Somehow... things change
when U grow older your perspective of things change...
Huiyi was talking to me about how she'd be helping me plan my wedding... and helping it take effect... thanks girl I want a white wedding at a church and I want lilies in my bouquet, I'll be throwing it :P
I was so sure I'd be settling down in perth... with my new family there... and getting married at 24 was what I really wanted...
Yet now I'm not so sure anymore...
曾經那麼堅決﹐想留在柏斯發展的我﹐現在似乎長大了。已不是當年的小女生。已經不會一枚地只顧慮到自己。畢竟﹐人是會長大。
Home is where the heart is...
這句話說得很對﹐很實際。有時會不經問自己﹐ PERTH 到底有多麼適合我嗎﹖我想﹐ 並沒有。畢竟心不屬於那裡。我想﹐叫我放棄自己的家園居住在一個根本就不屬於我的國家﹐ 我辦不到。
Somehow... I've grown older... and grown up...
Growing older is not a process you can stop. But growing up is something you can control... 快要二十歲的我﹐發現自己似乎長大了。思想方面也成熟了。
When I was young, I thought of dolls... Now that I'm older... I worry bout boys.. and in the future, I'll worry about wrinkles... This thought just struck me... I saw something similar to this sentence... I read in a book... and this is sooooooo true... When I was younger this didn't make much sense... but now I look back at it...
Adeline and I
Gosh we're talking about marriage when it used to be polly pocket and cupcake dolls
Huiyi and I
Planning marriage... talking about stuff like this as opposed to Jerry Yan (don't tell me U dun remember)
Mr Lee and me and Huiyi
Workforce... Prospects of jobs... Girlfriend... Marriage... Family... as opposed to Miss Compre and Miss compo
Things we'd never have thought about when we were younger...
Time flies... and I find myself trapped in a time bomb... which will never turn back...
and the sentence "If only I could turn back time" really depicts the feelings of many
If only...
Ifs...
Live life to your fullest and don't bother about Ifs
看著孩子們天真無邪的笑容﹐你是否很想回到過去﹖
Lamenting... Don't mind me...
I realised I'd feel really bad if my friend really broke up with his gf... cuz I told him to if he thinks the r/s wudn't work out... plus they gonna be long distance and he told me he dun think it'd work out... but still if they really do break up any time soon I think I'd feel really bad...
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Monday, February 13, 2006
It's 2:29 am and I really ought to be in bed by now, judging from the fact that I'm yawning heaps and that I'll have to wake up at 7 tomorrow... BUT
Can't seem to get to sleep... prolly cuz I'm going back to Australia in 5 days... Was just lying in bed and thinking of it... and the thought is quite scary...
Imagine... Friday night I'll still be in bed. In Malaysia...
Saturday night I'll be back in Australia...
Somehow this holiday seems so short... so short...
I hate growing up... growing up loses all the privileges U used to have when U were a kid...
"sa jiao-ing" isn't cute anymore
You have to work. work. work. and somehow your holiday jsut flies without being able to spend time with your family...
I hate Australia all of a sudden... Wish I never had to go back...
Don't want
Don't like
The long awaited holiday is going to be over soon... have spent 6 weeks in Malaysia... and that's it...
Can't seem to get to sleep... prolly cuz I'm going back to Australia in 5 days... Was just lying in bed and thinking of it... and the thought is quite scary...
Imagine... Friday night I'll still be in bed. In Malaysia...
Saturday night I'll be back in Australia...
Somehow this holiday seems so short... so short...
I hate growing up... growing up loses all the privileges U used to have when U were a kid...
"sa jiao-ing" isn't cute anymore
You have to work. work. work. and somehow your holiday jsut flies without being able to spend time with your family...
I hate Australia all of a sudden... Wish I never had to go back...
Don't want
Don't like
The long awaited holiday is going to be over soon... have spent 6 weeks in Malaysia... and that's it...
Friday, February 10, 2006
Gosh I just came back from KL... and I realise how much I'm gonna miss my dear little piggy... hahaha... Once I used to think that best friends don't exist... but now I realise... I have 1... :P and that's her la... I guess I can totally trust her cuz I know she wun backstab me... hahaha... yeah man... and I totally miss her morning "cowie" (s) yes man... she totally's annoying... keeps calling me cowie mooie... Quote from Adeline : WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM MAN!!!! hehehe and I'm totally gonna miss waking up in the morning and seeing your face... I miss u!!!! *sob sob* now I'm going to cry... hahahhaa no no won't waste my tears on U
Anyway... been having someone to accompany me to the dentist... man who's gonna tell me to "chill" next time when I go to the dentist??? and who is gonna accompany me to walk at the shops outside and get contact lens solution next time????!!! hehehe U better go to Curtin if U don go to NUS ya... sigh... am gonna miss U heapssss...
I realised I've got a friend... tho she insists I'm not her best friend I'm her cow but that's not the point... hahaha... someone whom I can stay apart from for 1 yr... yet when I come back, we have more things to talk about then ever... and we realise we've grown up... we're talking about marriage... about proposal... about ideal valentines... about surprises... a huge jump from barbie, polly pocket and cup cake dolls...
anyway stayed at Pan Pacific Pacific floor yesterday with Adz... and then we went to the Pacific Lounge for dinner... it was a buffet sort of thing... and we finished up all the tartlets!!! crazy... I had 6, and she had 7... I reckon we both finished the whole plate... then we escaped to the Mall... bought some A4 paper... and ball point pens... then later we went to check out phones... we were in a giggly mode and were like laughing at everything the sales person said... and there were really rude ones... and we were talking about complaining about him to customer service... and the guy at the other desk (I reckon same company but not friends) said "yes... go complain" grinZ... and that guy was super entertaining... we were laughing so much that we were still in a giggly mood... :)
Today we went to 1 U and then took a love gety... turned out pretty dark tho... but I relaly like it!!! lets take nicer ones next time!!!
Anyway... been having someone to accompany me to the dentist... man who's gonna tell me to "chill" next time when I go to the dentist??? and who is gonna accompany me to walk at the shops outside and get contact lens solution next time????!!! hehehe U better go to Curtin if U don go to NUS ya... sigh... am gonna miss U heapssss...
I realised I've got a friend... tho she insists I'm not her best friend I'm her cow but that's not the point... hahaha... someone whom I can stay apart from for 1 yr... yet when I come back, we have more things to talk about then ever... and we realise we've grown up... we're talking about marriage... about proposal... about ideal valentines... about surprises... a huge jump from barbie, polly pocket and cup cake dolls...
anyway stayed at Pan Pacific Pacific floor yesterday with Adz... and then we went to the Pacific Lounge for dinner... it was a buffet sort of thing... and we finished up all the tartlets!!! crazy... I had 6, and she had 7... I reckon we both finished the whole plate... then we escaped to the Mall... bought some A4 paper... and ball point pens... then later we went to check out phones... we were in a giggly mode and were like laughing at everything the sales person said... and there were really rude ones... and we were talking about complaining about him to customer service... and the guy at the other desk (I reckon same company but not friends) said "yes... go complain" grinZ... and that guy was super entertaining... we were laughing so much that we were still in a giggly mood... :)
Today we went to 1 U and then took a love gety... turned out pretty dark tho... but I relaly like it!!! lets take nicer ones next time!!!
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Got back from a 4 day short shopping + holiday thing in Singapore... and since my "adorable cousin" tells me to blog about her, I did hehe...
Brought her to Singapore...
Day 1.
Went to Singapore after lunch at about 3. Then while on the bus, Jc's mum called me, and said next time if I have some time, if I could just bring him to Singapore along? and I said yes... but I dun think I'll have some time now anymore... cuz I'm going back next saturday already... can U believe it???? next saturday... man... that's so fast... am SOOOOOOO gonna miss home... anyway, met up with Zhenwei, and Adeline the ding dong was carrying a huge luggage bag, cuz she brought heaps of stuff to Singapore... and she hurt her shoulder!!! Anyway, met Zhenwei for dinner... and had a short chat... and we walked around... gosh he was sooooo quiet man... and he was such a darling cuz he carried Adeline's bag for her... hahhaa thanks man... I think it was pretty heavy and thank God U were there to help us... I know it was pretty heavy for U but u still held it all the way to the MRT station... thank U :) and we gave him crap about valentines day present which he hasn't even bought... hahaha bad boy bad boy... then met up with er jie jie n her colleagues for karaoke session... n there were these 2 totally tone deaf ppl... 1 guy was quite cute... but can't sing... that's quite sad... then that night got home at about 2:30, slept at 3+ and the next day Adeline complained er jie jie was punching her at night... (ps Adeline thinks I had pretty intelligent conversation with Zhenwei... actually I ain't dumb... it's just that when I go out with Adeline, I talk dumb and when we don't actually talk dumb we go "omg this is too smart" and we start talking about nails)
Day 2
Met up with Huai Tze for lunch... at Sakae Sushi... then we talked so much about lesbians too!!! hahahaha then later met uo with er jie jie at Jrg point... did some shopping, I bought stuff from chamelon and OP... gosh they were having a massive sale and U should have seen the number of kiasu singaporeans in there grabbing at the t-shirts and flip flops!!! and we went in and got 2 t shirts for wei cuz he spoilt his t shirt and he was very upset... and then went over to Changi airport. Met up with wei and had fish and co for dinner... had the fish and chips and seafood platter for 2... was really good... then sent er jie jie to the departure halll then later met up with xd, edwin and daniel... sometimes think Xuande's really corny and stuff... and it makes it annoying at times... and then Adeline was really quiet... I reckon she just wasn't in the mood... griNZ...
Day 3
Church in a looooooooooong time!!!!! hahaha finally got the chance to go to church with Huai Tze and Wen... and we went for lunch with Wen's and gf, Lynn... was very nice and interesting... WEn kept talking about stupid stuff like drug addicts and stuff... think lynn's really lucky cuz I'd love to have wen for my bf too... but he's my cousin... really big BUT!!! hahaha... and he was really stupid... Lynn ganged up with us to bully him... there was once he said "Punctuality's my middle name" and Lynn called him Mr Tan Punctuality Wen... and we said... or Punctuality Tan Huai Wen would be nice... really relaly very amusing and entertaining... after that went for karaoke... then went home...
Day 4
Came home from Singapore... yaaaaay home sweet home... :) met up with Sheryl... and then just talked a bit... Adeline the bimbo likes her... hehhee
ok I just did my nails... was expensive... RM 64... manicure + nail art... but given a chance... I prolly wudn't do it anymore... or maybe before wedding... haha
Brought her to Singapore...
Day 1.
Went to Singapore after lunch at about 3. Then while on the bus, Jc's mum called me, and said next time if I have some time, if I could just bring him to Singapore along? and I said yes... but I dun think I'll have some time now anymore... cuz I'm going back next saturday already... can U believe it???? next saturday... man... that's so fast... am SOOOOOOO gonna miss home... anyway, met up with Zhenwei, and Adeline the ding dong was carrying a huge luggage bag, cuz she brought heaps of stuff to Singapore... and she hurt her shoulder!!! Anyway, met Zhenwei for dinner... and had a short chat... and we walked around... gosh he was sooooo quiet man... and he was such a darling cuz he carried Adeline's bag for her... hahhaa thanks man... I think it was pretty heavy and thank God U were there to help us... I know it was pretty heavy for U but u still held it all the way to the MRT station... thank U :) and we gave him crap about valentines day present which he hasn't even bought... hahaha bad boy bad boy... then met up with er jie jie n her colleagues for karaoke session... n there were these 2 totally tone deaf ppl... 1 guy was quite cute... but can't sing... that's quite sad... then that night got home at about 2:30, slept at 3+ and the next day Adeline complained er jie jie was punching her at night... (ps Adeline thinks I had pretty intelligent conversation with Zhenwei... actually I ain't dumb... it's just that when I go out with Adeline, I talk dumb and when we don't actually talk dumb we go "omg this is too smart" and we start talking about nails)
Day 2
Met up with Huai Tze for lunch... at Sakae Sushi... then we talked so much about lesbians too!!! hahahaha then later met uo with er jie jie at Jrg point... did some shopping, I bought stuff from chamelon and OP... gosh they were having a massive sale and U should have seen the number of kiasu singaporeans in there grabbing at the t-shirts and flip flops!!! and we went in and got 2 t shirts for wei cuz he spoilt his t shirt and he was very upset... and then went over to Changi airport. Met up with wei and had fish and co for dinner... had the fish and chips and seafood platter for 2... was really good... then sent er jie jie to the departure halll then later met up with xd, edwin and daniel... sometimes think Xuande's really corny and stuff... and it makes it annoying at times... and then Adeline was really quiet... I reckon she just wasn't in the mood... griNZ...
Day 3
Church in a looooooooooong time!!!!! hahaha finally got the chance to go to church with Huai Tze and Wen... and we went for lunch with Wen's and gf, Lynn... was very nice and interesting... WEn kept talking about stupid stuff like drug addicts and stuff... think lynn's really lucky cuz I'd love to have wen for my bf too... but he's my cousin... really big BUT!!! hahaha... and he was really stupid... Lynn ganged up with us to bully him... there was once he said "Punctuality's my middle name" and Lynn called him Mr Tan Punctuality Wen... and we said... or Punctuality Tan Huai Wen would be nice... really relaly very amusing and entertaining... after that went for karaoke... then went home...
Day 4
Came home from Singapore... yaaaaay home sweet home... :) met up with Sheryl... and then just talked a bit... Adeline the bimbo likes her... hehhee
ok I just did my nails... was expensive... RM 64... manicure + nail art... but given a chance... I prolly wudn't do it anymore... or maybe before wedding... haha
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