... and then guess what?? There was this guy serving us... and CS told me "I was so tempted to say 'Hey, my friend thinks u're cute... U want her number?'" and I was like "..." and hit him... super speechless hey how come someone can be sooooo lame one... my reputation's at stake... and so we started our talk on what kind of guys I like... and what kind of girls he like... was such fun making fun of him la... hehehehe altho he always use that "U want to walk?" statement to threaten me... hahaha... and I totally can't stand that... but overall he's like really really nice... Then later shen xian messaged me to encourage me to jia you... Thanks! :) U're a gem...

Gosh... being a stand-in cell leader is really tiring hey... I really dunno if I'm up to it... I'm really really feeling quite lost now...

Being in cell has taught me so many things...

Become more mature? I sure hope so...

Learnt that... friends are those who truly tell U the truth... and still love you even tho U aren't perfect...

I realised I need to know that and practice that better... because although I dun think what a person does is right I rarely tell that person... To prevent spoiling a friendship. Have to learn... to speak the truth in love...

Learnt that... I should open my heart and accept everyone tho not everyone's easy to accept...

Learnt that... I am not perfect... even more so... inadequate...

But still I love my cell group... :) Cuz it's in them I learn how to become more perfect....

LOVE U GUYS

Headache...

I dunno why I'm so tired even tho I've slept so much recently... Still tired...

Feeling so detached... from everything... dunno why too...

Seems like everyone's having such a fun holiday... really thank God my cell leader understands what I'm going thru... Like really thank God my cell leader's a pharmacy student too (and not the genious kind who looks at the lecture notes once and remembers everything)... and she understands... I really thank God for such an understanding cell leader... really love her to bits... One day I was like super tired and stuff... and really scared... and I sent her an mms... (remember I've got free mms?) and what I got back... was really really encouraging...

THANK U YEE MEI I LOVE U HEAPSSSSS

Hmmm... and now what??? Inez, David, Kian Huat, Yee Hui, Wansee and Vely are coming over to my place for dinner tonight... am making a trifle for them... hope it tastes oK hey... I'm never really good at cooking... Had a catch up session with my discipler yesterday... and just talked about family and stuff... really learnt a lot from her...

THANK U KAREN I LOVE U HEAPPSSSSSSSS TOO.... :)

Gosh I'm like soooo tired now la.... Oh well I know God will provide and He WILL sustain...

Love ya too God...!!!!!

I need lip balm now... my lips are sooooo dry...

I was playing this thing called myheritage.com... it tells U which celebrity U look like... Played with a few photos and this person came up a lot... her name's Rachel Bilson... hehehe... dun even know who she is... realised I dun really look chinese... must be the philipino maid thing... but anyway ppl say I look a mix bet my eldest sis and second sis...

am reading this book called even greater 12 real-life stories that inspire you to do great things for god... by Reinhard Bonnke... really really good book hey... even the introduction catches me, and I don't... I REPEAT DON'T normally read introductions. Let me show U one paragraph.

"The truth is that while you and I may be human beings, as children of God we are much more than that. We are agents of omnipotence. This means that unlimited power is at our fingertips. It also means that there are no great men working in God's kingdom. Rather, there is a great God at work in human beings who have childlike faith. You have not yet seen what God wants to do through you."

how powerful... how great... agents of omnipotence... really the only thing I can say is... "wow"

These few days, I've been praying that God give me the urgency and help me want to go out to spread the gospel to ppl around me...

I realised I've always had the heart for ppl... Like helping ppl, encouraging ppl etc... Just that I'm like as blur as can be... always kena bluffed by ppl... hahaha... but anyway I really really love ppl in general...

So what happened was the thursday before easter performance, we were like singing the songs... and then I just could feel God putting Salvation in our presence... in Church... everywhere... I just cried... while I was singing... and Usha was like "Kaiting, why U cry???" and I couldn't answer... That feeling couldn't be put into words...

Then on Easter itself, I was soooo touched to see so many ppl... even the UWA service was packed... which was great. We had few salvations, few rededications... and I was just praying for these ppl... WEnt down during altar call to pray and I just cried while praying... Never ever felt such a burden waiting to be released... Really felt the happiness when I was praying... and just cried and cried...

Then went for Easter camp... hehehe it was awesome hey... Geoff Woodward, the 1st night... I can't really say I understood him... actually I didn't understand him at all... hehehe but it was good seeing ppl just respond... then the next day, Pastor Karmeng talked about Reinhard Bonkke... and I just cried whenI saw the video on Reinhard Bonkke with those ppl... how many ppl came to christ... Save 1 more for Jesus... right now that's really my goal... like 5 ppl first... I'm sure I can do it... anyway, then Ps Chong and Goldie talked about BGR... and I made a commitment to God, I'll let HIM lead my relationships from now onward... so even if I meet a guy who fulfils my list, God will lead... I really dunno how to... but all I can do is pray. Not going to fall for silly little gestures, I want to stand for God... Then at night Bro Sudha Niles preached. He talked about how God still loves U even when U think He doesn't. It didn't really speak that much to me... But it spoke million words to ppl.... Lots of ppl responded, cried... went to the front and just knelt down in front of God... saying "GOD I live for you, give my burdens and sorrows to you" and I just cried again while praying for this girl... cuz she cried while I was praying... and I just cried... and cried... really touched by all these ppl... Then that night was this silly talk show la... and then Marcus was like chairing it... then guess what??? Gen was the co-chair alongside marcus and alphonsus... and he saboed me... man... super sabo lo... just as much as how I saboed shen xian to go out... and anyway Gen was like " Kaiting is one of the most eligible girls in ZPH" and like something along that lines la... and like they asked me what was my shopping list for guys... and they paired me up with Zhengyi... GOSH!~!!!!!! Zhengyi!!!! That was like super ages ago la... maybe I used to have this teeny crush on him... but that is like eons ago... hahaha super funny man these ppl... Anyway... yeP...

The next day was testimony sharing day... and then I just went up la... I realised I'm so much more confident sharing stuff(s) in front of many ppl nowadays... Thank God for bringing this fear of ppl away from me... I really didn't use to make very good eye-contact, stammer a lil n stuff... but not that day... It was God it really wasn't me... anyway, I just thanked my group members for supporting me la... I wasn't very good at bringing excitement to the group... So much so that I almost cried one day... and then later Lawrence asked "are U very discouraged?" and I was like "yes" but then it's all GOOD... hehehe cuz I've learnt really that being a leader is not easy stuff(s)... Thanks million to Lawrence, Celia, Reena, Julie, Risako, these few who have stuck by me and helped me along all the time... esp. Risako, this girl who's only 16... she's from Japan... and she told me "I think U're a very good leader" that really helped a lot... She's like so sweet... And like Celia and Lawrence... they go "Don't worry U're doing fine" gosh... I feel so loved and so touched by these wonderful bunch of ppl... I love U guys... :P

Anyway... sorry I've been MIA for ages... haven't had the chance to blog... anyway, I love U guys still all the same, or even more... :) cuz U guys are wonderful to me... I hope U realise!!!!

Love love love ya heaps!!!

Had this talk with Sheryl... and I realised I dun have many good friends... that's quite sad...

Sometimes we think we know a person quite well... but when I need to... will they be there for me???

Listing the ppl in Aus I'd call and bug and ask them out if I wanted...
1) Sheryl
2) Sophia

That's all... will there even be ppl there for me if I need???? hehehe sounds sad...

On a lighter note, sis e-mailed me!!!! I bet she misses me...

Hehe I miss U too er jie jie

Just back in uni from a fun day out... gosh didn't know that 4 hour breaks in-between classes can be so fun... First went out with Chin Seng and Sheryl for dim sum... yes yes I know I had dim sum on thursday... but it's ok... I still like it... I was like totally craving it... oh gosh now I'm craving mei xin's fried milk... it's actually milk that they put gelatine... and stuff... and then fry... it's like... yummy!!!!!!! hehehehehe me and da jie jie we always get that... when we go to mei xin... cuz I'm such a glutton...

This morning I woke up with a jolt cuz I woke up at 7:50 instead of my usual 7:30... AND class was at 9... then I realised it was Colin Marshall's class so I was like "OMG!!!!" how how... cuz he's pretty strict... then I was taking a quick shower and my mind went "hang on... class is at 10!!!!" praise God that I didn't sleep too much past my alarm... these few days I've been really tired... last night I messaged Sheryl... told her I was bored... and then I zonked out even without waiting for her reply... that's how tired I was... feels like I haven't slept in ages... cuz with work and stuff... but I wudn't give that up for nothing...! :P That's my only source of income now... and I'm happy...

Then later... went for lunch with Chin Seng and Sheryl la... thanks guys... :)

Then shopping... was great just hanging out with Sheryl... and like complaining abt stuff like (I'm so fat)... and (my boobs r so small) and yeahhhh Sheryl told me "I heard your vibrating thing is really good right???" hey that makes me sound like I use a vibrator!!!! hahahahhaa.... NO WAY!!!! I got this Slimming belt thing from home... brought it over... zap zap zap... gonna zap off all my fat!!!! hehhehee... that's the only thing that motivates me... not putting on too much weight in winter and being able to squeeze into a pair of size 6 or 7 pants... god I pray for that amen!!! hehehehe... yes... I've shrunk from size 10 to 8... and way to go... :P yep! will lose 10 kg!!!! yaaaaay hehehehe

OK la... just being stupid... and still stupid... hehehe will update whenever I have the chance... take care

记忆像游乐园般精彩
我们像对恋人相爱
幸福是应该不会是当然
只怪我们都太贪玩

思念像云朵班柔软
而你轻轻躺在我胸怀
我像是人性走失的小孩
静静抱着孤单

我们都曾经明白
也都曾经遗憾
错过了爱
就难以重来
不要害怕去坦白
怕容易被你宠坏
望了该与不该

到哪里找回真爱
找回所有遗憾
爱得真相就能够揭开
多给我一些片段
拼奏未知的意外
失去记忆最初的爱

我是被你遗忘的精采
你却带着记忆离开
心跳是我们唯一的呼唤
提醒我们曾经相爱

你的笑像阳光班灿烂
小心翼翼藏在我口袋
在我脆弱时给了我温暖
谁也无法取代

(chorus)

Gosh... I really really really love this song... it's from 王子变青蛙 ... For ppl who know me... U know how much I love this show now... and it's by club 183 and 7 flowers... hehe I know the ppl acting it sounds dodgy... but it's really not as bad as it sounds... cuz it's really sweet n stuff... like U guys know I cry like nobody's business when I watch series... that's why I really like watching them alone... so like this show right... I was like watching it into the wee hours of the morning... and guess what...??? was crying my way through... hehehe... although it was meant to be funny... :P hmm I wonder why...

anyway... this show is quite silly... about losing their memory n stuff.... but relaly nice la... hehehe at Sheryl's house blogging now...

"她曾说过在單均昊的心里住着一个比王子还要王子的茼蒿"

好甜蜜

哈哈我也希望会有这样的事情发生在我身上

I know I haven't been blogging as frequently as I'd like to... but I DO have a reason for it... hahha I haven't got internet access right now... so I'm gonna connect broadband soon... thinking of going with westnet but I'm thinking abt it la...

Have been pretty busy from the time I came back... Passion booth... then River cruise... then Freshies welcome and etc etc... One highlight of the week was GRADUATION!!!!! Believe it or not... 10+ ~ 20 ZION people graduated on Tuesday night itself... and of course my smart sis is one of them... who graduated from Postgraduate Diploma in Pharmacy... Gosh... she's way smart... But anyway, that's beside the point... hahaha check out this pic that I took with Chin Seng at His graduation... gosh I feel like a midget standing beside him... hehehhee he's like soooo big and tall!!!! I think he's still available (if I'm not wrong) hehehe btw... all courtesy of CS's blog...



Freshies welcome was gooooodddddd.... heheheh after that... went to Sean(cell visitor)'s house for dinner... His mum cooked for us... she's like such a good cook!!!! oh by the way, she like came for a holiday for about a week... and me, may, ailin, canille, jimmy, joanne, usha etc went there for dinner... it was ALL GOODzzzzz.... :) check out a photo that we tooK!!!!! Thanks Sean!!! Thanks Uncle for opening up your house to us!!!

"By the time the Lord made woman, he was into His sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and be able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -- and she will do everything with only two hands."

The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish. "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days. "The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think? " asked the angel. The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate." The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek. "Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one." "That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!" "What's the tear for?" the angel asked. The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride." The angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing."

And she is!! Women have strengths that amaze men. They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can help to heal a broken heart. Women come in all sizes, in all colors and shapes. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning! They bring joy and hope. They have compassion and ideals. They give moral support to their family and friends. Women have vital things to say and everything to give.However if there's one flaw in women, it is that they tend to forget their worth. That's why their friends send this to remind them that they are, indeed, priceless"

from Adeline's blog

You guys are priceless... not just to me, also to God...

Huggies girl... that was really great... :)

Somehow... things change

when U grow older your perspective of things change...

Huiyi was talking to me about how she'd be helping me plan my wedding... and helping it take effect... thanks girl I want a white wedding at a church and I want lilies in my bouquet, I'll be throwing it :P

I was so sure I'd be settling down in perth... with my new family there... and getting married at 24 was what I really wanted...

Yet now I'm not so sure anymore...

曾經那麼堅決﹐想留在柏斯發展的我﹐現在似乎長大了。已不是當年的小女生。已經不會一枚地只顧慮到自己。畢竟﹐人是會長大。

Home is where the heart is...

這句話說得很對﹐很實際。有時會不經問自己﹐ PERTH 到底有多麼適合我嗎﹖我想﹐ 並沒有。畢竟心不屬於那裡。我想﹐叫我放棄自己的家園居住在一個根本就不屬於我的國家﹐ 我辦不到。

Somehow... I've grown older... and grown up...

Growing older is not a process you can stop. But growing up is something you can control... 快要二十歲的我﹐發現自己似乎長大了。思想方面也成熟了。

When I was young, I thought of dolls... Now that I'm older... I worry bout boys.. and in the future, I'll worry about wrinkles... This thought just struck me... I saw something similar to this sentence... I read in a book... and this is sooooooo true... When I was younger this didn't make much sense... but now I look back at it...

Adeline and I

Gosh we're talking about marriage when it used to be polly pocket and cupcake dolls

Huiyi and I

Planning marriage... talking about stuff like this as opposed to Jerry Yan (don't tell me U dun remember)

Mr Lee and me and Huiyi

Workforce... Prospects of jobs... Girlfriend... Marriage... Family... as opposed to Miss Compre and Miss compo

Things we'd never have thought about when we were younger...

Time flies... and I find myself trapped in a time bomb... which will never turn back...

and the sentence "If only I could turn back time" really depicts the feelings of many

If only...

Ifs...

Live life to your fullest and don't bother about Ifs

看著孩子們天真無邪的笑容﹐你是否很想回到過去﹖

Lamenting... Don't mind me...

I realised I'd feel really bad if my friend really broke up with his gf... cuz I told him to if he thinks the r/s wudn't work out... plus they gonna be long distance and he told me he dun think it'd work out... but still if they really do break up any time soon I think I'd feel really bad...

It's 2:29 am and I really ought to be in bed by now, judging from the fact that I'm yawning heaps and that I'll have to wake up at 7 tomorrow... BUT

Can't seem to get to sleep... prolly cuz I'm going back to Australia in 5 days... Was just lying in bed and thinking of it... and the thought is quite scary...

Imagine... Friday night I'll still be in bed. In Malaysia...

Saturday night I'll be back in Australia...

Somehow this holiday seems so short... so short...

I hate growing up... growing up loses all the privileges U used to have when U were a kid...

"sa jiao-ing" isn't cute anymore
You have to work. work. work. and somehow your holiday jsut flies without being able to spend time with your family...

I hate Australia all of a sudden... Wish I never had to go back...

Don't want

Don't like

The long awaited holiday is going to be over soon... have spent 6 weeks in Malaysia... and that's it...

Gosh I just came back from KL... and I realise how much I'm gonna miss my dear little piggy... hahaha... Once I used to think that best friends don't exist... but now I realise... I have 1... :P and that's her la... I guess I can totally trust her cuz I know she wun backstab me... hahaha... yeah man... and I totally miss her morning "cowie" (s) yes man... she totally's annoying... keeps calling me cowie mooie... Quote from Adeline : WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM MAN!!!! hehehe and I'm totally gonna miss waking up in the morning and seeing your face... I miss u!!!! *sob sob* now I'm going to cry... hahahhaa no no won't waste my tears on U

Anyway... been having someone to accompany me to the dentist... man who's gonna tell me to "chill" next time when I go to the dentist??? and who is gonna accompany me to walk at the shops outside and get contact lens solution next time????!!! hehehe U better go to Curtin if U don go to NUS ya... sigh... am gonna miss U heapssss...

I realised I've got a friend... tho she insists I'm not her best friend I'm her cow but that's not the point... hahaha... someone whom I can stay apart from for 1 yr... yet when I come back, we have more things to talk about then ever... and we realise we've grown up... we're talking about marriage... about proposal... about ideal valentines... about surprises... a huge jump from barbie, polly pocket and cup cake dolls...

anyway stayed at Pan Pacific Pacific floor yesterday with Adz... and then we went to the Pacific Lounge for dinner... it was a buffet sort of thing... and we finished up all the tartlets!!! crazy... I had 6, and she had 7... I reckon we both finished the whole plate... then we escaped to the Mall... bought some A4 paper... and ball point pens... then later we went to check out phones... we were in a giggly mode and were like laughing at everything the sales person said... and there were really rude ones... and we were talking about complaining about him to customer service... and the guy at the other desk (I reckon same company but not friends) said "yes... go complain" grinZ... and that guy was super entertaining... we were laughing so much that we were still in a giggly mood... :)

Today we went to 1 U and then took a love gety... turned out pretty dark tho... but I relaly like it!!! lets take nicer ones next time!!!

Got back from a 4 day short shopping + holiday thing in Singapore... and since my "adorable cousin" tells me to blog about her, I did hehe...

Brought her to Singapore...

Day 1.

Went to Singapore after lunch at about 3. Then while on the bus, Jc's mum called me, and said next time if I have some time, if I could just bring him to Singapore along? and I said yes... but I dun think I'll have some time now anymore... cuz I'm going back next saturday already... can U believe it???? next saturday... man... that's so fast... am SOOOOOOO gonna miss home... anyway, met up with Zhenwei, and Adeline the ding dong was carrying a huge luggage bag, cuz she brought heaps of stuff to Singapore... and she hurt her shoulder!!! Anyway, met Zhenwei for dinner... and had a short chat... and we walked around... gosh he was sooooo quiet man... and he was such a darling cuz he carried Adeline's bag for her... hahhaa thanks man... I think it was pretty heavy and thank God U were there to help us... I know it was pretty heavy for U but u still held it all the way to the MRT station... thank U :) and we gave him crap about valentines day present which he hasn't even bought... hahaha bad boy bad boy... then met up with er jie jie n her colleagues for karaoke session... n there were these 2 totally tone deaf ppl... 1 guy was quite cute... but can't sing... that's quite sad... then that night got home at about 2:30, slept at 3+ and the next day Adeline complained er jie jie was punching her at night... (ps Adeline thinks I had pretty intelligent conversation with Zhenwei... actually I ain't dumb... it's just that when I go out with Adeline, I talk dumb and when we don't actually talk dumb we go "omg this is too smart" and we start talking about nails)

Day 2

Met up with Huai Tze for lunch... at Sakae Sushi... then we talked so much about lesbians too!!! hahahaha then later met uo with er jie jie at Jrg point... did some shopping, I bought stuff from chamelon and OP... gosh they were having a massive sale and U should have seen the number of kiasu singaporeans in there grabbing at the t-shirts and flip flops!!! and we went in and got 2 t shirts for wei cuz he spoilt his t shirt and he was very upset... and then went over to Changi airport. Met up with wei and had fish and co for dinner... had the fish and chips and seafood platter for 2... was really good... then sent er jie jie to the departure halll then later met up with xd, edwin and daniel... sometimes think Xuande's really corny and stuff... and it makes it annoying at times... and then Adeline was really quiet... I reckon she just wasn't in the mood... griNZ...

Day 3

Church in a looooooooooong time!!!!! hahaha finally got the chance to go to church with Huai Tze and Wen... and we went for lunch with Wen's and gf, Lynn... was very nice and interesting... WEn kept talking about stupid stuff like drug addicts and stuff... think lynn's really lucky cuz I'd love to have wen for my bf too... but he's my cousin... really big BUT!!! hahaha... and he was really stupid... Lynn ganged up with us to bully him... there was once he said "Punctuality's my middle name" and Lynn called him Mr Tan Punctuality Wen... and we said... or Punctuality Tan Huai Wen would be nice... really relaly very amusing and entertaining... after that went for karaoke... then went home...

Day 4

Came home from Singapore... yaaaaay home sweet home... :) met up with Sheryl... and then just talked a bit... Adeline the bimbo likes her... hehhee

ok I just did my nails... was expensive... RM 64... manicure + nail art... but given a chance... I prolly wudn't do it anymore... or maybe before wedding... haha